Tuesday, April 19, 2005
hey guys. well i left out some impt peeps
alwyn---irritating but nonetheless a nice guy
plk---my sec 2 buddy. we had some real good times together.
oh well jee nee was talking about that poor sod psc scholar who got busted for posting racist remarks. well she also went on to warn us against inflammatory remarks about teachers unless we can back it up :P oh well. made me think about a lot of things and the risks i was taking. even as xiaxue doesnt get screwed, why let such a thing wreck your life and career.
im pondering whether to close the blog. things have been getting boring, and since my favourite flaming topic poses a risk to me then that leaves me in doubt.
meanwhile while i ponder, lala can kiss my sorry ass.
urm, on second thoughts....save it.....ill get rabies
wakaka
alwyn---irritating but nonetheless a nice guy
plk---my sec 2 buddy. we had some real good times together.
oh well jee nee was talking about that poor sod psc scholar who got busted for posting racist remarks. well she also went on to warn us against inflammatory remarks about teachers unless we can back it up :P oh well. made me think about a lot of things and the risks i was taking. even as xiaxue doesnt get screwed, why let such a thing wreck your life and career.
im pondering whether to close the blog. things have been getting boring, and since my favourite flaming topic poses a risk to me then that leaves me in doubt.
meanwhile while i ponder, lala can kiss my sorry ass.
urm, on second thoughts....save it.....ill get rabies
wakaka
Saturday, April 16, 2005
its friendship week. yeah. koksterclub did a tribute to their friends, so yeah, so why not?
thanks
-quanz for spending so much time with me all these 2 yrs. we stay back and talk we talk shit about soccer we know each other well we know each others jokes we know everything about each other
-posef for standing my incessant and ego-boosting suaning 24/7. too nice i say, always being positive, always laughing at stuff, always coming up with awkward moments of brilliance and pure stupidity, makes me feel guilty with his innocence, brightens up mah day another one of my best friends.
-yao and sian teh alien. nicest guys around with an attitude. always willing to help meh, always cracking jokes always poking mah tummey, always pushing me on, always willing to lend me many monies, its stretched back a long way and seriously we dont ever get angry at each other, its really the good stuff.
-dick for his absentmindedness and unpredictable personality, too polite i say. angsty but an absolutely fun character to be with. he adds in these real awkward blips in my life that are irreplaceable, loud, funny, great guy. theres a reason why the gep loves him
-kwt for his pwnzor sense of humour and his great social skills. hes really helpful and i really do wish that i had more time with him than just the one great year we had in sec 2. hes just one of the best guys in the gep because hes never affected by anything and he doesnt take anything seriously. hes retained a certain nonchalence and ignorance that just makes him an awesome guy.
-tiong. one more i hoped to have more time with. trading of insults, discussion of daniao, the sharing of dilemas and plights. i wont forget sec 2 and its pains and mosburger chitchats.
-sarge for his really excellent sense of humour and his forgiving nature. the dude doesnt really take anything to heart. he totally shares my pains and sufferings and hes another one of that impeccable nice guy kinda things, cept hes a pimply couch potato!
-zhenghong. we kinda strayed in sec 2 and 3. sec 1 without a doubt you were my best friend, it didnt get any better than that. sec 4, our re has brought us back together again. those chats in the hols really brought us closer together. the friendship has mellowed somehow to a complicated stage. its a mature understanding now, i guess.
-eechong for his perkiness and inflated ego. the intelligence and quirkiness so free and his flamboyant mouth so eager to share shrill notes around.
-woohan for his mugger-poser bridge-the-gap kinda guy. the daring guy which no one can ever get mad at. splattering the chicken wing hand on my face, his infectious smile. all rounder and ever so focused at the big things.
-shaggy for his all-rounded nature that is so unreal and unbelivebale. his humility is incomprehensible! does this guy even have an ego? class favourite and epitome of perfection.
-zhong and cq- always obssessed with kenny miller and cr. powerful slackers who are actually damn smart. people who dont give a shit that i admire so much.
-yamies for his colourful anecdotes, be it about et or school. get-out of bed look is one in a million.
-karhan for his haolianness and chelski fan membership
-lip and yong for their constant suaning and their g8 sense of humour.
-daniao for entertainment
-komrade for letting me bully him!
4M dudes
-ivan for his suanning of inter and our early breakfast congregations.
-xianbin for his constant suanning and his updates about fugtard hamid
people i would like to know better (havent done so because havent really been with them long term)
-pok. lewd face!
-poey! attitude cute boi!
-yip.
-lossy
-wadever i cant think of anymore.
DIE BITCH LALA.
thanks
-quanz for spending so much time with me all these 2 yrs. we stay back and talk we talk shit about soccer we know each other well we know each others jokes we know everything about each other
-posef for standing my incessant and ego-boosting suaning 24/7. too nice i say, always being positive, always laughing at stuff, always coming up with awkward moments of brilliance and pure stupidity, makes me feel guilty with his innocence, brightens up mah day another one of my best friends.
-yao and sian teh alien. nicest guys around with an attitude. always willing to help meh, always cracking jokes always poking mah tummey, always pushing me on, always willing to lend me many monies, its stretched back a long way and seriously we dont ever get angry at each other, its really the good stuff.
-dick for his absentmindedness and unpredictable personality, too polite i say. angsty but an absolutely fun character to be with. he adds in these real awkward blips in my life that are irreplaceable, loud, funny, great guy. theres a reason why the gep loves him
-kwt for his pwnzor sense of humour and his great social skills. hes really helpful and i really do wish that i had more time with him than just the one great year we had in sec 2. hes just one of the best guys in the gep because hes never affected by anything and he doesnt take anything seriously. hes retained a certain nonchalence and ignorance that just makes him an awesome guy.
-tiong. one more i hoped to have more time with. trading of insults, discussion of daniao, the sharing of dilemas and plights. i wont forget sec 2 and its pains and mosburger chitchats.
-sarge for his really excellent sense of humour and his forgiving nature. the dude doesnt really take anything to heart. he totally shares my pains and sufferings and hes another one of that impeccable nice guy kinda things, cept hes a pimply couch potato!
-zhenghong. we kinda strayed in sec 2 and 3. sec 1 without a doubt you were my best friend, it didnt get any better than that. sec 4, our re has brought us back together again. those chats in the hols really brought us closer together. the friendship has mellowed somehow to a complicated stage. its a mature understanding now, i guess.
-eechong for his perkiness and inflated ego. the intelligence and quirkiness so free and his flamboyant mouth so eager to share shrill notes around.
-woohan for his mugger-poser bridge-the-gap kinda guy. the daring guy which no one can ever get mad at. splattering the chicken wing hand on my face, his infectious smile. all rounder and ever so focused at the big things.
-shaggy for his all-rounded nature that is so unreal and unbelivebale. his humility is incomprehensible! does this guy even have an ego? class favourite and epitome of perfection.
-zhong and cq- always obssessed with kenny miller and cr. powerful slackers who are actually damn smart. people who dont give a shit that i admire so much.
-yamies for his colourful anecdotes, be it about et or school. get-out of bed look is one in a million.
-karhan for his haolianness and chelski fan membership
-lip and yong for their constant suaning and their g8 sense of humour.
-daniao for entertainment
-komrade for letting me bully him!
4M dudes
-ivan for his suanning of inter and our early breakfast congregations.
-xianbin for his constant suanning and his updates about fugtard hamid
people i would like to know better (havent done so because havent really been with them long term)
-pok. lewd face!
-poey! attitude cute boi!
-yip.
-lossy
-wadever i cant think of anymore.
DIE BITCH LALA.
Thursday, April 14, 2005
hey hey. long time no blog. getting too boring la.
anyway, today was reasonably slack.
lalas lesson of course provided much entertainment. apparently teh biyatch refused to let posef and yip in for lesson unless they apologised. damn lame sia, they had to go up front, recount the whole story and say sorry. its like utterly unnecessary, but of course it makes lala feel good, so there.
apart from that, after hearing their story she decided to change posefs seat. so now poor posef is now stuck in front with ackerly and shun cheng. poor lonely dude. plus lala banned yip from ever looking out from the window again lololol.
lalas playground rules
1) no scratching of leg
2) no looking out windows
3) must have purple/green pen
4) crawl at her feet
5) no insulting of ackerly, mayank and zhiyong, amongst others
6) no talking about anything other than math
7) lala is king
8) lala can be as slutteh as she wants ta be
today i coined a new title for lala. i wrote it on a paper for quanz to see. fugly aunty. hmm and quanz thought the a was a c. HOLY MOLY. HE COINED A NEW PHRASE
FUGLY CUNTY! WHEEEEEE!
:D
:D
:D
anyway, today was reasonably slack.
lalas lesson of course provided much entertainment. apparently teh biyatch refused to let posef and yip in for lesson unless they apologised. damn lame sia, they had to go up front, recount the whole story and say sorry. its like utterly unnecessary, but of course it makes lala feel good, so there.
apart from that, after hearing their story she decided to change posefs seat. so now poor posef is now stuck in front with ackerly and shun cheng. poor lonely dude. plus lala banned yip from ever looking out from the window again lololol.
lalas playground rules
1) no scratching of leg
2) no looking out windows
3) must have purple/green pen
4) crawl at her feet
5) no insulting of ackerly, mayank and zhiyong, amongst others
6) no talking about anything other than math
7) lala is king
8) lala can be as slutteh as she wants ta be
today i coined a new title for lala. i wrote it on a paper for quanz to see. fugly aunty. hmm and quanz thought the a was a c. HOLY MOLY. HE COINED A NEW PHRASE
FUGLY CUNTY! WHEEEEEE!
:D
:D
:D
Monday, April 11, 2005
woo. monday morning blues.
assembly talk was so amusing. the 2 SAF guys really cracked me up with their warped sense of humour.
"im from ri" professes one of em
"im sorry im not from ri, im from victoria"
first guy says, "hehe. lets bash him up"
both men in sychronized unison, "HAHAHhAHAHAHA!"
hehe, no one laughed till like 5 seconds after that. good work mr saf.
anyway, a traditional lala screwing was not to be missed out today. posef trying to communicate with yip from like back of class to front of class. watching keefe play soccer. then lala got damn irritated and stared at them.
"joseph and daniel.............................GET OUT NOW!"
gee man. her face was scrunched up like a piggy! most amusing and sudden.
"i give you 3 seconds.....1,2,3" . i wondered what would have happened if posef and yip had stood their ground. lololololol imagine lala draggin them out or lala storming out.
anyway. teh fugging bitch immediately started to crack jokes about them in a valiant attempt to crack up the class. well buggers like mayank and lawrence obliged.
then she proceeded to give us a conscientious puritan rant that professed of how our actions make her seem worst than what she really is, how there was this awe-inspiring quote of 'if you want to be bad, might as well be bad the whole way'. horse shit! it doesnt get any horsier than that! and mayank luvs her!
interesting facts about lala!
hi im lala and i am a piece of horse shit!
and you know i dont get any horsier than that!
hi im lala and i am teh slut.
thats right. not a slut. teh slut.
the sluttiest there is
wheee.
i love mayank!
i love lawrence!
i love bokai!
come to me my giggly minions!
i got a bad hairday...everyday.
assembly talk was so amusing. the 2 SAF guys really cracked me up with their warped sense of humour.
"im from ri" professes one of em
"im sorry im not from ri, im from victoria"
first guy says, "hehe. lets bash him up"
both men in sychronized unison, "HAHAHhAHAHAHA!"
hehe, no one laughed till like 5 seconds after that. good work mr saf.
anyway, a traditional lala screwing was not to be missed out today. posef trying to communicate with yip from like back of class to front of class. watching keefe play soccer. then lala got damn irritated and stared at them.
"joseph and daniel.............................GET OUT NOW!"
gee man. her face was scrunched up like a piggy! most amusing and sudden.
"i give you 3 seconds.....1,2,3" . i wondered what would have happened if posef and yip had stood their ground. lololololol imagine lala draggin them out or lala storming out.
anyway. teh fugging bitch immediately started to crack jokes about them in a valiant attempt to crack up the class. well buggers like mayank and lawrence obliged.
then she proceeded to give us a conscientious puritan rant that professed of how our actions make her seem worst than what she really is, how there was this awe-inspiring quote of 'if you want to be bad, might as well be bad the whole way'. horse shit! it doesnt get any horsier than that! and mayank luvs her!
interesting facts about lala!
hi im lala and i am a piece of horse shit!
and you know i dont get any horsier than that!
hi im lala and i am teh slut.
thats right. not a slut. teh slut.
the sluttiest there is
wheee.
i love mayank!
i love lawrence!
i love bokai!
come to me my giggly minions!
i got a bad hairday...everyday.
Friday, April 08, 2005
lala told me to shave again, and threatened to pull out the hairs on my chin with some fucking coins.
thats just fucking morbid. made me fucking irritated.
to make things worse, math was first lesson. anyway around 10 peeps got sent out for not printing the ws. good for them. damn good for them. lucky them. me and quanz ended up not knowing anything so it was about the same.
i mean how many more undstandting ways could have resolved the matter today.
had NAPFA today.
43 situps (woo hoo!) A
198 cm (i need a ton of help! HOLY MOLY CRAP!) E
49 cm (woo hoo!) A
0 ( yeah guess)
10.4 secs C
shuttle run was a real surpise to me. last yr i barely scrapeed the E grade. 11 point sth. 10.4 was like a flesh-blood metabolic miracle considering i havent exercised plus i put on weight. thank god for that.
anyway i ate ban mian for the first time in my life today. i didnt really like it. it kinda made me real thirsty and really i didnt see anything special in it -_- . its just doughy noodles in some yucky thick gooey soup. yucks!
then i went mentoring, then came back to give some help to the carnival thing, when i got home i was damn shagged. woo.
thats just fucking morbid. made me fucking irritated.
to make things worse, math was first lesson. anyway around 10 peeps got sent out for not printing the ws. good for them. damn good for them. lucky them. me and quanz ended up not knowing anything so it was about the same.
i mean how many more undstandting ways could have resolved the matter today.
had NAPFA today.
43 situps (woo hoo!) A
198 cm (i need a ton of help! HOLY MOLY CRAP!) E
49 cm (woo hoo!) A
0 ( yeah guess)
10.4 secs C
shuttle run was a real surpise to me. last yr i barely scrapeed the E grade. 11 point sth. 10.4 was like a flesh-blood metabolic miracle considering i havent exercised plus i put on weight. thank god for that.
anyway i ate ban mian for the first time in my life today. i didnt really like it. it kinda made me real thirsty and really i didnt see anything special in it -_- . its just doughy noodles in some yucky thick gooey soup. yucks!
then i went mentoring, then came back to give some help to the carnival thing, when i got home i was damn shagged. woo.
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
yo everyone.
well i dint take 5 stations today because of some grouping kinda thing, so we had to do conditioning with azhar, which was quite hellish. me and sarge were groaning away in agony!
anyway the eng bio presentation went exceptionally well, no slipups during the presentation. however i fucked up the q & a like hell, we'll be lucky to get 2/5 for that segment. im sorry grpmates.
i was saying f*ck like so many times. at least 20 times.
hmm until now i just cant get over it. its funny how i really place a lot of importance on certain things. its when i put in effort and preparation that i really care about the marks. pride i say. and i cant stand a perfect presentation being marred by some fucked up answers from me! im really angry with myself coz i had rather high expectations.
i just suck at thinking on the spot. i like to mull over certain assignments for hours. this lack of brain activity when in a tight spot is a major flaw i have to work on.
talk about angst eh? but really, ill be thinking about this one tonight. it hasnt gotten outta me head yet
well i dint take 5 stations today because of some grouping kinda thing, so we had to do conditioning with azhar, which was quite hellish. me and sarge were groaning away in agony!
anyway the eng bio presentation went exceptionally well, no slipups during the presentation. however i fucked up the q & a like hell, we'll be lucky to get 2/5 for that segment. im sorry grpmates.
i was saying f*ck like so many times. at least 20 times.
hmm until now i just cant get over it. its funny how i really place a lot of importance on certain things. its when i put in effort and preparation that i really care about the marks. pride i say. and i cant stand a perfect presentation being marred by some fucked up answers from me! im really angry with myself coz i had rather high expectations.
i just suck at thinking on the spot. i like to mull over certain assignments for hours. this lack of brain activity when in a tight spot is a major flaw i have to work on.
talk about angst eh? but really, ill be thinking about this one tonight. it hasnt gotten outta me head yet
Today was quite tiring. at least no chinese or math. lit overshot as usual.
anyway i came home today and i heard a rustling a sound coming from the guest room. At first i thought it was bloody geena trying to talk to her friend on the handphone inside the room and i was prepared to spring a surprise attack on her and scare the living hell out of her. so i peered in. WTF.WTF.WTF there was a bloody large squirrel in my room -_-. the window was closed and it was trying to get out, repeatedly banging itself. of course i was cautious and stealthy. for i have heard much about rabies and strong squirrel teeth.
the squirrel has a very strong jaw structure, combined with a set of twenty two teeth. It can crack open even the hardest nut shell. The squirrels incisors or front teeth are extremely sharp
i could have been ripped to shreds! my slow reflexes coupled with its energy levels being 100 times of mine raised the risks levels immensely.
of course finally i opened the window and it took a 2 storey jump down and ran off unscathed. what a morbid incident. i was perturbed to say the least.
whats this with me and angst. its so hard not to angsty, and i try not to be angsty. perhaps im apathetic to angsty people, because i havent experienced what they have experienced. people dont really call me f**ker in true spite or hate or criticise every facet of my life outright. im thankful for that. Perhaps its an unfair stereotype, but i equate excessive angst with immaturity.
DIFFERENT TYPES OF ANGST (that come to my mind immediately)
1) whole world hates me. everyones against me. whining pwnz.
2) I hate myself. im ugly and dumb. nobody likes meeeeeee. and nobady listens :(
3) Is life really worth living? Whats my motherf**king purpose on this god-forsaken planet. -_-
4) hi im 15. my gurlfren dumped mee and im devastated. end of teh world.
5) i wanna die. how shd i die.
6) writing essays about suicide, drugs and self-mutilation.
7) God..........are you there? why then did i fail me test?
SONGS ABOUT ANGST. DIFFERENT LEVELS
simple plan------->good charlotte-------->blink 182------->linkin park--------> 9 inch nails------> nirvana
yep ppl. those who invest their time in simple plan shd seriously consider nirvana. after listening to kurt cobain you suddenly realise that your life really rox compared to his -_-
hmm. why be so emotional about stuff. doesnt pay... does it. you just get manipulated about in the end. I agree with chun. sarge is seriously a damn nice guy. " tries not to retaliate when his friends make snide comments. feels ashamed when he does." its admirable when you can transcend above superficial comments. words cant hurt anyone -_-
anyway i came home today and i heard a rustling a sound coming from the guest room. At first i thought it was bloody geena trying to talk to her friend on the handphone inside the room and i was prepared to spring a surprise attack on her and scare the living hell out of her. so i peered in. WTF.WTF.WTF there was a bloody large squirrel in my room -_-. the window was closed and it was trying to get out, repeatedly banging itself. of course i was cautious and stealthy. for i have heard much about rabies and strong squirrel teeth.
the squirrel has a very strong jaw structure, combined with a set of twenty two teeth. It can crack open even the hardest nut shell. The squirrels incisors or front teeth are extremely sharp
i could have been ripped to shreds! my slow reflexes coupled with its energy levels being 100 times of mine raised the risks levels immensely.
of course finally i opened the window and it took a 2 storey jump down and ran off unscathed. what a morbid incident. i was perturbed to say the least.
whats this with me and angst. its so hard not to angsty, and i try not to be angsty. perhaps im apathetic to angsty people, because i havent experienced what they have experienced. people dont really call me f**ker in true spite or hate or criticise every facet of my life outright. im thankful for that. Perhaps its an unfair stereotype, but i equate excessive angst with immaturity.
DIFFERENT TYPES OF ANGST (that come to my mind immediately)
1) whole world hates me. everyones against me. whining pwnz.
2) I hate myself. im ugly and dumb. nobody likes meeeeeee. and nobady listens :(
3) Is life really worth living? Whats my motherf**king purpose on this god-forsaken planet. -_-
4) hi im 15. my gurlfren dumped mee and im devastated. end of teh world.
5) i wanna die. how shd i die.
6) writing essays about suicide, drugs and self-mutilation.
7) God..........are you there? why then did i fail me test?
SONGS ABOUT ANGST. DIFFERENT LEVELS
simple plan------->good charlotte-------->blink 182------->linkin park--------> 9 inch nails------> nirvana
yep ppl. those who invest their time in simple plan shd seriously consider nirvana. after listening to kurt cobain you suddenly realise that your life really rox compared to his -_-
hmm. why be so emotional about stuff. doesnt pay... does it. you just get manipulated about in the end. I agree with chun. sarge is seriously a damn nice guy. " tries not to retaliate when his friends make snide comments. feels ashamed when he does." its admirable when you can transcend above superficial comments. words cant hurt anyone -_-
Monday, April 04, 2005
hey. life has been quite boring. today was no different.
cle we just did stuff for minds. then we had chinese, where no one listened and weiling droned on. then we had math, where lala did perpetually nothing today.
it was raining, so our initial plan to go to little guilin was bashed, and thus we sat in for another one hour convo with jeenee. it was awfully boring but at least we learnt some stuff on venn diagrams. plus i got kit kat chunky. jee nee is awfully nice, albeit the long windedness in her nature. she is without a doubt the only teacher that tries to understand the students. the other teachers are relatively distant, and their relationships with students barely make an impression, perhaps with the exception of shaun yap (who lacks clout though). The gap in the hierachy is made excessively obvious in ri, and the worst thing is that certain buggers like lala lim assert themselves all over you. they make pretentious and farcical claims on the basis that they are a bloody teacher.
e.g. lala saying in a condescending voice: Even before recess, its up to the teacher to decide whether you change or not.
lala saying in a self-righteous voice: why havent you cut your hair?
i quote that from this morning. it was sarges birthday, and when he walked up and we were joyfully going to sing a song in unison, lala just burst in again with her self-righteous i-know-all voice. now the most outrageous thing is that sarges hair wont fail for at least 2 weeks. its things like this that spoil that whole mood, and it ruins the whole flow of timely happiness permeating through the class. bloody bitch.
and i deplore her snide malicious remarks, every joke of hers comes at the expense of someone, and at times they might not even be funny. but some still laugh, like daniao, like yanheng. i lose a lot of respect for them like that.
thats why i want to join the hc humanities program. the teachers there are exceptional. exceptional, and i tell you not a single teacher in ri has established the same rapport as that of hc humans tutors and students.
_!_ to priscilla. i, teh angsty one, express my hatred and enmity for her!
^^
cle we just did stuff for minds. then we had chinese, where no one listened and weiling droned on. then we had math, where lala did perpetually nothing today.
it was raining, so our initial plan to go to little guilin was bashed, and thus we sat in for another one hour convo with jeenee. it was awfully boring but at least we learnt some stuff on venn diagrams. plus i got kit kat chunky. jee nee is awfully nice, albeit the long windedness in her nature. she is without a doubt the only teacher that tries to understand the students. the other teachers are relatively distant, and their relationships with students barely make an impression, perhaps with the exception of shaun yap (who lacks clout though). The gap in the hierachy is made excessively obvious in ri, and the worst thing is that certain buggers like lala lim assert themselves all over you. they make pretentious and farcical claims on the basis that they are a bloody teacher.
e.g. lala saying in a condescending voice: Even before recess, its up to the teacher to decide whether you change or not.
lala saying in a self-righteous voice: why havent you cut your hair?
i quote that from this morning. it was sarges birthday, and when he walked up and we were joyfully going to sing a song in unison, lala just burst in again with her self-righteous i-know-all voice. now the most outrageous thing is that sarges hair wont fail for at least 2 weeks. its things like this that spoil that whole mood, and it ruins the whole flow of timely happiness permeating through the class. bloody bitch.
and i deplore her snide malicious remarks, every joke of hers comes at the expense of someone, and at times they might not even be funny. but some still laugh, like daniao, like yanheng. i lose a lot of respect for them like that.
thats why i want to join the hc humanities program. the teachers there are exceptional. exceptional, and i tell you not a single teacher in ri has established the same rapport as that of hc humans tutors and students.
_!_ to priscilla. i, teh angsty one, express my hatred and enmity for her!
^^
Saturday, April 02, 2005
hey all. lala dint come thurs and fri. so it was seventh heaven indeed. you know, including the weekend, it'll be 4 straight days without math. and that clears you of all your bad and angsty sentiments. wheee! makes mee feel really really good.
hmm, but you know i have noticed a disturbing trend. after these climatic highs of life, i somehow feel even more down than usual. in fact i feel really shitty when these highs are over. e.g. at the class party, it great. but when i got home, lying in bed, i just felt this horredous feeling of irate shittiness. -.-, its just weird. and i think on monday when i see lala again im gonna scream -_-
anyway, i mindlessly made the decision to go for the world expo in japan. i dont like jap food, or the culture, but i guessed it couldnt hurt to try it out, plus its only once in 5 yrs. plus close friends like kw, dick, and possibly posef or quan are going. so it shd be alrite. i think.
hmm. well on friday we watched some shit movie for afterschool chinese. i left after like an hour because i couldnt understand and the story was getting excessively laggy, and from the moving pictures i was making inferences about cheesy relationships. apparently its not even a love triangle, its a love square. one man and three women. teh ultimate. anyway weiling loves these teary thrillers so wont disrupt her enthusiastic explanations.
then we went for mentoring, yeah it wasnt so bad. taught them fractions. apparently ive been like put in charge for friday mentoring, so yeah. btw saw the new paper, about ri soccer. and i think the 20 ppl paying 100 bucks for weekly training with a coach is quite sad and to an extent pathetic because probably half of them joined in just due to peer pressure, plus the fat sod i minionated at last years busking is in that grp, so doesnt say much -.-
hilight---bob koh is SO NOT PHOTOGENIC. hes so pale and round. i dont know i think of chinese ghosts when i think of him.
anyway, these few days ive been blogsurfing like hell. its like hangover medicine for ET. i have never let go of it, and i cant, which is quite f--ked up. anyway i saw wangtings (some prefect) blog. and apparently hes gonna get published. woo thats like xiaxue.
anyone would be jealous (including me). BUT, i have reasons to believe its a hoax
1) it was aprils fools day
2) ode to loneliness and fingers are far from his better works. honestly i thought ode to loneliness was a little angsty.
3) ok my sister is a cynical but good critic. after she read those 2 articles,
she hollered to me from the other com, "HE FUCKING SUCKS AT WRITING" (thats right guys, thats how i get so cynical, i take after my sister)
im not that harsh. i obviously i wouldnt want anyones bubble to be burst. but it does sound awfully dubious.
go visit it. alienatedtonight.blogspot.com tell me what you think.
hmm, but you know i have noticed a disturbing trend. after these climatic highs of life, i somehow feel even more down than usual. in fact i feel really shitty when these highs are over. e.g. at the class party, it great. but when i got home, lying in bed, i just felt this horredous feeling of irate shittiness. -.-, its just weird. and i think on monday when i see lala again im gonna scream -_-
anyway, i mindlessly made the decision to go for the world expo in japan. i dont like jap food, or the culture, but i guessed it couldnt hurt to try it out, plus its only once in 5 yrs. plus close friends like kw, dick, and possibly posef or quan are going. so it shd be alrite. i think.
hmm. well on friday we watched some shit movie for afterschool chinese. i left after like an hour because i couldnt understand and the story was getting excessively laggy, and from the moving pictures i was making inferences about cheesy relationships. apparently its not even a love triangle, its a love square. one man and three women. teh ultimate. anyway weiling loves these teary thrillers so wont disrupt her enthusiastic explanations.
then we went for mentoring, yeah it wasnt so bad. taught them fractions. apparently ive been like put in charge for friday mentoring, so yeah. btw saw the new paper, about ri soccer. and i think the 20 ppl paying 100 bucks for weekly training with a coach is quite sad and to an extent pathetic because probably half of them joined in just due to peer pressure, plus the fat sod i minionated at last years busking is in that grp, so doesnt say much -.-
hilight---bob koh is SO NOT PHOTOGENIC. hes so pale and round. i dont know i think of chinese ghosts when i think of him.
anyway, these few days ive been blogsurfing like hell. its like hangover medicine for ET. i have never let go of it, and i cant, which is quite f--ked up. anyway i saw wangtings (some prefect) blog. and apparently hes gonna get published. woo thats like xiaxue.
anyone would be jealous (including me). BUT, i have reasons to believe its a hoax
1) it was aprils fools day
2) ode to loneliness and fingers are far from his better works. honestly i thought ode to loneliness was a little angsty.
3) ok my sister is a cynical but good critic. after she read those 2 articles,
she hollered to me from the other com, "HE FUCKING SUCKS AT WRITING" (thats right guys, thats how i get so cynical, i take after my sister)
im not that harsh. i obviously i wouldnt want anyones bubble to be burst. but it does sound awfully dubious.
go visit it. alienatedtonight.blogspot.com tell me what you think.
