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clemens is a gay name anyway. i really dont like the way he makes the lousy players feel like absolute shit by trying to act lousy.

i messed up my math test todae. i really dont know how to. apparently this has been the easiest math test so far, and its pretty much the opposite for me. everyone kinda found sets so easy. i kinda screwd it up though. im getting the feeling that i got last yr -_- that cant be good.

oh well, i said the f-word a few times todae, esp after the math test. sorry to all i offended. i also must say sorry to god....

chinese was reasonably easy. dono why i studied so hard for that crap

kwt jus said there was training on mon. screw.

failed haircheck -_-...
sian shd have failed -_-
oh well, 20,21,22,23, failed lol. i started off some sort of streak. apparently from 20 onwards, most ppl failed. mitchy and that fat sumo next to him kinda got stricter towards the end. oh well...tough luck.

sometimes i picture heaven as a place where all my favourite foods grow on trees. its really tasty. dam unagi rice burgers floating on rivers, char siew pastry on bushes. apple pies on apple trees (with cream), waffles..

o.0, DONT THINK! SNAP BACK TO REALITY PECKy

have chinese and math test tomorow. mugging for chinese at the moment. im pretty much screwd for math. i dont really understand modulus etc.

well, suddenly clemence showed up and told me there was badminton training tomorow. well, decided to go for mentoring over training. over this 5 months, my priorities in life have really changed. badminton really means shit to me now. really wished i had mentoring like 135.

really, i dont really care for this sport. when hamid khan came, i think my passion jus kinda disappeared. i love the sport, i really do...but sighz, i cant explain my feeling.

i really want to do well for interact. its really a sort of relief for me, something different from this results-driven world. the mentees are so raw and immature, that it really brings some hope. at least they havent been contamintated so much by the society yet.

im kinda thinking, nxt time when i have the family, would i want my children to be subject to the spore education system. it really is efficient, but it also brings a lot of hardship and ingrains this conformist mentality.

oh well..maybe its jus the gep,

lala is being a bugger.i cant understand why she has to give beta such a hard time. not only does she not help him, but she criticises him for not apparent reason. its super pissy. screw that b!^(h

she shd jus die.

or try and learn from better teachers like krishnan.

hi

had learning journeys todae. thot it was ok lar, quite interesting with more fun with frens. but the initial parts were insanely hot lar. sheesh i was sweating profusely.

hehe huang lao shi prolly wasnt too pleased with me, me thinks me talked too much.

well....nuthin to say, wadever im screwd for everything

i just realised im scrwed for ct. there are really too many tests and assignments to do. how to study?
haizz im having so many problems with science and math. its just really sad to know that i really suck at science. thot we boys were supposed to be good at that -_-

geog is hard. think mas shd have more tests and less assigns. in the long run i think it prepares us more for the exam. jus increase the weightage of the assignnments. i cannot even comprehend whad will happen when badminton starts. my life is not in good shape >.<

anywaes screwd up the blardi speech competition. wang raped the field with his impromptu speeches and immense charisma.

really think i shd have gone acs. the pressure is so off ^^

i am going to die for lit as well. arunnas style is jus so demanding and restrictive. i donno, jus feel that my thoughts are so enclosed. the purpose of lit is to express what yu think, not follow some silly format. its already starting to feel like history exam format.

i am jus tired...and i jus dont want this life...dont think god made this life to be full of hardship. who noes what these ba*ta*ds have been doing to the world over the centuries. man is flawed. how can anyone with flawed values be used to mould the world.

starting to go crazy, me thinks. went off tangent during english. just called everyone illusion 1,2,3, etc. quite amusing i have to say. jus grew tired of saying that we might not exist.

hmm, if nothing is a paradox, that prolly means everything is a paradox as well, because everything also includes nothing.

woot...the wonders of the world

hello. sorry couldnt blog for one or two daes. jus that yesterdae there was smg wrong with my com and it couldnt process my post.

sat was a screwd up dae. well the talk in the morn was ok, but seriously why must it be held on a blardi sat morn, they shd jus use the curriculum time for this kinda stuff. nice cip and all, but i still fell asleep for a short period of time and got scolded by shaun liu ^^

oh well, sian was sleeping and smsing thruout ;)

after that stuffed myself with the low quality food at the reception. heck its really low quality man. stoopid sandwiches only had stuff in the middle, ends up tasting like crust anyhow.

den i waited for a real long time b4 my mum came and took me to ri for the metoring workshop. i really donno who signed me up for it, but since all of zh's frens were there, i kinda took a hint. well it was so boring, and i just felt shagged. if we really had time for social games to get to know the mentees better, i think we wud have done that a long time ago. >.<

well called me mum and asked her to take me to mos, she surprisingly said yes! nice of her. den went j8, got mos, den got some sandals from hush puppies that were on discount (old ones got chewed up). yay quite ok lar.

SUNdae.

tired even though i did nuthin. think i ate to much, thats why -_-. had hum chin peng for breakfast, nasi lemak for lunch, some cheese snacks for snacks, macs for dinner, bugles for supper, and more hum chin peng for wadever meal that comes after supper

well decided to think about a topic for eng speech for the plain eng competition at 10 pm, nows around 12 and im starting to do it ^^.

blame it on the addiction to neopets. dang, how can i be addicted to this kind of crap. ive been duped so many times, yet i keep coming back for more haizz.

mondays are never good days. screw the world and screw this life man.

hi....had a tiring day.

stoopid touch thingy thing in the morn. i mean yar good stuff nice cip but why use my blardi sat to do it... dang just use the stoopid curriculum time. den after i went for the interact workshop with that former ri psychrisaist (donno how to spell) miss wendy. boring like xiao. pls dont teach us stuff we dont already noe. if we reallly had time to play these stoopid social games to get to know the mentees better wouldnt we be blardi doing it?


suprisingly me mum was nice todae. jus called and asked if she could buy me mosburger and she said yes ^^ ! so fetched me from sch and went j8. oh well im preety shagged. been doing math tuition hw tonite.

im really sorry to my grp members for geog and chinese. i really havent put in much effort. sorry, but seriosly im just helpless. maybe the geog i can help but the %*&&(ing chinese? -_-

im gonna ask mas for extension -_-

hey i started playin neopets again, anyone wanting to give this childish innocent boi a headstart? ^^

well, chem test was a total screwup, think either im gonna barely pass or fail, definitely i was comforted by zhuoyis paper though, he only did the first page ^^.

i hate lit, i hate every sub actually

i am pissed and tired.

after that marathon 6-8 lit lesson i was so tired, partly from mental exhuastion and partly from my inability to understand her lesson. im pretty sure wad shes teaching us is beyond sec 4 standard. heck i cant even comprehend wad shes trying to bring across.

on to why im pissed.

my mum came to pick me up and i thot hey i can enjoy the ride home listening to power 98 or p10 and den she suddenly tells me to go home and study the textbook and not to watch tv, and that i must study chem. den after a momentary reply of no she goes on and on about how i cant even get my valencys right and stuff. donno, i jus got pissed off, real pissed off. even though i didnt say anything else to her we jus didnt talk much for the rest of the journey.

as if i dont know i suck at chem

just dont come to me when im blardi tired and go on about the need to mug and do well. jus makes me stressed out and irritated. thats one thing i could say i absolutely despise about my mum, she just lacks understanding for her bloodi son.

-_- seems like all she cares about are my stoopid marks. every conversation would probably end with how i need to study more.

yeah...career is important...but seriously (as a christian), i dont see the point of giving marks such a priority if this life is gonna decide eternity when yu die. might as well take the time to appreciate you frens and express your love anyhow.

dammit. how in the bloody world did the world degenerate to such a competitive black hole. i cant even escape because my mum is far too conformist.

you cannot imagine how angry i actually am. dam no one has really seen me really angry. oh well thank god ive toned down. used to beat ppl up real bad in pri sch when i was pissed ^^. oh well my muscle has wasted away over the past 5 months...lolz

haizz nuthin more to say...goodnite

stayed back for extra lit todae. by the end it was about 440pm, cant forget that bewildered look on dick and kws face when i smiled at them frm outside the com lab ^^

well the presentation was ok, eechong did most of the talking ^^ yay

the geog test sucked, sheesh 12.5 /20 is an insanely sucky score. shud have just done history man, score better that way. i think grps gonna ace the tornado thingy though, yao did a terrific job i have to say.

on a sadder note, chuntsen and yao finished the ss -_-, can anyone tell me why i have such an uneasy feeling? lol. the new geog assign just came. sheesh our grp has no geog genius to do stuff. o.0

tomorow is 2.4, hope i can break 14 sighz. todae no lala, thats good. theres lala tomorow -_-, and math quiz, and 2.4 seriously how sucky is that?

besides, haven done re, haven learnt any crap about waves and I HATE PHILO. there are a few things i dont like about teachers. firstly, some of them are simply too enthusiastic even though it is almost obvious the class thinks the lesson sux. secondly, i totally despise teachers who ask "does everyone understand" and when some smart aleck fa990t like k leong says yes they nonchalantly continue without noticing that the entire back half of the class cept wenhao and jieliang are giving an amazing bewildered look.

well fell asleep during courts lesson todae. he had to wake me up and i donno whatever happened in my sleep. so if it was funny, LAUGH ON :D

hehe. trying to download hellsing 4,6,7 almost done!

well, after my physics teacher forgot to come (lolz its supposed to be the other way around), i watched 3 episodes of hunterxhunted well not bad for a storyline but i dont think much of the detail.

woot i passed ting xie. an awesome 39/70 !!

well here goes!

no marks for first section -_- (thats 20 marks gone by the way)
full marks for second section. HOLY MOLY i was freeked out by that. (20 marks)
last section i scrapped out 19/30.

man i am amazing. woot.

well i really like david court. i have alot of respect for him because hes the real thing. hes the teacher who cares for the students learning and is really shen at his subject. i jus like his passion, his attitude. of coz he rox in comparison to that lala lim who only noes how to b**** around and screw ppl up in bias judgement.

i could watch yeast cells for 3 hrs with david court talking den survive 1 hr of lala lim and her crap.

oh well during bio lab todae, i glued quanzys pencil case ^^ jus used the glusitck all over it. man he wasnt too happy. he washed his pencil case, sprayed my whole back with distilled water (x9999 times)

den he wiped his pencil case on me lol. interesting green ink came onto my shirt.

donno why todae i was so hot. sweating a lot. i hate to sweat, makes me stink and makes me feel icky. I HATE THE BLOODY TIE. the assembly condition was cramped and yucky. but the quiz was pretty good. some temporary slapstick humour to lighten up out lives. :)

on a bad note, i was forced to borrow a badge from daniao todae -_-. dang i hate that.

hey started watching anime. find it quite an excellent subsitute to kill time. ^^ (or waste it for that matter). well i have to admit i dint do much during the nite either, my grp is gonna die for ss tomorow. yet you noe, whenever i do almost nothing, i feel as if ive missed a lot of hw out. its jus a paranoid feeling which i guess stems from this environment we are in.

oh well, haven learnt ting xie ^^ but who cares anywaes.

my mums been really nagging about the coming exams (what exams? -_-) sheesh, getting all tensed up, wanting me to study. i do admit my chem is the shits, but seriously its jus a mark. besides, there are some more unfortunate ppl out there ---looks pointedly at kwt--- ^^ lolz.

i need hellsing episode 4 -_-. i like alucard and his cool maniac smile.

i well and truly uninstalled et liao. deleted the installation file as well. sigh.

realised i suck to much to actually be good in et. oh well, thats life,

well, fri was quite slack and relaxing actually.
haizz aruna has made us stay back on thurs from 6-8. i mean WTH firstly, lesson at night is dumb. secondly i have to kill 4 hours of time in bloody RI. sheesh man.

budden mentoring was cancelled at last minute. i had mixed feelings over that. i was quite happy but on the other hand i was super pissed becoz i had wasted about 1 1/2 hours in sch jus waiting for it. so someone called yongwei. i very unreasonably called him an asshole. sorry. i really do regret it now. sighz.

den went home. took a nice bath. plaed sc2. realised i sucked at it. watched tv. decided to watch monsters inc dvd. 1/3 through it started to lag like xiao. i think my ps2 dvd player really sux. seriously.

o well my parents will buy a dvd player. but they dint say when -_-.

ive been saving up!! i got about $250 in me money box from well planned spending. hey i take taxi only once a week now ^^. spend little on food, about $3 a day, well last week i got some timely boosts. ^^. firstly me mum gave me 50 for quitting et (trying to refrain from playin lol). den when i went for my dental checkup, i spent 7.50 on cab fare and 60 CENTS on rubber bands for my teeth. my dad jus took out 21 dollars and gave me. so i made about 6 dollars from that (took cab home). YAY.

so jus contemplating whether to save up to spend on something or deposit in the bank. ^^

hey its 2am

yesterdae was quite a good dae. went kws house. funnnn
now im struggling with work. im seriously scwd

oh yar, forgot to add in quanzy and possibly woohan to the class

yay...2.4 km was replaced by some "nature" talk on killing chickens and pigs and monkeys. very sick man, i mean they really dont need to tell us they castrate the poor pig and chickens. im all for their campaigns but there is no way im changing my eating habits. asian farmers are desperate losers.

zhenghong was like playin his guitar after a 15 min RE session. and everyone was laughing at everything, zhenghong and hyq are really good. its really one of those rare days where i jus laugh and laugh and feel so happy.

woot, no rashes todae, ill thank god for that. so much more relaxed.

to be honest, sitting next to shaun liu is a bit boring. hes so focused on doing his work. prefer dick, so much more cheerful and absent-minded.

ahh my dream class: dick, kwt, tiong, yao, sian, beta, wang, wally, zhenghong, posef, galvin bay, komrade, ky, jia hua, alvin, lippy, xiong wei,

possible other candidates: xianbin, jie liang, james, adrian, pok,

there are just some bloody nice ppl where i feel very comfortable talking to. of course im pretty antisocial so i wudnt noe if there were other nice ppl out there.

sheesh. i wudnt mind adding in daniel loh to add some entertainment value, but seriously he just pisses me off

got 10/15 for refraction/lenses test budeen i failed the reflection retest.

tonite at least a bit more free yay. can slack a little bit!!!
i am really tired nowadays. and im in a bad mood coz tomorow is 2.4 run. sheesh. 2.4 is a horrible thing. lets say i fail, and i go back to badminton and hamid khan that bloody fat bald slob bugger asks me for my timing, i wonder if he'll whack me up ^^

hehe. oh well, lifes a crap.

todae was ok...i guess. the stoopid rashes caused a bump on my lip and my fingers were swollen this morn

well in the evening i scratched pretty hard again and caused some massive rashes on my neck and my legs, my feet were swollen this time -_-. after a bath i feel a bit better. yay.

was in an over submissive mood todae. got me pens and pencils glued everywhere, got glue all over my arm and hands. my pencil box got glued shut -_-. well after that i got my shoe laces tied around the table legs (dick tied 4 deadknots). all this courtesy of eexin, yao sian and dick. ^^. i caused quite a bit of destruction myself. So alls well that ends well ^^. Mr pott wasnt too happy

prefects investiture was boring cept for the end. cool guitar playin by poser huang and zh. yang has nice voice too, didnt noe he could sing lol.

well........went to do my braces, at least they are green now, not so gay. one more month and i think ill be done. yay

hey sorry haven blogged long time

physics test was ok. the problem for me was the retest. i think im gonna fail again and i did not like lim boon huats look when he was talking about ppl failing the retest. -__-

math was ok, i guess. screwed up the graph, was real careless.

had a good time over the good fridae weekend. plaed lotsa plaestation and com.

well on thurs kw,chun,tiong and derick came to my house. they are obcessed with tekken 4 and soul calibur 2 -_-. kw was pwning everyone... well me and tiong installed et back on my com and i told him to plae but he said he wanted to watch me -_-. oh well i smurfed as digging my potatoes and i did quite well ^^ . kw and his stoopid xianghua -_-, button meshing pwns all. i bet there are pros in this world who rock in button meshing -_-.

oh well fri was a good dae. went KW's house woot. dam cool com and derick brought his x-box. x box is nice. i got pwned in sc 2 again by kw and got reprimanded repeatedly for button meshin -_-. I GOT PWNED IN EVERYTHING. DANG EVEN TABLE TENNIS.

on to more cheerful things. plaed et on his shen com and pwned servers man. incredible stuff. me and chuntsen smurfed as the bongka clan and we were irritating pok thruout ^^. den we switched coms. boy is kws old com degenerating. 10 fps is not nice on railgun or radar. and i had blood particles bulletmarks all off. i tell you its the bloody snow. far cry has some real cool graphics. woot, but i suck in it lol.

sat was ok.....had tuition, plaed some com, slept, slept, went for dinner at fish and co and stuff myself up, den....slack.

well because of my slack sat and sun afternoon, im starting on my lit essay at 940 pm!!! cheers! well, me mums gonna make me coffee now, haven done the bloody math assign either.

ive really been sleeping alot lately, me thinks its the sleep debt, but everyone else just thinks im plain lazy :P .

well good fri and god bless me. ill blog at about 1 am

hey came back from sch liaoz and took a bath

slept at 430 am and i expected to be shagged. i was...in the morning. during the chinese lessons i was dropping off to sleep while copying the bi ji. wad the heck. thats a first for me. like every few words ill snooze off and wake up to find i copied alot of stuff wrongly ^^.

oh well. scwd up lit test held during hols. 10/20 sighz. oh well, theres always hope, arunna says she might not count it ! yay

on the other hand my simcity geog thingy got 20/25 Yayz. considering i plaed the bloodi stoopid game and did most of the project while yao plaed et -_-, that cant be bad

i dont feel tired now, slept on the bus, woot woke up jus at my stop. only overshot once so far lolz. now im feeling good and maybe later ill try tekken 4. my ps2 is in terrible shape, its dusty all over and everything looks creaky. even the blardi controllers are dirty, sheesh.

aim is to try and do ok for phys (in other words pass or better) and do fine for my math. oh well see ya

blardi cok balls

its 3 blardi am and i still got 1 lit assign to do

die arunna,,,stoopid woman

hey im jus going to embark on a lit essay marathon

after which i still have philo to do later...oh well

hey its 1.45 am and i just finished my lit review and i finshed off the bio crap. well i rembered vaguely about me mum saying she wud give me some money if i quit et. so i asked her. and she was like: ill give you 50 bucks. WOOT never in my wildest dreams did i expect that much o.0 was rather pleased that my mum was especially generous. guess she was really frustrated at my addiction eh ^^

oh well, kill bill is all laggy and choppy on my ps2 so :/ too bad for me. tomorow ill probably watch animatrix or sth if i get bored. i critiqued tiongs cucumber speech. sure the jokes are good, but the second one was pretty irrelevant. i think maybe i was a bit wrong in telling him to add in some realistic stuff. i really dont noe what smith is looking for, so im a little unsure. :P

i haven done eng hw, so ill copy in sch tomorow. i realise now ive a little more time to recover sleep debt so no harm blogging at 1.45 am :D.

i understand the font size is a little small and theres no tagboard. but seriously i am a complete newbie at html (KWT I NEED CRASH COURSE) so dick will have to get me out of the font problem he created

hey man, todaes monday, if this doesnt suck, i donno wad does. seeing prisilla lims face already puts me off, seeing kuangs enthusiasm (in response to my stoning) is even more pitiful. sheesh, to see daniel lo each dae puts everything in the balance again :P

okok, im jus being mean.

i feel so guilty after alvin told me about sats newspaper collection. he said mok was overworked and the organistation was bad and there was no one to help later on..

shat, i shd have gone instead of having tuition and slacking at home...

jus feel so tortured now, haizz, hate it when other ppl do work while i slack off, makes me feel like im not doing my responsibility.

well, ive gotten no satisfaction from skipping it, and im really sorry to all to whom i have added new burdens to. :/

Well hi. i just realised even i myself cant see the bloody words. >.< that cant be good.

todae slacked the afternoon off, which was not a good idea. after which at night i watched the dvd of se7en, bloody nice and gory show. now i noe how to watch dvds on ps2, yayz can watch kill bill liao.

i dint have such a good time in chinese tuition todae. as usually i didnt learn me shou ce. i wasnt feeling too bad until my teacher told me i was supposed to learn that ke like 4 weeks ago o.0. den i felt pretty guilty... den i showed her my messed up chinese test (by her standards). 59/85. hey lots of careless mistakes. the zao ju improved ^^. oh well zong he i cant help it 6/20 -_-

now i dont have et, im watching all the pirated vcds and dvds i havent watched. basically i have tons of em, coz i buy lots in malaysia. i felt really guilty todae. the seal ppl were like really sad that i left and antisoul wanted to have a testimonial match for me o.0 flattering, thx but no thx. no more et, though i still got the installation file ^^.

tomorow got tons of hw to do. lit review (absolute must), lit art thingy ( i think thats a must too) and the rest of bio ilearning (done all the hard parts, jus need to find the webby and answer one ques about the stoopid guppies.

fubar....i dont even noe wad to write for lit. and i have 2 shat essays to write. TWO BLOODY FREEKING ESSAYS. WADS YUR PROBLEM ARUNNA. DIE! DIE DIE DIE!

well, chuntsen jus helped me put this bloggy together. i donno whos the girl (anime) in the background and the font is insanely small. well still i am grateful to dick ^^

tq dick ^^

well todae was half-dae. you must be thinking thats bloody cool, everything rox on half-daes. but the sad thing was i had service learning. so cheers. i went with tiong to eat at mos, took a bus back to sch (it was raining), and i donno how i killed my time. i jus kinda talked a lot with lip and alvin and got me dick smashed a few times. ^^ at the end we were like maniacs laughing our ass off at everything

service learning is sad. we had 6 mentors to a load of mentees and basically everyone died. that dam interact club wont give us enuff mentors on fri, so yar -_-

well todae since i spent so much on mos and thermometer, i decided to take sbs home. what a change. den me daddy picked me up from jelita bus stop
well although im sad that ive quit et, i realised that in the long run its still the better decision for me. im aiming to get 2 a1s or more for overall so i can get a cool com later on (dec...sad). so jus gonna indulge in wadever anime tiong lends me and wadever books i can get.

kw me thinks me lost cowboi bebop ;)

hi im daniel peck. welcome to my blog -_-