Sunday, October 02, 2005
hmm i shall hijack a bit. heres the restarting of peck's blog!
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
hey guys. well i left out some impt peeps
alwyn---irritating but nonetheless a nice guy
plk---my sec 2 buddy. we had some real good times together.
oh well jee nee was talking about that poor sod psc scholar who got busted for posting racist remarks. well she also went on to warn us against inflammatory remarks about teachers unless we can back it up :P oh well. made me think about a lot of things and the risks i was taking. even as xiaxue doesnt get screwed, why let such a thing wreck your life and career.
im pondering whether to close the blog. things have been getting boring, and since my favourite flaming topic poses a risk to me then that leaves me in doubt.
meanwhile while i ponder, lala can kiss my sorry ass.
urm, on second thoughts....save it.....ill get rabies
wakaka
alwyn---irritating but nonetheless a nice guy
plk---my sec 2 buddy. we had some real good times together.
oh well jee nee was talking about that poor sod psc scholar who got busted for posting racist remarks. well she also went on to warn us against inflammatory remarks about teachers unless we can back it up :P oh well. made me think about a lot of things and the risks i was taking. even as xiaxue doesnt get screwed, why let such a thing wreck your life and career.
im pondering whether to close the blog. things have been getting boring, and since my favourite flaming topic poses a risk to me then that leaves me in doubt.
meanwhile while i ponder, lala can kiss my sorry ass.
urm, on second thoughts....save it.....ill get rabies
wakaka
Saturday, April 16, 2005
its friendship week. yeah. koksterclub did a tribute to their friends, so yeah, so why not?
thanks
-quanz for spending so much time with me all these 2 yrs. we stay back and talk we talk shit about soccer we know each other well we know each others jokes we know everything about each other
-posef for standing my incessant and ego-boosting suaning 24/7. too nice i say, always being positive, always laughing at stuff, always coming up with awkward moments of brilliance and pure stupidity, makes me feel guilty with his innocence, brightens up mah day another one of my best friends.
-yao and sian teh alien. nicest guys around with an attitude. always willing to help meh, always cracking jokes always poking mah tummey, always pushing me on, always willing to lend me many monies, its stretched back a long way and seriously we dont ever get angry at each other, its really the good stuff.
-dick for his absentmindedness and unpredictable personality, too polite i say. angsty but an absolutely fun character to be with. he adds in these real awkward blips in my life that are irreplaceable, loud, funny, great guy. theres a reason why the gep loves him
-kwt for his pwnzor sense of humour and his great social skills. hes really helpful and i really do wish that i had more time with him than just the one great year we had in sec 2. hes just one of the best guys in the gep because hes never affected by anything and he doesnt take anything seriously. hes retained a certain nonchalence and ignorance that just makes him an awesome guy.
-tiong. one more i hoped to have more time with. trading of insults, discussion of daniao, the sharing of dilemas and plights. i wont forget sec 2 and its pains and mosburger chitchats.
-sarge for his really excellent sense of humour and his forgiving nature. the dude doesnt really take anything to heart. he totally shares my pains and sufferings and hes another one of that impeccable nice guy kinda things, cept hes a pimply couch potato!
-zhenghong. we kinda strayed in sec 2 and 3. sec 1 without a doubt you were my best friend, it didnt get any better than that. sec 4, our re has brought us back together again. those chats in the hols really brought us closer together. the friendship has mellowed somehow to a complicated stage. its a mature understanding now, i guess.
-eechong for his perkiness and inflated ego. the intelligence and quirkiness so free and his flamboyant mouth so eager to share shrill notes around.
-woohan for his mugger-poser bridge-the-gap kinda guy. the daring guy which no one can ever get mad at. splattering the chicken wing hand on my face, his infectious smile. all rounder and ever so focused at the big things.
-shaggy for his all-rounded nature that is so unreal and unbelivebale. his humility is incomprehensible! does this guy even have an ego? class favourite and epitome of perfection.
-zhong and cq- always obssessed with kenny miller and cr. powerful slackers who are actually damn smart. people who dont give a shit that i admire so much.
-yamies for his colourful anecdotes, be it about et or school. get-out of bed look is one in a million.
-karhan for his haolianness and chelski fan membership
-lip and yong for their constant suaning and their g8 sense of humour.
-daniao for entertainment
-komrade for letting me bully him!
4M dudes
-ivan for his suanning of inter and our early breakfast congregations.
-xianbin for his constant suanning and his updates about fugtard hamid
people i would like to know better (havent done so because havent really been with them long term)
-pok. lewd face!
-poey! attitude cute boi!
-yip.
-lossy
-wadever i cant think of anymore.
DIE BITCH LALA.
thanks
-quanz for spending so much time with me all these 2 yrs. we stay back and talk we talk shit about soccer we know each other well we know each others jokes we know everything about each other
-posef for standing my incessant and ego-boosting suaning 24/7. too nice i say, always being positive, always laughing at stuff, always coming up with awkward moments of brilliance and pure stupidity, makes me feel guilty with his innocence, brightens up mah day another one of my best friends.
-yao and sian teh alien. nicest guys around with an attitude. always willing to help meh, always cracking jokes always poking mah tummey, always pushing me on, always willing to lend me many monies, its stretched back a long way and seriously we dont ever get angry at each other, its really the good stuff.
-dick for his absentmindedness and unpredictable personality, too polite i say. angsty but an absolutely fun character to be with. he adds in these real awkward blips in my life that are irreplaceable, loud, funny, great guy. theres a reason why the gep loves him
-kwt for his pwnzor sense of humour and his great social skills. hes really helpful and i really do wish that i had more time with him than just the one great year we had in sec 2. hes just one of the best guys in the gep because hes never affected by anything and he doesnt take anything seriously. hes retained a certain nonchalence and ignorance that just makes him an awesome guy.
-tiong. one more i hoped to have more time with. trading of insults, discussion of daniao, the sharing of dilemas and plights. i wont forget sec 2 and its pains and mosburger chitchats.
-sarge for his really excellent sense of humour and his forgiving nature. the dude doesnt really take anything to heart. he totally shares my pains and sufferings and hes another one of that impeccable nice guy kinda things, cept hes a pimply couch potato!
-zhenghong. we kinda strayed in sec 2 and 3. sec 1 without a doubt you were my best friend, it didnt get any better than that. sec 4, our re has brought us back together again. those chats in the hols really brought us closer together. the friendship has mellowed somehow to a complicated stage. its a mature understanding now, i guess.
-eechong for his perkiness and inflated ego. the intelligence and quirkiness so free and his flamboyant mouth so eager to share shrill notes around.
-woohan for his mugger-poser bridge-the-gap kinda guy. the daring guy which no one can ever get mad at. splattering the chicken wing hand on my face, his infectious smile. all rounder and ever so focused at the big things.
-shaggy for his all-rounded nature that is so unreal and unbelivebale. his humility is incomprehensible! does this guy even have an ego? class favourite and epitome of perfection.
-zhong and cq- always obssessed with kenny miller and cr. powerful slackers who are actually damn smart. people who dont give a shit that i admire so much.
-yamies for his colourful anecdotes, be it about et or school. get-out of bed look is one in a million.
-karhan for his haolianness and chelski fan membership
-lip and yong for their constant suaning and their g8 sense of humour.
-daniao for entertainment
-komrade for letting me bully him!
4M dudes
-ivan for his suanning of inter and our early breakfast congregations.
-xianbin for his constant suanning and his updates about fugtard hamid
people i would like to know better (havent done so because havent really been with them long term)
-pok. lewd face!
-poey! attitude cute boi!
-yip.
-lossy
-wadever i cant think of anymore.
DIE BITCH LALA.
Thursday, April 14, 2005
hey hey. long time no blog. getting too boring la.
anyway, today was reasonably slack.
lalas lesson of course provided much entertainment. apparently teh biyatch refused to let posef and yip in for lesson unless they apologised. damn lame sia, they had to go up front, recount the whole story and say sorry. its like utterly unnecessary, but of course it makes lala feel good, so there.
apart from that, after hearing their story she decided to change posefs seat. so now poor posef is now stuck in front with ackerly and shun cheng. poor lonely dude. plus lala banned yip from ever looking out from the window again lololol.
lalas playground rules
1) no scratching of leg
2) no looking out windows
3) must have purple/green pen
4) crawl at her feet
5) no insulting of ackerly, mayank and zhiyong, amongst others
6) no talking about anything other than math
7) lala is king
8) lala can be as slutteh as she wants ta be
today i coined a new title for lala. i wrote it on a paper for quanz to see. fugly aunty. hmm and quanz thought the a was a c. HOLY MOLY. HE COINED A NEW PHRASE
FUGLY CUNTY! WHEEEEEE!
:D
:D
:D
anyway, today was reasonably slack.
lalas lesson of course provided much entertainment. apparently teh biyatch refused to let posef and yip in for lesson unless they apologised. damn lame sia, they had to go up front, recount the whole story and say sorry. its like utterly unnecessary, but of course it makes lala feel good, so there.
apart from that, after hearing their story she decided to change posefs seat. so now poor posef is now stuck in front with ackerly and shun cheng. poor lonely dude. plus lala banned yip from ever looking out from the window again lololol.
lalas playground rules
1) no scratching of leg
2) no looking out windows
3) must have purple/green pen
4) crawl at her feet
5) no insulting of ackerly, mayank and zhiyong, amongst others
6) no talking about anything other than math
7) lala is king
8) lala can be as slutteh as she wants ta be
today i coined a new title for lala. i wrote it on a paper for quanz to see. fugly aunty. hmm and quanz thought the a was a c. HOLY MOLY. HE COINED A NEW PHRASE
FUGLY CUNTY! WHEEEEEE!
:D
:D
:D
Monday, April 11, 2005
woo. monday morning blues.
assembly talk was so amusing. the 2 SAF guys really cracked me up with their warped sense of humour.
"im from ri" professes one of em
"im sorry im not from ri, im from victoria"
first guy says, "hehe. lets bash him up"
both men in sychronized unison, "HAHAHhAHAHAHA!"
hehe, no one laughed till like 5 seconds after that. good work mr saf.
anyway, a traditional lala screwing was not to be missed out today. posef trying to communicate with yip from like back of class to front of class. watching keefe play soccer. then lala got damn irritated and stared at them.
"joseph and daniel.............................GET OUT NOW!"
gee man. her face was scrunched up like a piggy! most amusing and sudden.
"i give you 3 seconds.....1,2,3" . i wondered what would have happened if posef and yip had stood their ground. lololololol imagine lala draggin them out or lala storming out.
anyway. teh fugging bitch immediately started to crack jokes about them in a valiant attempt to crack up the class. well buggers like mayank and lawrence obliged.
then she proceeded to give us a conscientious puritan rant that professed of how our actions make her seem worst than what she really is, how there was this awe-inspiring quote of 'if you want to be bad, might as well be bad the whole way'. horse shit! it doesnt get any horsier than that! and mayank luvs her!
interesting facts about lala!
hi im lala and i am a piece of horse shit!
and you know i dont get any horsier than that!
hi im lala and i am teh slut.
thats right. not a slut. teh slut.
the sluttiest there is
wheee.
i love mayank!
i love lawrence!
i love bokai!
come to me my giggly minions!
i got a bad hairday...everyday.
assembly talk was so amusing. the 2 SAF guys really cracked me up with their warped sense of humour.
"im from ri" professes one of em
"im sorry im not from ri, im from victoria"
first guy says, "hehe. lets bash him up"
both men in sychronized unison, "HAHAHhAHAHAHA!"
hehe, no one laughed till like 5 seconds after that. good work mr saf.
anyway, a traditional lala screwing was not to be missed out today. posef trying to communicate with yip from like back of class to front of class. watching keefe play soccer. then lala got damn irritated and stared at them.
"joseph and daniel.............................GET OUT NOW!"
gee man. her face was scrunched up like a piggy! most amusing and sudden.
"i give you 3 seconds.....1,2,3" . i wondered what would have happened if posef and yip had stood their ground. lololololol imagine lala draggin them out or lala storming out.
anyway. teh fugging bitch immediately started to crack jokes about them in a valiant attempt to crack up the class. well buggers like mayank and lawrence obliged.
then she proceeded to give us a conscientious puritan rant that professed of how our actions make her seem worst than what she really is, how there was this awe-inspiring quote of 'if you want to be bad, might as well be bad the whole way'. horse shit! it doesnt get any horsier than that! and mayank luvs her!
interesting facts about lala!
hi im lala and i am a piece of horse shit!
and you know i dont get any horsier than that!
hi im lala and i am teh slut.
thats right. not a slut. teh slut.
the sluttiest there is
wheee.
i love mayank!
i love lawrence!
i love bokai!
come to me my giggly minions!
i got a bad hairday...everyday.
Friday, April 08, 2005
lala told me to shave again, and threatened to pull out the hairs on my chin with some fucking coins.
thats just fucking morbid. made me fucking irritated.
to make things worse, math was first lesson. anyway around 10 peeps got sent out for not printing the ws. good for them. damn good for them. lucky them. me and quanz ended up not knowing anything so it was about the same.
i mean how many more undstandting ways could have resolved the matter today.
had NAPFA today.
43 situps (woo hoo!) A
198 cm (i need a ton of help! HOLY MOLY CRAP!) E
49 cm (woo hoo!) A
0 ( yeah guess)
10.4 secs C
shuttle run was a real surpise to me. last yr i barely scrapeed the E grade. 11 point sth. 10.4 was like a flesh-blood metabolic miracle considering i havent exercised plus i put on weight. thank god for that.
anyway i ate ban mian for the first time in my life today. i didnt really like it. it kinda made me real thirsty and really i didnt see anything special in it -_- . its just doughy noodles in some yucky thick gooey soup. yucks!
then i went mentoring, then came back to give some help to the carnival thing, when i got home i was damn shagged. woo.
thats just fucking morbid. made me fucking irritated.
to make things worse, math was first lesson. anyway around 10 peeps got sent out for not printing the ws. good for them. damn good for them. lucky them. me and quanz ended up not knowing anything so it was about the same.
i mean how many more undstandting ways could have resolved the matter today.
had NAPFA today.
43 situps (woo hoo!) A
198 cm (i need a ton of help! HOLY MOLY CRAP!) E
49 cm (woo hoo!) A
0 ( yeah guess)
10.4 secs C
shuttle run was a real surpise to me. last yr i barely scrapeed the E grade. 11 point sth. 10.4 was like a flesh-blood metabolic miracle considering i havent exercised plus i put on weight. thank god for that.
anyway i ate ban mian for the first time in my life today. i didnt really like it. it kinda made me real thirsty and really i didnt see anything special in it -_- . its just doughy noodles in some yucky thick gooey soup. yucks!
then i went mentoring, then came back to give some help to the carnival thing, when i got home i was damn shagged. woo.
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
yo everyone.
well i dint take 5 stations today because of some grouping kinda thing, so we had to do conditioning with azhar, which was quite hellish. me and sarge were groaning away in agony!
anyway the eng bio presentation went exceptionally well, no slipups during the presentation. however i fucked up the q & a like hell, we'll be lucky to get 2/5 for that segment. im sorry grpmates.
i was saying f*ck like so many times. at least 20 times.
hmm until now i just cant get over it. its funny how i really place a lot of importance on certain things. its when i put in effort and preparation that i really care about the marks. pride i say. and i cant stand a perfect presentation being marred by some fucked up answers from me! im really angry with myself coz i had rather high expectations.
i just suck at thinking on the spot. i like to mull over certain assignments for hours. this lack of brain activity when in a tight spot is a major flaw i have to work on.
talk about angst eh? but really, ill be thinking about this one tonight. it hasnt gotten outta me head yet
well i dint take 5 stations today because of some grouping kinda thing, so we had to do conditioning with azhar, which was quite hellish. me and sarge were groaning away in agony!
anyway the eng bio presentation went exceptionally well, no slipups during the presentation. however i fucked up the q & a like hell, we'll be lucky to get 2/5 for that segment. im sorry grpmates.
i was saying f*ck like so many times. at least 20 times.
hmm until now i just cant get over it. its funny how i really place a lot of importance on certain things. its when i put in effort and preparation that i really care about the marks. pride i say. and i cant stand a perfect presentation being marred by some fucked up answers from me! im really angry with myself coz i had rather high expectations.
i just suck at thinking on the spot. i like to mull over certain assignments for hours. this lack of brain activity when in a tight spot is a major flaw i have to work on.
talk about angst eh? but really, ill be thinking about this one tonight. it hasnt gotten outta me head yet
Today was quite tiring. at least no chinese or math. lit overshot as usual.
anyway i came home today and i heard a rustling a sound coming from the guest room. At first i thought it was bloody geena trying to talk to her friend on the handphone inside the room and i was prepared to spring a surprise attack on her and scare the living hell out of her. so i peered in. WTF.WTF.WTF there was a bloody large squirrel in my room -_-. the window was closed and it was trying to get out, repeatedly banging itself. of course i was cautious and stealthy. for i have heard much about rabies and strong squirrel teeth.
the squirrel has a very strong jaw structure, combined with a set of twenty two teeth. It can crack open even the hardest nut shell. The squirrels incisors or front teeth are extremely sharp
i could have been ripped to shreds! my slow reflexes coupled with its energy levels being 100 times of mine raised the risks levels immensely.
of course finally i opened the window and it took a 2 storey jump down and ran off unscathed. what a morbid incident. i was perturbed to say the least.
whats this with me and angst. its so hard not to angsty, and i try not to be angsty. perhaps im apathetic to angsty people, because i havent experienced what they have experienced. people dont really call me f**ker in true spite or hate or criticise every facet of my life outright. im thankful for that. Perhaps its an unfair stereotype, but i equate excessive angst with immaturity.
DIFFERENT TYPES OF ANGST (that come to my mind immediately)
1) whole world hates me. everyones against me. whining pwnz.
2) I hate myself. im ugly and dumb. nobody likes meeeeeee. and nobady listens :(
3) Is life really worth living? Whats my motherf**king purpose on this god-forsaken planet. -_-
4) hi im 15. my gurlfren dumped mee and im devastated. end of teh world.
5) i wanna die. how shd i die.
6) writing essays about suicide, drugs and self-mutilation.
7) God..........are you there? why then did i fail me test?
SONGS ABOUT ANGST. DIFFERENT LEVELS
simple plan------->good charlotte-------->blink 182------->linkin park--------> 9 inch nails------> nirvana
yep ppl. those who invest their time in simple plan shd seriously consider nirvana. after listening to kurt cobain you suddenly realise that your life really rox compared to his -_-
hmm. why be so emotional about stuff. doesnt pay... does it. you just get manipulated about in the end. I agree with chun. sarge is seriously a damn nice guy. " tries not to retaliate when his friends make snide comments. feels ashamed when he does." its admirable when you can transcend above superficial comments. words cant hurt anyone -_-
anyway i came home today and i heard a rustling a sound coming from the guest room. At first i thought it was bloody geena trying to talk to her friend on the handphone inside the room and i was prepared to spring a surprise attack on her and scare the living hell out of her. so i peered in. WTF.WTF.WTF there was a bloody large squirrel in my room -_-. the window was closed and it was trying to get out, repeatedly banging itself. of course i was cautious and stealthy. for i have heard much about rabies and strong squirrel teeth.
the squirrel has a very strong jaw structure, combined with a set of twenty two teeth. It can crack open even the hardest nut shell. The squirrels incisors or front teeth are extremely sharp
i could have been ripped to shreds! my slow reflexes coupled with its energy levels being 100 times of mine raised the risks levels immensely.
of course finally i opened the window and it took a 2 storey jump down and ran off unscathed. what a morbid incident. i was perturbed to say the least.
whats this with me and angst. its so hard not to angsty, and i try not to be angsty. perhaps im apathetic to angsty people, because i havent experienced what they have experienced. people dont really call me f**ker in true spite or hate or criticise every facet of my life outright. im thankful for that. Perhaps its an unfair stereotype, but i equate excessive angst with immaturity.
DIFFERENT TYPES OF ANGST (that come to my mind immediately)
1) whole world hates me. everyones against me. whining pwnz.
2) I hate myself. im ugly and dumb. nobody likes meeeeeee. and nobady listens :(
3) Is life really worth living? Whats my motherf**king purpose on this god-forsaken planet. -_-
4) hi im 15. my gurlfren dumped mee and im devastated. end of teh world.
5) i wanna die. how shd i die.
6) writing essays about suicide, drugs and self-mutilation.
7) God..........are you there? why then did i fail me test?
SONGS ABOUT ANGST. DIFFERENT LEVELS
simple plan------->good charlotte-------->blink 182------->linkin park--------> 9 inch nails------> nirvana
yep ppl. those who invest their time in simple plan shd seriously consider nirvana. after listening to kurt cobain you suddenly realise that your life really rox compared to his -_-
hmm. why be so emotional about stuff. doesnt pay... does it. you just get manipulated about in the end. I agree with chun. sarge is seriously a damn nice guy. " tries not to retaliate when his friends make snide comments. feels ashamed when he does." its admirable when you can transcend above superficial comments. words cant hurt anyone -_-
Monday, April 04, 2005
hey. life has been quite boring. today was no different.
cle we just did stuff for minds. then we had chinese, where no one listened and weiling droned on. then we had math, where lala did perpetually nothing today.
it was raining, so our initial plan to go to little guilin was bashed, and thus we sat in for another one hour convo with jeenee. it was awfully boring but at least we learnt some stuff on venn diagrams. plus i got kit kat chunky. jee nee is awfully nice, albeit the long windedness in her nature. she is without a doubt the only teacher that tries to understand the students. the other teachers are relatively distant, and their relationships with students barely make an impression, perhaps with the exception of shaun yap (who lacks clout though). The gap in the hierachy is made excessively obvious in ri, and the worst thing is that certain buggers like lala lim assert themselves all over you. they make pretentious and farcical claims on the basis that they are a bloody teacher.
e.g. lala saying in a condescending voice: Even before recess, its up to the teacher to decide whether you change or not.
lala saying in a self-righteous voice: why havent you cut your hair?
i quote that from this morning. it was sarges birthday, and when he walked up and we were joyfully going to sing a song in unison, lala just burst in again with her self-righteous i-know-all voice. now the most outrageous thing is that sarges hair wont fail for at least 2 weeks. its things like this that spoil that whole mood, and it ruins the whole flow of timely happiness permeating through the class. bloody bitch.
and i deplore her snide malicious remarks, every joke of hers comes at the expense of someone, and at times they might not even be funny. but some still laugh, like daniao, like yanheng. i lose a lot of respect for them like that.
thats why i want to join the hc humanities program. the teachers there are exceptional. exceptional, and i tell you not a single teacher in ri has established the same rapport as that of hc humans tutors and students.
_!_ to priscilla. i, teh angsty one, express my hatred and enmity for her!
^^
cle we just did stuff for minds. then we had chinese, where no one listened and weiling droned on. then we had math, where lala did perpetually nothing today.
it was raining, so our initial plan to go to little guilin was bashed, and thus we sat in for another one hour convo with jeenee. it was awfully boring but at least we learnt some stuff on venn diagrams. plus i got kit kat chunky. jee nee is awfully nice, albeit the long windedness in her nature. she is without a doubt the only teacher that tries to understand the students. the other teachers are relatively distant, and their relationships with students barely make an impression, perhaps with the exception of shaun yap (who lacks clout though). The gap in the hierachy is made excessively obvious in ri, and the worst thing is that certain buggers like lala lim assert themselves all over you. they make pretentious and farcical claims on the basis that they are a bloody teacher.
e.g. lala saying in a condescending voice: Even before recess, its up to the teacher to decide whether you change or not.
lala saying in a self-righteous voice: why havent you cut your hair?
i quote that from this morning. it was sarges birthday, and when he walked up and we were joyfully going to sing a song in unison, lala just burst in again with her self-righteous i-know-all voice. now the most outrageous thing is that sarges hair wont fail for at least 2 weeks. its things like this that spoil that whole mood, and it ruins the whole flow of timely happiness permeating through the class. bloody bitch.
and i deplore her snide malicious remarks, every joke of hers comes at the expense of someone, and at times they might not even be funny. but some still laugh, like daniao, like yanheng. i lose a lot of respect for them like that.
thats why i want to join the hc humanities program. the teachers there are exceptional. exceptional, and i tell you not a single teacher in ri has established the same rapport as that of hc humans tutors and students.
_!_ to priscilla. i, teh angsty one, express my hatred and enmity for her!
^^
Saturday, April 02, 2005
hey all. lala dint come thurs and fri. so it was seventh heaven indeed. you know, including the weekend, it'll be 4 straight days without math. and that clears you of all your bad and angsty sentiments. wheee! makes mee feel really really good.
hmm, but you know i have noticed a disturbing trend. after these climatic highs of life, i somehow feel even more down than usual. in fact i feel really shitty when these highs are over. e.g. at the class party, it great. but when i got home, lying in bed, i just felt this horredous feeling of irate shittiness. -.-, its just weird. and i think on monday when i see lala again im gonna scream -_-
anyway, i mindlessly made the decision to go for the world expo in japan. i dont like jap food, or the culture, but i guessed it couldnt hurt to try it out, plus its only once in 5 yrs. plus close friends like kw, dick, and possibly posef or quan are going. so it shd be alrite. i think.
hmm. well on friday we watched some shit movie for afterschool chinese. i left after like an hour because i couldnt understand and the story was getting excessively laggy, and from the moving pictures i was making inferences about cheesy relationships. apparently its not even a love triangle, its a love square. one man and three women. teh ultimate. anyway weiling loves these teary thrillers so wont disrupt her enthusiastic explanations.
then we went for mentoring, yeah it wasnt so bad. taught them fractions. apparently ive been like put in charge for friday mentoring, so yeah. btw saw the new paper, about ri soccer. and i think the 20 ppl paying 100 bucks for weekly training with a coach is quite sad and to an extent pathetic because probably half of them joined in just due to peer pressure, plus the fat sod i minionated at last years busking is in that grp, so doesnt say much -.-
hilight---bob koh is SO NOT PHOTOGENIC. hes so pale and round. i dont know i think of chinese ghosts when i think of him.
anyway, these few days ive been blogsurfing like hell. its like hangover medicine for ET. i have never let go of it, and i cant, which is quite f--ked up. anyway i saw wangtings (some prefect) blog. and apparently hes gonna get published. woo thats like xiaxue.
anyone would be jealous (including me). BUT, i have reasons to believe its a hoax
1) it was aprils fools day
2) ode to loneliness and fingers are far from his better works. honestly i thought ode to loneliness was a little angsty.
3) ok my sister is a cynical but good critic. after she read those 2 articles,
she hollered to me from the other com, "HE FUCKING SUCKS AT WRITING" (thats right guys, thats how i get so cynical, i take after my sister)
im not that harsh. i obviously i wouldnt want anyones bubble to be burst. but it does sound awfully dubious.
go visit it. alienatedtonight.blogspot.com tell me what you think.
hmm, but you know i have noticed a disturbing trend. after these climatic highs of life, i somehow feel even more down than usual. in fact i feel really shitty when these highs are over. e.g. at the class party, it great. but when i got home, lying in bed, i just felt this horredous feeling of irate shittiness. -.-, its just weird. and i think on monday when i see lala again im gonna scream -_-
anyway, i mindlessly made the decision to go for the world expo in japan. i dont like jap food, or the culture, but i guessed it couldnt hurt to try it out, plus its only once in 5 yrs. plus close friends like kw, dick, and possibly posef or quan are going. so it shd be alrite. i think.
hmm. well on friday we watched some shit movie for afterschool chinese. i left after like an hour because i couldnt understand and the story was getting excessively laggy, and from the moving pictures i was making inferences about cheesy relationships. apparently its not even a love triangle, its a love square. one man and three women. teh ultimate. anyway weiling loves these teary thrillers so wont disrupt her enthusiastic explanations.
then we went for mentoring, yeah it wasnt so bad. taught them fractions. apparently ive been like put in charge for friday mentoring, so yeah. btw saw the new paper, about ri soccer. and i think the 20 ppl paying 100 bucks for weekly training with a coach is quite sad and to an extent pathetic because probably half of them joined in just due to peer pressure, plus the fat sod i minionated at last years busking is in that grp, so doesnt say much -.-
hilight---bob koh is SO NOT PHOTOGENIC. hes so pale and round. i dont know i think of chinese ghosts when i think of him.
anyway, these few days ive been blogsurfing like hell. its like hangover medicine for ET. i have never let go of it, and i cant, which is quite f--ked up. anyway i saw wangtings (some prefect) blog. and apparently hes gonna get published. woo thats like xiaxue.
anyone would be jealous (including me). BUT, i have reasons to believe its a hoax
1) it was aprils fools day
2) ode to loneliness and fingers are far from his better works. honestly i thought ode to loneliness was a little angsty.
3) ok my sister is a cynical but good critic. after she read those 2 articles,
she hollered to me from the other com, "HE FUCKING SUCKS AT WRITING" (thats right guys, thats how i get so cynical, i take after my sister)
im not that harsh. i obviously i wouldnt want anyones bubble to be burst. but it does sound awfully dubious.
go visit it. alienatedtonight.blogspot.com tell me what you think.
Thursday, March 31, 2005
hey.
well got geog test and math test back. plus this week i took 2 tests.
well geog was ok. 16/25. above average. the test was hard so like alot of people didnt do well. tops was only 19 -_- which is pathetic. hope they moderate because its dumb to get 64% and be above average, and its even dumber to get 76% and be tops.
math was a pleasant surprise. 21/30. i initially thought i was going to fail. but thank god i actually did reasonably. made some really dumb careless mistakes though. its not right to get angry at that, but i shd have done better -.-
anyway bio test was hell. trip science was just plain hell for me. even the measurement of the f-ked up spinal cord i also can x and not divide. i was quite pissed with myself. bah sometimes just do some really bloody stupid things, and this one could decide if i pass or fail. chem was ok, should be able to pass.
as long as i pass trip science tests, im actually on the safe side. but just barely passing still puts pressure on my humanities and math. and lit and ss this year has not been easy to score in, so that complicates things.
milan derby in 4 days. faith peck faith!
well got geog test and math test back. plus this week i took 2 tests.
well geog was ok. 16/25. above average. the test was hard so like alot of people didnt do well. tops was only 19 -_- which is pathetic. hope they moderate because its dumb to get 64% and be above average, and its even dumber to get 76% and be tops.
math was a pleasant surprise. 21/30. i initially thought i was going to fail. but thank god i actually did reasonably. made some really dumb careless mistakes though. its not right to get angry at that, but i shd have done better -.-
anyway bio test was hell. trip science was just plain hell for me. even the measurement of the f-ked up spinal cord i also can x and not divide. i was quite pissed with myself. bah sometimes just do some really bloody stupid things, and this one could decide if i pass or fail. chem was ok, should be able to pass.
as long as i pass trip science tests, im actually on the safe side. but just barely passing still puts pressure on my humanities and math. and lit and ss this year has not been easy to score in, so that complicates things.
milan derby in 4 days. faith peck faith!
hey.
well got geog test and math test back. plus this week i took 2 tests.
well geog was ok. 16/25. above average. the test was hard so like alot of people didnt do well. tops was only 19 -_- which is pathetic. hope they moderate because its dumb to get 64% and be above average, and its even dumber to get 76% and be tops.
math was a pleasant surprise. 21/30. i initially thought i was going to fail. but thank god i actually did reasonably. made some really dumb careless mistakes though. its not right to get angry at that, but i shd have done better -.-
anyway bio test was hell. trip science was just plain hell for me. even the measurement of the f-ked up spinal cord i also can x and not divide. i was quite pissed with myself. bah sometimes just do some really bloody stupid things, and this one could decide if i pass or fail. chem was ok, should be able to pass.
as long as i pass trip science tests, im actually on the safe side. but just barely passing still puts pressure on my humanities and math. and lit and ss this year has not been easy to score in, so that complicates things.
milan derby in 4 days. faith peck faith!
well got geog test and math test back. plus this week i took 2 tests.
well geog was ok. 16/25. above average. the test was hard so like alot of people didnt do well. tops was only 19 -_- which is pathetic. hope they moderate because its dumb to get 64% and be above average, and its even dumber to get 76% and be tops.
math was a pleasant surprise. 21/30. i initially thought i was going to fail. but thank god i actually did reasonably. made some really dumb careless mistakes though. its not right to get angry at that, but i shd have done better -.-
anyway bio test was hell. trip science was just plain hell for me. even the measurement of the f-ked up spinal cord i also can x and not divide. i was quite pissed with myself. bah sometimes just do some really bloody stupid things, and this one could decide if i pass or fail. chem was ok, should be able to pass.
as long as i pass trip science tests, im actually on the safe side. but just barely passing still puts pressure on my humanities and math. and lit and ss this year has not been easy to score in, so that complicates things.
milan derby in 4 days. faith peck faith!
Monday, March 28, 2005
heya! finished physics at 230 last nite!
1030-230. 4 hrs. this kind of smoking really needed some thought because in the first place, i didnt understand the concept at all! haiya. of course i did all that was in my power to come up with a leet piece of work, including doing the official sort of biblio! of course the finished product looked awesome like all pecky pieces of work. BUT i am positive that when lbh sees my name he'll know its smoked. :/
so ya. cheers
anyway it was uber monday blues again.
well hms assembly was alright. bob koh told quite a interesting long winded story. i didnt sleep in hms assembly for the first time ever in my life.
of course we caught i gimpse of lala.
HOLY SMOKES! HOLY SHITS! HOLY MOLY OOGA WAGGA! HER HAIR LOOKS LIKE SOME SERIOUS CRAP. OMG, OMG. OMG. NOW HER HEAD LOOKS LIKE AN AUTHENTIC CHAR SIEW PAO. THE REAL BIG WIDE ROUND ONES.
and obviously her new short hairstyle accentuated her fatness by a hell fricken lot. UNMISTAKABLE RESEMBLANCE TO A FAT OL SOW!
i was shellshocked and bambozzled. i only managed to catch a glimpse of her once, but that fleeting moment resonated in my mind and i was flabbergusted and disgusted and shocked. no woman shd EVER degrade herself in that way.
woo. what an assembly. well lala was screwing some of the dudes in class for sleeping during assembly. shouting on the first day somemore. poor sian and yao suay again. chun also suay, designate their punishment. always scolding ppl about stuff. lala gives a shitload about teachers welfare but she always balances the extremes out by treating students like rabbit poop.
well after that we had bio, which was immensely slack. david court was like begging ppl to hand hw up by recess and left us alone for like the whole period. so i finished off the lab ex and got the neutron diagram thing from shaggy.
after recess was math. lala came in wearing a bright red jacket to complement her new hairstyle, and boy o boy did she look hideous. its like "im trying to look mature and authorative for my age but actually im an abhorrent dumb beetch" look. ^^. lesson proceeded.
chinese was free period. but weiling lau shi popped it to show the chinese visitors our class f0r like 10 seconds.
"zhe ban de xue sheng zui hao" :D :) so she beams.
a far cry from the usual
"WO YAO NI XIA!"
"zhan dao hou mian qu!"
"ru guo yao shui jiao jiu zhan qi lai!"
"wo zheng tian bu chi bu he, zheng tian dou zai gai ni men de zuo ye. dao xian zai wo yi di shui dou mei you he"
-.-
RE was fine. jee nee was like uber impressed with our stuff. our project is pwning la, no matter how boring it is.
geog lecture was alrite. clear propaganda. everyone fell asleep somewhere in between.
anyway. my math tuition is actually not today but tomorow. i just checked with my tuition teacher. BAH. bio test, chem test doom
1030-230. 4 hrs. this kind of smoking really needed some thought because in the first place, i didnt understand the concept at all! haiya. of course i did all that was in my power to come up with a leet piece of work, including doing the official sort of biblio! of course the finished product looked awesome like all pecky pieces of work. BUT i am positive that when lbh sees my name he'll know its smoked. :/
so ya. cheers
anyway it was uber monday blues again.
well hms assembly was alright. bob koh told quite a interesting long winded story. i didnt sleep in hms assembly for the first time ever in my life.
of course we caught i gimpse of lala.
HOLY SMOKES! HOLY SHITS! HOLY MOLY OOGA WAGGA! HER HAIR LOOKS LIKE SOME SERIOUS CRAP. OMG, OMG. OMG. NOW HER HEAD LOOKS LIKE AN AUTHENTIC CHAR SIEW PAO. THE REAL BIG WIDE ROUND ONES.
and obviously her new short hairstyle accentuated her fatness by a hell fricken lot. UNMISTAKABLE RESEMBLANCE TO A FAT OL SOW!
i was shellshocked and bambozzled. i only managed to catch a glimpse of her once, but that fleeting moment resonated in my mind and i was flabbergusted and disgusted and shocked. no woman shd EVER degrade herself in that way.
woo. what an assembly. well lala was screwing some of the dudes in class for sleeping during assembly. shouting on the first day somemore. poor sian and yao suay again. chun also suay, designate their punishment. always scolding ppl about stuff. lala gives a shitload about teachers welfare but she always balances the extremes out by treating students like rabbit poop.
well after that we had bio, which was immensely slack. david court was like begging ppl to hand hw up by recess and left us alone for like the whole period. so i finished off the lab ex and got the neutron diagram thing from shaggy.
after recess was math. lala came in wearing a bright red jacket to complement her new hairstyle, and boy o boy did she look hideous. its like "im trying to look mature and authorative for my age but actually im an abhorrent dumb beetch" look. ^^. lesson proceeded.
chinese was free period. but weiling lau shi popped it to show the chinese visitors our class f0r like 10 seconds.
"zhe ban de xue sheng zui hao" :D :) so she beams.
a far cry from the usual
"WO YAO NI XIA!"
"zhan dao hou mian qu!"
"ru guo yao shui jiao jiu zhan qi lai!"
"wo zheng tian bu chi bu he, zheng tian dou zai gai ni men de zuo ye. dao xian zai wo yi di shui dou mei you he"
-.-
RE was fine. jee nee was like uber impressed with our stuff. our project is pwning la, no matter how boring it is.
geog lecture was alrite. clear propaganda. everyone fell asleep somewhere in between.
anyway. my math tuition is actually not today but tomorow. i just checked with my tuition teacher. BAH. bio test, chem test doom
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
i really feel sian.
like theres really nothing significant to blog these days.
anyway, finally me and lubenn finished the poll. 200. i did 115, he did 85. took us 4 hours. unreal man.
hi-lights.
peck: hi sir can i ask you a simple ques. where do you think is the most beautiful place in s'pore
man: i donno. i just got here. so far all very nice.
peck....
man: all very beautiful
peck: Ok sir. thank you
man: umm, could you tell me how to call from here to calcutta
peck:...... -.- -_- _-_ '__'
peck: what time is zhenghong coming.
luben: he said 5
phone rings.
-luben listens-
luben: .......:D he said hes coming at 7.
peck: WTF
hours later. zh does the last 3 ceremonial polls and joins us for dinner
anyways. we went macs. zhenghong chewed and grinded and managed to keep 50 chips in his mouth. i managed to put 3 nuggets in my mouth. quite sad la.
anyway ilearning sucks. adrianos injured for the derby. lifes at an all time low.
the spiral of teenage angst!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like theres really nothing significant to blog these days.
anyway, finally me and lubenn finished the poll. 200. i did 115, he did 85. took us 4 hours. unreal man.
hi-lights.
peck: hi sir can i ask you a simple ques. where do you think is the most beautiful place in s'pore
man: i donno. i just got here. so far all very nice.
peck....
man: all very beautiful
peck: Ok sir. thank you
man: umm, could you tell me how to call from here to calcutta
peck:...... -.- -_- _-_ '__'
peck: what time is zhenghong coming.
luben: he said 5
phone rings.
-luben listens-
luben: .......:D he said hes coming at 7.
peck: WTF
hours later. zh does the last 3 ceremonial polls and joins us for dinner
anyways. we went macs. zhenghong chewed and grinded and managed to keep 50 chips in his mouth. i managed to put 3 nuggets in my mouth. quite sad la.
anyway ilearning sucks. adrianos injured for the derby. lifes at an all time low.
the spiral of teenage angst!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, March 20, 2005
hey all.
well on friday was class bbq and we met at gar goeis house. thanks to the twins slave uncle for driving us to the mrt. well. it was quite fruitful and there were some really unexpected surprises.
well lala didnt come. which was like ultimate euphoria. actually although i didnt have time to analyse the impact of her not coming, now that i think about it its exhilarating. it really frees up the class.
plus there was no lame movie screening.
anyway the food was quite good. one of the better bbqs ive been to. kudos to kleong and gargoei. i especially laud kleong because he just cooked all night without stopping. i have newfound respect for him. gargoei really put in a lot of effort to accomodate us too and he deserve commendation too.
i ate quite a bit. tons of chicken wings and satay. excellent i say, cept that chicken wings were kinda rubbery -.- , me and chun only noticed it later on :/
well gee nee came. she also bought some low quality ice-cream for the class. its the thought that counts i guess. hah. i only consider good commercial ice-cream to be haagen daz, ben & jerrys and movenpick ^^. anything else is crap. gee nee was quite nice, didnt really disturb our activities.
anyway. hilight of the day was playing of winning eleven. woo my inter milan pwnzored all the rest. of course when i was wearing inter shirt i epitomised the spirit of inter and WE DESTROYED EVERYONE. but after eating i changed into something less inspiring and inter lost to scotland on penalties. however i must emphasise inters brilliance. with noobs like posef and yanheng playing as inter against zhongs scotland, adriano and martins wrecked utter havoc everywhere.
anyway on the train back, the twins pointed out bluntly that i look like the arrogant starhub digital cable boy holding the control. -_-. very sadly i admit i look somewhat like that bastard. that totally deflates my ego -_-. twins are real life-wreckers :(
well on friday was class bbq and we met at gar goeis house. thanks to the twins slave uncle for driving us to the mrt. well. it was quite fruitful and there were some really unexpected surprises.
well lala didnt come. which was like ultimate euphoria. actually although i didnt have time to analyse the impact of her not coming, now that i think about it its exhilarating. it really frees up the class.
plus there was no lame movie screening.
anyway the food was quite good. one of the better bbqs ive been to. kudos to kleong and gargoei. i especially laud kleong because he just cooked all night without stopping. i have newfound respect for him. gargoei really put in a lot of effort to accomodate us too and he deserve commendation too.
i ate quite a bit. tons of chicken wings and satay. excellent i say, cept that chicken wings were kinda rubbery -.- , me and chun only noticed it later on :/
well gee nee came. she also bought some low quality ice-cream for the class. its the thought that counts i guess. hah. i only consider good commercial ice-cream to be haagen daz, ben & jerrys and movenpick ^^. anything else is crap. gee nee was quite nice, didnt really disturb our activities.
anyway. hilight of the day was playing of winning eleven. woo my inter milan pwnzored all the rest. of course when i was wearing inter shirt i epitomised the spirit of inter and WE DESTROYED EVERYONE. but after eating i changed into something less inspiring and inter lost to scotland on penalties. however i must emphasise inters brilliance. with noobs like posef and yanheng playing as inter against zhongs scotland, adriano and martins wrecked utter havoc everywhere.
anyway on the train back, the twins pointed out bluntly that i look like the arrogant starhub digital cable boy holding the control. -_-. very sadly i admit i look somewhat like that bastard. that totally deflates my ego -_-. twins are real life-wreckers :(
Thursday, March 17, 2005
hey guys.
actually quitting et hasnt been so bad. the hangover has been far easier to handle than perhaps the first or second time i quit. just that now i have so much free time to kill, plus i dont understand how to do tons or hw, or im non-motivated to find out. so ive been doing re.
well now im watching anime. finally got down to watching the trigun that chun lent me. its a really funny anime and im hooked onto it man. its like a spastic version of alucard ^^.
well adriano scored a hat trick against porto. you couldnt comprehend my jubilation at the first and second goals. when he scored the first i was rolling down on the floor next to my dog, kicking my feet into the air like some coolio dance move. and i rolled for like a minute. pete was startled to say the least.
second goal. same thing.
but for the 3rd i jumped up and down and this set off all the dogs. they rushed towards me and jumped onto the sofa. i was damn annoyed coz i had to push them down like 5 times.
oh well, tomorrow is class barberque. food gorge!
actually quitting et hasnt been so bad. the hangover has been far easier to handle than perhaps the first or second time i quit. just that now i have so much free time to kill, plus i dont understand how to do tons or hw, or im non-motivated to find out. so ive been doing re.
well now im watching anime. finally got down to watching the trigun that chun lent me. its a really funny anime and im hooked onto it man. its like a spastic version of alucard ^^.
well adriano scored a hat trick against porto. you couldnt comprehend my jubilation at the first and second goals. when he scored the first i was rolling down on the floor next to my dog, kicking my feet into the air like some coolio dance move. and i rolled for like a minute. pete was startled to say the least.
second goal. same thing.
but for the 3rd i jumped up and down and this set off all the dogs. they rushed towards me and jumped onto the sofa. i was damn annoyed coz i had to push them down like 5 times.
oh well, tomorrow is class barberque. food gorge!
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
I QUIT ET.
AND ILL TRY AND KEEP IT TOGETHER>
its like 5 min after i uninstalled i felt such a huge void in my mind. its painful i tell you. damn.
AND ILL TRY AND KEEP IT TOGETHER>
its like 5 min after i uninstalled i felt such a huge void in my mind. its painful i tell you. damn.
Saturday, March 12, 2005
hey all.
well yesterday was track and field + the last day of school.
math test wasnt easy. hopefully i wont fail.
yet t and f moor house got 2nd. its very heartening. i was really guilty that i did not go down to help with the banners (had optional math remedial) because the rest of the com really did a kickass job. although i will reiterate that i dont think much of the durability of 'electrafy', i have to admit that it looked pretty good. downside was that they blunted all the sais which i had sharpened. -_- . i am very sore about it.
so i tried to make it up in cheering. 1/3 way thru and i had lost half my voice. not say lost the whole voice. but my voice seemed to have lost the entire lower tone. i could still cheer but i couldnt talk. so we got 2nd for banners and 1st for cheers. honestly i think the mama cheer sucks. the house cant get it in sync.
however there are seriously some bastards in moor who dont stand, dont cheer, and spray h20 around. if there were no rules on violence, i would have taken like 10 sais and do some leet ninja move and impale their asses in one cool twirling motion.
but most of all i think the teachers were very disappointing. staff race disqualification? its disgraceful. totally. by doing so they are giving us the cue to shit around too. i was infuriated and really seething with enmity. 50m and they cant even run.
kudos to the sec 4s though. we pwn the level with 2 classes.
btw jasmine chong is the ugliest teacher in ri. :/ male or female or wadever.
good one moor. now to welcome the aesthetics season.
well, hols are hear. i think everyone needed a break. exhausting term. draining. after ilearning im quitting et. its a resolution i have to keep, because i promised myself and i promised god. i dont want to let down either.
well yesterday was track and field + the last day of school.
math test wasnt easy. hopefully i wont fail.
yet t and f moor house got 2nd. its very heartening. i was really guilty that i did not go down to help with the banners (had optional math remedial) because the rest of the com really did a kickass job. although i will reiterate that i dont think much of the durability of 'electrafy', i have to admit that it looked pretty good. downside was that they blunted all the sais which i had sharpened. -_- . i am very sore about it.
so i tried to make it up in cheering. 1/3 way thru and i had lost half my voice. not say lost the whole voice. but my voice seemed to have lost the entire lower tone. i could still cheer but i couldnt talk. so we got 2nd for banners and 1st for cheers. honestly i think the mama cheer sucks. the house cant get it in sync.
however there are seriously some bastards in moor who dont stand, dont cheer, and spray h20 around. if there were no rules on violence, i would have taken like 10 sais and do some leet ninja move and impale their asses in one cool twirling motion.
but most of all i think the teachers were very disappointing. staff race disqualification? its disgraceful. totally. by doing so they are giving us the cue to shit around too. i was infuriated and really seething with enmity. 50m and they cant even run.
kudos to the sec 4s though. we pwn the level with 2 classes.
btw jasmine chong is the ugliest teacher in ri. :/ male or female or wadever.
good one moor. now to welcome the aesthetics season.
well, hols are hear. i think everyone needed a break. exhausting term. draining. after ilearning im quitting et. its a resolution i have to keep, because i promised myself and i promised god. i dont want to let down either.
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
hi all.
well its getting hard to think of stuff to write. school really hasnt been of much interest. im running out of steam. always happens towards the end of the term. probably no one knows, but last years end of years i ran out of steam. i was very focused for the first test of the day. but for the second test i never did think properly and i gave up very easily and i was tired. it happened everyday of the week. so if i sucked for the first sub of the day its really too bad. its as if the hols were a really bad distraction to me.
its track and field on friday. i think we could snatch it. i would give ourselves a 35% chance of winning. its really dumb when the house isnt united. the sec 2s are perpetual irritants. they dont do anything or try to do anything. i hope they do put in their best for cheers at least.
why i do stuff for moor. because i want to (somewhat i have some minor semblance of moorian spirit), and because i want to give support to my friends in the com. moreso for the latter reason. but collectively it makes me happy when the house wins. besides i would feel increasingly petty and guilty if i actually didnt cheer or sth like that.
anyway i dont know if all the cheating and copying has gotten to me. esp in the chinese test last week. i blatantly copied for the tian chong (didnt think, but when i looked back, i knew most of it). and the accumulation of this over the term has really made me doubt my own ability. can i do stuff on my own? im sure i can, but really...can i? its kind of like self-doubt and insecure paranoia, like im losing my independence or sth.
i hope i do well for geogtest, sstest, bio assign, chem prac. these 4 are very important to me. i also take pride in my english work. i cannot accept myself writing sth for english that doesnt come from me.
hmm. today we realised we didnt have enough soil for our farm so we are quite screwed. donno why dick wants to grow mint and aloe vera as well. use mint for what? and he also said aloe vera is poisonous. so grow for what! but i wont complain so much coz dick is doing tons of work.
gee nee is nice, lala sucks. no matter how much she changes, she will always be a hypocritical bitch to me because i cannot take her mood swings and facades.
well its getting hard to think of stuff to write. school really hasnt been of much interest. im running out of steam. always happens towards the end of the term. probably no one knows, but last years end of years i ran out of steam. i was very focused for the first test of the day. but for the second test i never did think properly and i gave up very easily and i was tired. it happened everyday of the week. so if i sucked for the first sub of the day its really too bad. its as if the hols were a really bad distraction to me.
its track and field on friday. i think we could snatch it. i would give ourselves a 35% chance of winning. its really dumb when the house isnt united. the sec 2s are perpetual irritants. they dont do anything or try to do anything. i hope they do put in their best for cheers at least.
why i do stuff for moor. because i want to (somewhat i have some minor semblance of moorian spirit), and because i want to give support to my friends in the com. moreso for the latter reason. but collectively it makes me happy when the house wins. besides i would feel increasingly petty and guilty if i actually didnt cheer or sth like that.
anyway i dont know if all the cheating and copying has gotten to me. esp in the chinese test last week. i blatantly copied for the tian chong (didnt think, but when i looked back, i knew most of it). and the accumulation of this over the term has really made me doubt my own ability. can i do stuff on my own? im sure i can, but really...can i? its kind of like self-doubt and insecure paranoia, like im losing my independence or sth.
i hope i do well for geogtest, sstest, bio assign, chem prac. these 4 are very important to me. i also take pride in my english work. i cannot accept myself writing sth for english that doesnt come from me.
hmm. today we realised we didnt have enough soil for our farm so we are quite screwed. donno why dick wants to grow mint and aloe vera as well. use mint for what? and he also said aloe vera is poisonous. so grow for what! but i wont complain so much coz dick is doing tons of work.
gee nee is nice, lala sucks. no matter how much she changes, she will always be a hypocritical bitch to me because i cannot take her mood swings and facades.
Monday, March 07, 2005
bah today was half-day.
lala is quite volatile. hmm little things could really piss her off sometimes. just thinking about it in general.
anyway, had to wait for liben to finish his chinese shit and zh to finish his training. then went kfc and then went to watch hitch. quite a funny show. bits of slapstick. i do not look like albert -_-
i do not.
we decided not to give a shit about our re. yeah but we did analyse our progress and found out that we are very screwed for re.
anyway the past 4 days have been the slackest non-hols in the year. its a good break and i really needed it. it feels good to slack around at home. makes me appreciate the good things better. plus my tennis lessons are coming along nicely. im really regretting not taking tennis up when i was younger because after 4 lessons im pretty good and the coach says i could have been damn good if i had started younger.
my forehand is really natural, but my backhand sucks ass. totally.
bah. the more i take tennis, the more i hate badminton, and the more i love whacking the ball and producing a sweet sound.
anyway moor house has been getting ready for track and field. com is insane, esp the caps. they are working their ass off. todays house meeting was actualy quite spontaneous and enthusiastic. you know. i hate cheering for house during these practice events. but when it comes to the day itself i am totally inspired and totally on. its something about the pride of the house thats at stake.
lala is quite volatile. hmm little things could really piss her off sometimes. just thinking about it in general.
anyway, had to wait for liben to finish his chinese shit and zh to finish his training. then went kfc and then went to watch hitch. quite a funny show. bits of slapstick. i do not look like albert -_-
i do not.
we decided not to give a shit about our re. yeah but we did analyse our progress and found out that we are very screwed for re.
anyway the past 4 days have been the slackest non-hols in the year. its a good break and i really needed it. it feels good to slack around at home. makes me appreciate the good things better. plus my tennis lessons are coming along nicely. im really regretting not taking tennis up when i was younger because after 4 lessons im pretty good and the coach says i could have been damn good if i had started younger.
my forehand is really natural, but my backhand sucks ass. totally.
bah. the more i take tennis, the more i hate badminton, and the more i love whacking the ball and producing a sweet sound.
anyway moor house has been getting ready for track and field. com is insane, esp the caps. they are working their ass off. todays house meeting was actualy quite spontaneous and enthusiastic. you know. i hate cheering for house during these practice events. but when it comes to the day itself i am totally inspired and totally on. its something about the pride of the house thats at stake.
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
hey guys. busy week so cant really blog. quite a few tests and lots of homework. im really behind in bio. im glad court is like a damn nice guy who forgets and accepts freely.
anyway i feel asleep at 630 pm yesterday which was insane. i didnt know ss was open book so i was panicking like mad in the morn. thank god it was. and instead i was adrenaline packed for the whole day! for like the first time this year, there wasnt a trace of sleepiness in me! ss was alright i guess. kinda like geog. donno how to judge what you wrote. hopefully i wrote the right stuff.
today was math performance task. lala is a bloody bitch. in our slimming ad she made me and quanz reveal our tummies. of course quanzs abs are useless, but my exclusively shiny and lucious tummy was inevitably exposed. traumatic. but i did it for the marks. she can go to hell. well lala was talking about how the whole class was missing the point of doing an 'advert' because it supposed to be realistic and tv-like. well the inherent irony is that its fucking math class and no one should give a damn about what the 'professional' should be. lala's inherent lack of common sense and obvious stupidity only serves to degrade my marks and that makes me irritated.
plus shes making us do an extra advert to make up for the low marks. and now stupid mayank says its individual.
for pe today we made the painful shift to rock climbing. its damn boring and mr lee is on the contrary extremely excited. my partner is xiong wei, and that obviously does not bode well for me if i have to support him and pull his safety harness. if he falls on me i daresay i would be flattened.
anyway after geog in the afternoon, we went to dig some patches for our greenwave farm. its tough work and i overstrained my already weird-feeling shoulders and arms (from climbing). brute strength is not necessarily healthy. anyway was sweating like crazy so i took a taxi home.
sian today diabolically manhandled my fragile nipples -_-. both of them. very very hard. in a barbaric way. twice. anyway alwyn the oversized gorilla took the cue and came over and pinched the right one again. alwyn is too strong for his own good and my nipple was in a feeble anemic state later. even now the right one is still sore. it cries in agony as i poke it.
anyway i feel asleep at 630 pm yesterday which was insane. i didnt know ss was open book so i was panicking like mad in the morn. thank god it was. and instead i was adrenaline packed for the whole day! for like the first time this year, there wasnt a trace of sleepiness in me! ss was alright i guess. kinda like geog. donno how to judge what you wrote. hopefully i wrote the right stuff.
today was math performance task. lala is a bloody bitch. in our slimming ad she made me and quanz reveal our tummies. of course quanzs abs are useless, but my exclusively shiny and lucious tummy was inevitably exposed. traumatic. but i did it for the marks. she can go to hell. well lala was talking about how the whole class was missing the point of doing an 'advert' because it supposed to be realistic and tv-like. well the inherent irony is that its fucking math class and no one should give a damn about what the 'professional' should be. lala's inherent lack of common sense and obvious stupidity only serves to degrade my marks and that makes me irritated.
plus shes making us do an extra advert to make up for the low marks. and now stupid mayank says its individual.
for pe today we made the painful shift to rock climbing. its damn boring and mr lee is on the contrary extremely excited. my partner is xiong wei, and that obviously does not bode well for me if i have to support him and pull his safety harness. if he falls on me i daresay i would be flattened.
anyway after geog in the afternoon, we went to dig some patches for our greenwave farm. its tough work and i overstrained my already weird-feeling shoulders and arms (from climbing). brute strength is not necessarily healthy. anyway was sweating like crazy so i took a taxi home.
sian today diabolically manhandled my fragile nipples -_-. both of them. very very hard. in a barbaric way. twice. anyway alwyn the oversized gorilla took the cue and came over and pinched the right one again. alwyn is too strong for his own good and my nipple was in a feeble anemic state later. even now the right one is still sore. it cries in agony as i poke it.
Friday, February 25, 2005
well today me and liben sacrificed our precious friday afternoons to do another orchard poll for our re. it went far smoother, and me and liben did quite a bit.
but it was totally marred by one incident. i will never forget this incident, and it still lingers very subtlely in my mind.
well this woman and her woman friend were walking. then i asked them the usual. well you know im expecting a rejection. well she went a little crazy. she screamed
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
well i, umm and erred away because the look on her face was freaky.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!
well she was visibly infuriated and incensed by us, and she threw her handbag on the ground while screaming.
well she was obviously quite little bit wrong in her mind, but you have no idea how loud she was. people from 100m away were looking to see the commotion. i was really really freaked out, as was liben. we were relatively distraught, like donno what to do. its just a mixture of embarrassment and frustration and helplessness.
on hindsight, im still quite startled, but quite pleased that me and liben didnt take it too much to heart. but still we were quite freaked out.
anyway weiling is turning into a monster, every lesson tell people to go normal chinese, every day curse people, every day read out people's marks, every now and then call parents and command lau mei choo teh boring minion bio teacher. quite discouraging and all. at the moment kangwei and beta are planning on dropping coz of her. i mean kw is understandable, but beta? bullshit man. betas standard isnt that bad. always think about the future. its damn troublesome to take normal chinese. im glad dick has different ideas.
but it was totally marred by one incident. i will never forget this incident, and it still lingers very subtlely in my mind.
well this woman and her woman friend were walking. then i asked them the usual. well you know im expecting a rejection. well she went a little crazy. she screamed
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
well i, umm and erred away because the look on her face was freaky.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!
well she was visibly infuriated and incensed by us, and she threw her handbag on the ground while screaming.
well she was obviously quite little bit wrong in her mind, but you have no idea how loud she was. people from 100m away were looking to see the commotion. i was really really freaked out, as was liben. we were relatively distraught, like donno what to do. its just a mixture of embarrassment and frustration and helplessness.
on hindsight, im still quite startled, but quite pleased that me and liben didnt take it too much to heart. but still we were quite freaked out.
anyway weiling is turning into a monster, every lesson tell people to go normal chinese, every day curse people, every day read out people's marks, every now and then call parents and command lau mei choo teh boring minion bio teacher. quite discouraging and all. at the moment kangwei and beta are planning on dropping coz of her. i mean kw is understandable, but beta? bullshit man. betas standard isnt that bad. always think about the future. its damn troublesome to take normal chinese. im glad dick has different ideas.
Monday, February 21, 2005
hey all!
well our re so far is pwnzor. jee nee is damn impressed with our work and we are rumbling on like a leet steamroller. but its hard. its like now we need to do lit review and define 'beautiful' for like the 20th time. its kinda irritating.
anyway we did a poll in orchard on sunday. we were definitely expecting more optimistic results. in 2 and a half nb hours we got ONE HUNDRED RESPONSES. WTF.
interesting happenings at orchard while we did the poll
-some 5 year old boy was busking by playing the drums. now we are 10 m away from him. if that puny little ninny can attract one hundred people in 3 min. why issit those pockernadens arrogantly evade us in 2 and a half hours! even then some of them showed incredible tactics and flanking skills.
-saw my maid in her off day at orchard. utterly degrading when she saw me.
interesting answers to our questions
primary question: hi mam/sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
secondary question: and why would you say that.
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peck: hi mam
woman: NO!!!!
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peck: hi mam, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
trio of bimbos: 1) my house!
2) my house!
3) earth!
of which they all giggled uncontrollably in piercing high pitches. AHHAhahhHAHAHhahHHAHAHah! before walking off with an ostentatious air around them.
not even a beetch! mongrels! bimbotic answers only showcase their immaturity and blankness.
well you know seriously speaking. bimbo fever has infested majority of singaporean girls. most of them deliberate for 30 seconds, before telling me with a spastic smile or in solemn stupidity "i really dont know" -_-
of course im not saying that singaporean boys are any better. the sad sods are also giving me bimbotic answers.
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peck: hi sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
boy in a group: TPMC church
peck: okay....and why would you say that? (expectantly)
boy: because god is in it.
giggle giggle grin grin smile smile
haha so funny. illogical again. liddle pocker.
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hi mam/sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
typical reply: sorry ah, i got appointment to go to. (its lunchtime)
hi mam/sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
typical reply: sorry ah, now is my lunch break.
wowwwww!
awesome dudes.
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anyway today was CEC council day. boring again. tomorow is geog test.
well our re so far is pwnzor. jee nee is damn impressed with our work and we are rumbling on like a leet steamroller. but its hard. its like now we need to do lit review and define 'beautiful' for like the 20th time. its kinda irritating.
anyway we did a poll in orchard on sunday. we were definitely expecting more optimistic results. in 2 and a half nb hours we got ONE HUNDRED RESPONSES. WTF.
interesting happenings at orchard while we did the poll
-some 5 year old boy was busking by playing the drums. now we are 10 m away from him. if that puny little ninny can attract one hundred people in 3 min. why issit those pockernadens arrogantly evade us in 2 and a half hours! even then some of them showed incredible tactics and flanking skills.
-saw my maid in her off day at orchard. utterly degrading when she saw me.
interesting answers to our questions
primary question: hi mam/sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
secondary question: and why would you say that.
_______________________________________________________________
peck: hi mam
woman: NO!!!!
________________________________________________________________
peck: hi mam, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
trio of bimbos: 1) my house!
2) my house!
3) earth!
of which they all giggled uncontrollably in piercing high pitches. AHHAhahhHAHAHhahHHAHAHah! before walking off with an ostentatious air around them.
not even a beetch! mongrels! bimbotic answers only showcase their immaturity and blankness.
well you know seriously speaking. bimbo fever has infested majority of singaporean girls. most of them deliberate for 30 seconds, before telling me with a spastic smile or in solemn stupidity "i really dont know" -_-
of course im not saying that singaporean boys are any better. the sad sods are also giving me bimbotic answers.
_________________________________________________________________
peck: hi sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
boy in a group: TPMC church
peck: okay....and why would you say that? (expectantly)
boy: because god is in it.
giggle giggle grin grin smile smile
haha so funny. illogical again. liddle pocker.
_________________________________________________________________
hi mam/sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
typical reply: sorry ah, i got appointment to go to. (its lunchtime)
hi mam/sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
typical reply: sorry ah, now is my lunch break.
wowwwww!
awesome dudes.
_________________________________________________________________
anyway today was CEC council day. boring again. tomorow is geog test.
Saturday, February 19, 2005
hey guys. havent blogged in a long time.
anyway track and field heats started. i, as the patriotic moorian took part in teh discus! well i didnt qualify -_-. bah. the qualifying distance was reasonably far and basically i cant throw the discus. oh well. my one point for the house. couldnt do javelin coz i was packing oranges and had alit. i doubt i can do shot put either on tues because ive a-lit again.
well you know, i have bloged about the sec ones. they were uber-enthusiastic on house day. and i thought they were simpletons who loved and revelled in moor house. BUT NO! WE WERE FOOOLED! those cunning bastards dont take part in track and field at all. and those sad sods who actually do (kudos to them, commendable but in vain) are teh fatsos who get last! its tragic. and like you see the sec 4 comm spamming their asses off in events la. and i cant help thinking those sec 1s were just like us in sec 1s. unmotivated.
Anyway saw the HCJC dramafeste. awesome stuff dudes. esp the last play. brilliant script and everything. according to my sis it swept every award.
anyway. yesterday was chinese lunar new yr dinner. quite memorable. but i was really tired after that. like in the evening me and payson had to go and fetch the old folk from SAGE home and apparently we got there at 5.15. but never did we know that some half-witted deficient organiser had asked the bus to come at 5.45. to make things worst, those poor old sods had been told to get ready by 5 so there they were in anticipation with their colourful purple outfits in unison, makeup and all. to cap things off, it was raining like hell. such things make for a melancholy atmostphere for payson and me. -_-
anyway we wished em ALL xin nian kuai le and then they just went back to their convos. me and payson talked cock for half an hour.
anyway the dinner was quite good. i didnt eat anything, neither did nivek. those old folks really got their digestive system overloaded. sharks fin! wow. even though it looked reasonably thin thats expensive stuff man. nivek could only speak cantonese which none of the old folk understood -_-. one spoke english. that dude cant stop talking. about his jobs (more than 20, including nurse, teacher, tutor, secretary etc.) , while the rest of em just stone and eat more. its really hard to communicate when i dont understand them and they dont understand and dont give a shit about me. and 2 poor ladies in wheelchairs just daoed me.
anyway the perfomances were alrite. benson was a blast as cai shen ye. but after that geenee made us clear up and prepare for cec investiture. wtf she wanted us to tape the bottom of the legs of the chairs on level 2. it supposedly made it quieter. bullshit man they make the same sound. by that time i was having gastric.
so me dad brought me to bk, and i bought some good food home. yay!
my math and physics is pwned. i totally suck. im fucked for math test. totally.
anyway track and field heats started. i, as the patriotic moorian took part in teh discus! well i didnt qualify -_-. bah. the qualifying distance was reasonably far and basically i cant throw the discus. oh well. my one point for the house. couldnt do javelin coz i was packing oranges and had alit. i doubt i can do shot put either on tues because ive a-lit again.
well you know, i have bloged about the sec ones. they were uber-enthusiastic on house day. and i thought they were simpletons who loved and revelled in moor house. BUT NO! WE WERE FOOOLED! those cunning bastards dont take part in track and field at all. and those sad sods who actually do (kudos to them, commendable but in vain) are teh fatsos who get last! its tragic. and like you see the sec 4 comm spamming their asses off in events la. and i cant help thinking those sec 1s were just like us in sec 1s. unmotivated.
Anyway saw the HCJC dramafeste. awesome stuff dudes. esp the last play. brilliant script and everything. according to my sis it swept every award.
anyway. yesterday was chinese lunar new yr dinner. quite memorable. but i was really tired after that. like in the evening me and payson had to go and fetch the old folk from SAGE home and apparently we got there at 5.15. but never did we know that some half-witted deficient organiser had asked the bus to come at 5.45. to make things worst, those poor old sods had been told to get ready by 5 so there they were in anticipation with their colourful purple outfits in unison, makeup and all. to cap things off, it was raining like hell. such things make for a melancholy atmostphere for payson and me. -_-
anyway we wished em ALL xin nian kuai le and then they just went back to their convos. me and payson talked cock for half an hour.
anyway the dinner was quite good. i didnt eat anything, neither did nivek. those old folks really got their digestive system overloaded. sharks fin! wow. even though it looked reasonably thin thats expensive stuff man. nivek could only speak cantonese which none of the old folk understood -_-. one spoke english. that dude cant stop talking. about his jobs (more than 20, including nurse, teacher, tutor, secretary etc.) , while the rest of em just stone and eat more. its really hard to communicate when i dont understand them and they dont understand and dont give a shit about me. and 2 poor ladies in wheelchairs just daoed me.
anyway the perfomances were alrite. benson was a blast as cai shen ye. but after that geenee made us clear up and prepare for cec investiture. wtf she wanted us to tape the bottom of the legs of the chairs on level 2. it supposedly made it quieter. bullshit man they make the same sound. by that time i was having gastric.
so me dad brought me to bk, and i bought some good food home. yay!
my math and physics is pwned. i totally suck. im fucked for math test. totally.
Monday, February 14, 2005
hey all.
you know, chinese new year was a real blast. i felt really relaxed and quite happy. but you know when everything just suddenly comes to an end and everyone leaves, im kinda left with a really weird kind of void. its like im still expectant of a semblance of chinese new year week but i have to keep reminding myself that its not. bah. now that you think back on the whole week, it seems like just an ephemeral moment of joy. its so fleeting and short.
anyway it was quite a sharp drop down to earth the day my relatives left (sunday). started piahing like crazy. slept at 4 doing physics report (actually quanz ended up doing most of it ^^). today was quite alrite. had double chinese at first. thank god she didnt go thru anything because me and yao slept for at least half the lesson. math was lame. i dont understand anything at all. lala was screwing ppl supposedly doing duty, poor posef was one of them so he died again and has to do duty for rest of the week.
re was alrite. gee nee let us go to stb library in orchard. got some info ate macs then went home. ah yar. just finished my ying yong wen.
oh yar. wormynated is flaming me in seal forum. he says i cheated in et, and then he has pb log to prove it. he labelled me ex-cheater, implying that i used to cheat. but even as i think back i cannot think of even one instance where i cheated. -_-
bah. but the real question is wtf is wormynated doing in seal private forums.
you know, chinese new year was a real blast. i felt really relaxed and quite happy. but you know when everything just suddenly comes to an end and everyone leaves, im kinda left with a really weird kind of void. its like im still expectant of a semblance of chinese new year week but i have to keep reminding myself that its not. bah. now that you think back on the whole week, it seems like just an ephemeral moment of joy. its so fleeting and short.
anyway it was quite a sharp drop down to earth the day my relatives left (sunday). started piahing like crazy. slept at 4 doing physics report (actually quanz ended up doing most of it ^^). today was quite alrite. had double chinese at first. thank god she didnt go thru anything because me and yao slept for at least half the lesson. math was lame. i dont understand anything at all. lala was screwing ppl supposedly doing duty, poor posef was one of them so he died again and has to do duty for rest of the week.
re was alrite. gee nee let us go to stb library in orchard. got some info ate macs then went home. ah yar. just finished my ying yong wen.
oh yar. wormynated is flaming me in seal forum. he says i cheated in et, and then he has pb log to prove it. he labelled me ex-cheater, implying that i used to cheat. but even as i think back i cannot think of even one instance where i cheated. -_-
bah. but the real question is wtf is wormynated doing in seal private forums.
Friday, February 11, 2005
yeah hi guys. happy chinese new year!
well im not happy because im celebrating a whole damn new year, but instead im happy because i get monies and food! hmm, chinese new year doesnt really mean anything does it ^^
well, my relatives from malaysia are here, and suddenly the floodgates to my parents wallets have mysteriously opened. woooooooohoooooooooo! suddenly we eat gosu food at like 4 seasons hotel, sheraton hotel, crystal jade, and my auntys shen cooking! then suddenly my dad buys 10 conettos OMG! GOOOOOOOOOOSSSSUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
PLUS CHINESE NEW YEAR GOOOOODIDIIIIIEESSSSS! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
oh well the food has been awesome. i daresay we will be going to swensons soon, pluS JUMBOO SEAFOOD TONIGHT. AWESAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMEEEEE! OMGOMG JAMBO!!!!! JUMBO!!!!!! AWESOEMEEE! I LOVVVVEEE JAMBOEEE!
oh yar the reunion dinner was quite delicious too. home steamboat. got the whole family there. awesomeeee! abalone, shabushabu beef (for frying and steaming) , straw mushrooms, quails eggs, some famous fishballs, prawns, eggs, scallops. AWESOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMEEE!
and its nice to have the whole family there. my cousin was sending photos back to usa where her husband was working, and she brought her newborn baby thats damn cute.
oh yes. we have been gambling as a family every night. like my uncle is dealer and we play blackjack. yeah the past 2 days hes been sapping us dry of all our damn money. pool is a little more interesting. you get a pool of 10 bucks, then winner take all style. with 3 cards, you must aim to get an 8, 9 or 10. 10 is the best lar. so e.g. 28 (means you score 8), 19 (you score 9), 30 (you socre 10!). yeah!
oh well, my pesky cousins havent been so irritating. my younger one is hooked onto et. which is great. wahahahaha.
well im not happy because im celebrating a whole damn new year, but instead im happy because i get monies and food! hmm, chinese new year doesnt really mean anything does it ^^
well, my relatives from malaysia are here, and suddenly the floodgates to my parents wallets have mysteriously opened. woooooooohoooooooooo! suddenly we eat gosu food at like 4 seasons hotel, sheraton hotel, crystal jade, and my auntys shen cooking! then suddenly my dad buys 10 conettos OMG! GOOOOOOOOOOSSSSUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
PLUS CHINESE NEW YEAR GOOOOODIDIIIIIEESSSSS! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
oh well the food has been awesome. i daresay we will be going to swensons soon, pluS JUMBOO SEAFOOD TONIGHT. AWESAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMEEEEE! OMGOMG JAMBO!!!!! JUMBO!!!!!! AWESOEMEEE! I LOVVVVEEE JAMBOEEE!
oh yar the reunion dinner was quite delicious too. home steamboat. got the whole family there. awesomeeee! abalone, shabushabu beef (for frying and steaming) , straw mushrooms, quails eggs, some famous fishballs, prawns, eggs, scallops. AWESOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMEEE!
and its nice to have the whole family there. my cousin was sending photos back to usa where her husband was working, and she brought her newborn baby thats damn cute.
oh yes. we have been gambling as a family every night. like my uncle is dealer and we play blackjack. yeah the past 2 days hes been sapping us dry of all our damn money. pool is a little more interesting. you get a pool of 10 bucks, then winner take all style. with 3 cards, you must aim to get an 8, 9 or 10. 10 is the best lar. so e.g. 28 (means you score 8), 19 (you score 9), 30 (you socre 10!). yeah!
oh well, my pesky cousins havent been so irritating. my younger one is hooked onto et. which is great. wahahahaha.
Friday, February 04, 2005
hotel rwanda was pretty awesome. the atmosphere of horror is quite palpable. plus i added don cheadle to my best male performances list!
best performances list
don cheadle--hotel rwanda
mel gibson---the patriot
liam neeson---schindlers list
marlon brando---the godfather
sean austin---lotr trilogy
tom hanks---forest gump
tom hanks---philidelphia
ah yar shd have tons more, too lazy to think of them.
anyway, mrs lim gee nee very very sportingly treated the class to drinks and popcorn. it was a very pleasant surprise actually. i know shes a nice teacher, but i didnt think she was THAT nice! awesome geenee. obviously when kindness is shown to me i appreciate it. gee nee has skyrocketed above teh rest on my 'nice teachers' list.
in stark contrast, our beloved g8 leader carried out a public chastisting today. poor innocent unknowing posef and yao were just talking when our g8 leader marched over with gusto, astro trembling, teh air stood still, anticipating the g8 cyclone of bullshit.
"STANDING BACK AND TALKING DOES NOT HELP. SO SHAAAT AAAAP!!!!!!
woooh. scary. oooh. ahhh. oooh.
tennis was lame today. i realise sth. all pe teachers are simply jacks of all trade. they know a bit of everything. a bit doesnt go a long way. one example is tennis. our teacher mr lee is teaching everything wrong. he says racquet face flat and then when he demonstrates it its completely open. anyway today i banged my bloody head on the metal door (bet tennis court and basketball court). was picking up the ball and unknowingly clanged my bloody freaking head on the handle thingy. wtf damn damn damn damn painful. i dont remember the last time i got a freaking balooku. its huge.
anyway went for the moor houseday thing. sec 1s are uber enthu. wow. really overpowering. screaming, doing the mama sign, cheering. wow dont remember our batch being like that. i guess thats the diff between having a house as the reigning champs and the reigning last. after that watched some ri vs pioneer sec rugby.
best performances list
don cheadle--hotel rwanda
mel gibson---the patriot
liam neeson---schindlers list
marlon brando---the godfather
sean austin---lotr trilogy
tom hanks---forest gump
tom hanks---philidelphia
ah yar shd have tons more, too lazy to think of them.
anyway, mrs lim gee nee very very sportingly treated the class to drinks and popcorn. it was a very pleasant surprise actually. i know shes a nice teacher, but i didnt think she was THAT nice! awesome geenee. obviously when kindness is shown to me i appreciate it. gee nee has skyrocketed above teh rest on my 'nice teachers' list.
in stark contrast, our beloved g8 leader carried out a public chastisting today. poor innocent unknowing posef and yao were just talking when our g8 leader marched over with gusto, astro trembling, teh air stood still, anticipating the g8 cyclone of bullshit.
"STANDING BACK AND TALKING DOES NOT HELP. SO SHAAAT AAAAP!!!!!!
woooh. scary. oooh. ahhh. oooh.
tennis was lame today. i realise sth. all pe teachers are simply jacks of all trade. they know a bit of everything. a bit doesnt go a long way. one example is tennis. our teacher mr lee is teaching everything wrong. he says racquet face flat and then when he demonstrates it its completely open. anyway today i banged my bloody head on the metal door (bet tennis court and basketball court). was picking up the ball and unknowingly clanged my bloody freaking head on the handle thingy. wtf damn damn damn damn painful. i dont remember the last time i got a freaking balooku. its huge.
anyway went for the moor houseday thing. sec 1s are uber enthu. wow. really overpowering. screaming, doing the mama sign, cheering. wow dont remember our batch being like that. i guess thats the diff between having a house as the reigning champs and the reigning last. after that watched some ri vs pioneer sec rugby.
if your lucks gone away just like mine
you feel like crying
sing along maybe once
maybe twice lets try it together
sum sweet day no one knows you'll return and you'll be happy
shouting sweet in a song
listen to your heart it is singing
my heart goes shalalala shalala in the morning
shalalala shalala in the sunshine
shalalala shalala in the evening
shalalala shalala just for you!
wow...just for me?
nothanks biyatch! ^^
Thursday, February 03, 2005
hey all. no cycling today. reeling from the aftershock of the squats we did on wed during pe. cant even walk properly now, much less go up and down stairs. its really weird how your after-pe-body falls into the abyss of doom when you sleep. -_- was alright at 1am. woke up and died. -_-
sad.
anyway read posefs blog. something about not being vulgar and call being screwed by lala as being 'lalaed'. sad to say i like to stick with the conventional cursing. like simply labelling her as a bitch.
oh well, today she screwd me for not cutting my hair. well honestly speaking, i was busy on mon, tues and wed. bah. _|_ . and concurrently she scolded posef as well. then in the start to the math lesson she suddenly told lawrence and jiahui to go around and check for all the ppl with low socks.
totally uncalled for. i mean dont bitch around with this kind of stuff. its what totally makes her detestable. not only that, its in these moments that you see just how unreasonable she is. she just asserts her skewed views and asks rhetorical questions which she then answers. i mean... just get on with the damn lesson.
i dont even know wtf it had to do with anything. baby or not, the woman is a monster! MONSTER!!!! even wally was not happy! bah.
looking on teh brighter side of life, i finally know what north koreans feel like under teh kim jong dude.
when lala comes in, the downfall of pecky starts. didnt know how to do quiz.....got 13/20 for portfolio.
its these daily experiences that make me appreciate the nice teachers more. like tang swee noi, shaun yap, cai. but actually its also these experiences that let me see how low people can get, how manipulative and abusive of their power they can get. it also lets me see the ultimatum that we have, whether we want to wreck her and make her lose her job by complaining or accept her condescending comments. i dont know if i was wrong in condemning the article alwyns mum wrote last year. it troubles me to know that when it really comes down to the real thing, i cant bear to see people getting ruined by such means. i guess its weakness. its my weakness. and i am ambivalent about taking apart the person that makes your life hellish. i dont believe in an eye for an eye. neither do i enjoy this really repulsive experience. but i also think that its not plausible that a balance can be struck anywhere. oh well, this kind of vile stagnation can only lead to my own suffering, and that of my poor classmates.
HOTEL RAWANDA TOMOROW!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sad.
anyway read posefs blog. something about not being vulgar and call being screwed by lala as being 'lalaed'. sad to say i like to stick with the conventional cursing. like simply labelling her as a bitch.
oh well, today she screwd me for not cutting my hair. well honestly speaking, i was busy on mon, tues and wed. bah. _|_ . and concurrently she scolded posef as well. then in the start to the math lesson she suddenly told lawrence and jiahui to go around and check for all the ppl with low socks.
totally uncalled for. i mean dont bitch around with this kind of stuff. its what totally makes her detestable. not only that, its in these moments that you see just how unreasonable she is. she just asserts her skewed views and asks rhetorical questions which she then answers. i mean... just get on with the damn lesson.
i dont even know wtf it had to do with anything. baby or not, the woman is a monster! MONSTER!!!! even wally was not happy! bah.
looking on teh brighter side of life, i finally know what north koreans feel like under teh kim jong dude.
when lala comes in, the downfall of pecky starts. didnt know how to do quiz.....got 13/20 for portfolio.
its these daily experiences that make me appreciate the nice teachers more. like tang swee noi, shaun yap, cai. but actually its also these experiences that let me see how low people can get, how manipulative and abusive of their power they can get. it also lets me see the ultimatum that we have, whether we want to wreck her and make her lose her job by complaining or accept her condescending comments. i dont know if i was wrong in condemning the article alwyns mum wrote last year. it troubles me to know that when it really comes down to the real thing, i cant bear to see people getting ruined by such means. i guess its weakness. its my weakness. and i am ambivalent about taking apart the person that makes your life hellish. i dont believe in an eye for an eye. neither do i enjoy this really repulsive experience. but i also think that its not plausible that a balance can be struck anywhere. oh well, this kind of vile stagnation can only lead to my own suffering, and that of my poor classmates.
HOTEL RAWANDA TOMOROW!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
hey all.
cycling is really quite liberating. at least for that bloody fleeting moment. even on a flat pavement. it makes heavy people like me feel light. awesome i say. not often i feel that way. yep that was yesterday night where i just went down the road with my sis to a flat stretch where i cycled the furthest in my short illustrious career.
well before that we went out to dinner to celebrate my mums b-day. yeah we went to eat jap food at some place in river valley. nice, quiet. and the food was pretty good. good dining shd go with quiet atmosphere i think.
bah. i actually feel quite guilty. its like my mums b-day doesnt come close to the spoilt status that i had on my b-day. i mean b-days are special. and im feeling quite bad that i didnt make it that special. pangs of self-induced irritation. bah. hell she didnt even want a cake -_- to save money. but we insisted so we ate ice-cream cake from swensons ^^
oh well on to today. well i did ss until like 3 am so there were mixed feelings when i learnt that tang swee noi didnt come. well firstly i was annoyed because my arduous efforts were kinda like unnecessary and i ended up sleeping for alot of the lessons, yet i was pleased that i had finished it because usually i would have stretched the deadline. oh well left for muthu to bullshit and edit.
well surprise surprise, lala was busy so cai came for lesson again. honestly, it was a welcome relief. immense relief. its weird to say that because lala has held just one lesson this year. but really, to get away from the self-righteous ego, the caustic remarks and the impending doom that permeates the damn classroom. its great. a bitch-free day always makes me happy. always. appreciate cais teaching effort. she also treated us to chocolate today.
this may sound spastic, but i have never learnt anything from a math classroom lesson before. its just not my thing.
my english is bloody fucked, just to let everyone know.
diagnostic test 1 ----35/50
philo essay----18/30
diagnostic test 2 ----23/30
essay on gandhi-----im gonna fail because to put it plainly i chose the essay that was entirely the opposite of what the question was looking for.
cheers!
cycling is really quite liberating. at least for that bloody fleeting moment. even on a flat pavement. it makes heavy people like me feel light. awesome i say. not often i feel that way. yep that was yesterday night where i just went down the road with my sis to a flat stretch where i cycled the furthest in my short illustrious career.
well before that we went out to dinner to celebrate my mums b-day. yeah we went to eat jap food at some place in river valley. nice, quiet. and the food was pretty good. good dining shd go with quiet atmosphere i think.
bah. i actually feel quite guilty. its like my mums b-day doesnt come close to the spoilt status that i had on my b-day. i mean b-days are special. and im feeling quite bad that i didnt make it that special. pangs of self-induced irritation. bah. hell she didnt even want a cake -_- to save money. but we insisted so we ate ice-cream cake from swensons ^^
oh well on to today. well i did ss until like 3 am so there were mixed feelings when i learnt that tang swee noi didnt come. well firstly i was annoyed because my arduous efforts were kinda like unnecessary and i ended up sleeping for alot of the lessons, yet i was pleased that i had finished it because usually i would have stretched the deadline. oh well left for muthu to bullshit and edit.
well surprise surprise, lala was busy so cai came for lesson again. honestly, it was a welcome relief. immense relief. its weird to say that because lala has held just one lesson this year. but really, to get away from the self-righteous ego, the caustic remarks and the impending doom that permeates the damn classroom. its great. a bitch-free day always makes me happy. always. appreciate cais teaching effort. she also treated us to chocolate today.
this may sound spastic, but i have never learnt anything from a math classroom lesson before. its just not my thing.
my english is bloody fucked, just to let everyone know.
diagnostic test 1 ----35/50
philo essay----18/30
diagnostic test 2 ----23/30
essay on gandhi-----im gonna fail because to put it plainly i chose the essay that was entirely the opposite of what the question was looking for.
cheers!
Monday, January 31, 2005
hey all.
dick helped me make a new blog layout. i just left all the decisions to him, and shockingly enough, it has turned out quite nice! good work dick! yayayyayay!
on to bad stuff.
welll lala came back to today. apparently she rudely didnt tell cai and bumped her off and told her to go to the teacher's lounge. bloody bitch. bah. i am so glad im not her bloody math rep anymore. anyway she was already being a bitch, bitching about my tie (didnt have top button) and hair, the classroom cleaniness (made us clean up the class within 5 counts? -_-....i didnt do a single thing). ah yar, she exudes a pompously petulance like shes gonna snap at anyone. thank god she didnt teach much of the lesson today.
prefects investiture was quite alrite. too hot at the back. fell asleep, and woke up feeling shitty. just caught the performance at the end, which was quite entertaining.
yeah wadveer. just finished chinese tuition so quite tired. making good progress on the bike. about 10 m now.
dick helped me make a new blog layout. i just left all the decisions to him, and shockingly enough, it has turned out quite nice! good work dick! yayayyayay!
on to bad stuff.
welll lala came back to today. apparently she rudely didnt tell cai and bumped her off and told her to go to the teacher's lounge. bloody bitch. bah. i am so glad im not her bloody math rep anymore. anyway she was already being a bitch, bitching about my tie (didnt have top button) and hair, the classroom cleaniness (made us clean up the class within 5 counts? -_-....i didnt do a single thing). ah yar, she exudes a pompously petulance like shes gonna snap at anyone. thank god she didnt teach much of the lesson today.
prefects investiture was quite alrite. too hot at the back. fell asleep, and woke up feeling shitty. just caught the performance at the end, which was quite entertaining.
yeah wadveer. just finished chinese tuition so quite tired. making good progress on the bike. about 10 m now.
Thursday, January 27, 2005
hey ya
yep im not in too good of a mood. i was watching federer vs safin.
5th set 7-7, my sis forced me to go upstairs. i was fuming. really, really. so pissed off. was even more irritated when 10 min later i found out the match had ended.
bah. not happy at all.
anyway, boring day. was very lethargic and melancholy and angsty. anyway got 5/5 for math quiz! wheee! i was really happy even though its such a shittily small quiz. ss was pretty interesting. tang swee noi is a nice teacher. but i sense a darker side to her when shes angry. -_-. one of my gut feelings. chem was alrite. math was boring. alit was damn boring but aruna treated us to bubble tea. philo was retarded (ironic). chinese was just lame as usual.
making progress in leaps and bounds with teh bicycle. today managed to cycle for about 2 m! hell yeah!
yep im not in too good of a mood. i was watching federer vs safin.
5th set 7-7, my sis forced me to go upstairs. i was fuming. really, really. so pissed off. was even more irritated when 10 min later i found out the match had ended.
bah. not happy at all.
anyway, boring day. was very lethargic and melancholy and angsty. anyway got 5/5 for math quiz! wheee! i was really happy even though its such a shittily small quiz. ss was pretty interesting. tang swee noi is a nice teacher. but i sense a darker side to her when shes angry. -_-. one of my gut feelings. chem was alrite. math was boring. alit was damn boring but aruna treated us to bubble tea. philo was retarded (ironic). chinese was just lame as usual.
making progress in leaps and bounds with teh bicycle. today managed to cycle for about 2 m! hell yeah!
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
yeah today was an ok day.
-had english which was insanely boring. damn joo gee nee.
-collected my ic, which is immensely ugly, and totally belittles my good looks.
-weiling wasnt here, which was a real breathe of fresh air
-geog was uber boring. yak is damn interested in classification
-physics was boring as well.
-got caught by neo. showed here how noob i was as chem. so every wk wed i need to stay back for chem tuition.
-had a lit, which was a lecture by kuang. so boring. cept for the movie clips.
anyway. the main hilight of the day is that my bicycle came today. and thus i started to learn how to ride a bike. yes guys. i dont know how to ride a bicycle. and i cant balance properly. yes my psychomotor is currently in the dumps as well.
fear not! improvement is a guarantee. ^^
-had english which was insanely boring. damn joo gee nee.
-collected my ic, which is immensely ugly, and totally belittles my good looks.
-weiling wasnt here, which was a real breathe of fresh air
-geog was uber boring. yak is damn interested in classification
-physics was boring as well.
-got caught by neo. showed here how noob i was as chem. so every wk wed i need to stay back for chem tuition.
-had a lit, which was a lecture by kuang. so boring. cept for the movie clips.
anyway. the main hilight of the day is that my bicycle came today. and thus i started to learn how to ride a bike. yes guys. i dont know how to ride a bicycle. and i cant balance properly. yes my psychomotor is currently in the dumps as well.
fear not! improvement is a guarantee. ^^
