Thursday, February 03, 2005
hey all. no cycling today. reeling from the aftershock of the squats we did on wed during pe. cant even walk properly now, much less go up and down stairs. its really weird how your after-pe-body falls into the abyss of doom when you sleep. -_- was alright at 1am. woke up and died. -_-
sad.
anyway read posefs blog. something about not being vulgar and call being screwed by lala as being 'lalaed'. sad to say i like to stick with the conventional cursing. like simply labelling her as a bitch.
oh well, today she screwd me for not cutting my hair. well honestly speaking, i was busy on mon, tues and wed. bah. _|_ . and concurrently she scolded posef as well. then in the start to the math lesson she suddenly told lawrence and jiahui to go around and check for all the ppl with low socks.
totally uncalled for. i mean dont bitch around with this kind of stuff. its what totally makes her detestable. not only that, its in these moments that you see just how unreasonable she is. she just asserts her skewed views and asks rhetorical questions which she then answers. i mean... just get on with the damn lesson.
i dont even know wtf it had to do with anything. baby or not, the woman is a monster! MONSTER!!!! even wally was not happy! bah.
looking on teh brighter side of life, i finally know what north koreans feel like under teh kim jong dude.
when lala comes in, the downfall of pecky starts. didnt know how to do quiz.....got 13/20 for portfolio.
its these daily experiences that make me appreciate the nice teachers more. like tang swee noi, shaun yap, cai. but actually its also these experiences that let me see how low people can get, how manipulative and abusive of their power they can get. it also lets me see the ultimatum that we have, whether we want to wreck her and make her lose her job by complaining or accept her condescending comments. i dont know if i was wrong in condemning the article alwyns mum wrote last year. it troubles me to know that when it really comes down to the real thing, i cant bear to see people getting ruined by such means. i guess its weakness. its my weakness. and i am ambivalent about taking apart the person that makes your life hellish. i dont believe in an eye for an eye. neither do i enjoy this really repulsive experience. but i also think that its not plausible that a balance can be struck anywhere. oh well, this kind of vile stagnation can only lead to my own suffering, and that of my poor classmates.
HOTEL RAWANDA TOMOROW!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sad.
anyway read posefs blog. something about not being vulgar and call being screwed by lala as being 'lalaed'. sad to say i like to stick with the conventional cursing. like simply labelling her as a bitch.
oh well, today she screwd me for not cutting my hair. well honestly speaking, i was busy on mon, tues and wed. bah. _|_ . and concurrently she scolded posef as well. then in the start to the math lesson she suddenly told lawrence and jiahui to go around and check for all the ppl with low socks.
totally uncalled for. i mean dont bitch around with this kind of stuff. its what totally makes her detestable. not only that, its in these moments that you see just how unreasonable she is. she just asserts her skewed views and asks rhetorical questions which she then answers. i mean... just get on with the damn lesson.
i dont even know wtf it had to do with anything. baby or not, the woman is a monster! MONSTER!!!! even wally was not happy! bah.
looking on teh brighter side of life, i finally know what north koreans feel like under teh kim jong dude.
when lala comes in, the downfall of pecky starts. didnt know how to do quiz.....got 13/20 for portfolio.
its these daily experiences that make me appreciate the nice teachers more. like tang swee noi, shaun yap, cai. but actually its also these experiences that let me see how low people can get, how manipulative and abusive of their power they can get. it also lets me see the ultimatum that we have, whether we want to wreck her and make her lose her job by complaining or accept her condescending comments. i dont know if i was wrong in condemning the article alwyns mum wrote last year. it troubles me to know that when it really comes down to the real thing, i cant bear to see people getting ruined by such means. i guess its weakness. its my weakness. and i am ambivalent about taking apart the person that makes your life hellish. i dont believe in an eye for an eye. neither do i enjoy this really repulsive experience. but i also think that its not plausible that a balance can be struck anywhere. oh well, this kind of vile stagnation can only lead to my own suffering, and that of my poor classmates.
HOTEL RAWANDA TOMOROW!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
