Friday, October 29, 2004

sis being a bitch at this point in time.

nuff said.

well tomorow for lit seminar i cant say it'll be damn entertaining but we really cleaned it up, we chopped out all the crap, and added in some stuff. i dont know whether its funny. who knows. alvin is gonna do the flour thing, so we'll get some laughs at least.

my perception of humour is very weird. i might genuinely laugh and laugh at the stupidest things but a lot of times, when everyone is roaring with laughter i just cant. to me, it might be amusing but it doesnt make me laugh. -_-

one example is no man's land, the war film. everyone was laughing every 10 seconds and roaring, and i dint even smile. its sth weird about me. like I think its funny but funny-not-for-laughing. i find candid actions the funniest. different perceptions, oh well.

perhaps thats why i find our parody totally unfunny. cept for flour part which is pretty outrageous. but i couldnt do a better job, so i wont complain. in fact my acting is such circumstances really sucks. if possible, i wouldnt even want a part. i cant follow a script.

to add insult to injury, the 3r ones are going to own us.

arunna was shortsighted, i dont think anyone can deny that.

now i have to find some bloody branches, coz i gotta act as a bloody tree tomorow.

i wonder wheres quanz. he hasnt been coming online. posie cant either coz his msn is down. wadver lar. haizzzzzzz. the twins talk for 1 min and then go and game -_-. naughty twinnies. -_-


Thursday, October 28, 2004

she is a bitch

dont ask who, its reference to a lot of ppl

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

hi all.

yeah we had a class party today, which was quite cool because we actually had barely enough chips, so good for me. pizza as usual 2 slices each. plus i got a slice of early b-day cake. whee! it sucked but i appreciated the thought. i had lots of chips (ruffles,). yeah so in the end it was pretty good and i felt quite nice and round.

and we did a class cleanup. it wasnt bad. quite nice to see the class working together. sloshing dirty water over the tables. alwyn breaking the window handle in an attempt to.....to.....clean it.

yeah subject reflect and review was ok. shaun yap played 'if i aint got u' by alicia keys to remind us that material things werent anything. a little cheesy, but nvm.

english was boring. and just really boring. kuang was bsing

chinese...she was teaching dan yuan ten -_-!!

so much for reflect and review.

yeah after school had the teacher-student session that most of the class had done already. did it with oei. yesh we raised some very touchy topics of muggers and lala lim. yes, lala lim. i was initially unwilling to venture into this area, because it would be hard to keep things polite, but anyway she was waiting for me to enter that area. -_- . yeah i think she can see my obvious hostility from my face when lalas around.

anyway, i made it clear to her that it has not been a good year with lala. the class is very deprived of freedom when shes around. she is too strict and self righteous and rigid. most of the class does not like her while the rest are neutral. and there is probably no way that things will get better. oei agreed. i appreciate her agreement in contrast to the weak attempt at neutrality shown by shaun yap to weiquan when asked about the issue earlier. yeah she was saying about showing the right 'lian she' to respond even if lala treats you badly. thats bs. thats a vicious cycle.

whether or not oei will do anything, i dont know. im not expecting anything from her. but at least theres one teacher that has made it clear that shes not happy with priscilla lim either.

yep. our lit play is screwed! we are finding it hard to adapt it to an outside audience. its either going to be so painful that they laugh, or they'll just stare and think we are kinda lame. i dont know, its been a long time since we exposed our culture to outside schools.

i will kill yao tomorow. he impaled a piece of lead into my ipod rubber casing and now its making it dirty. in fact, why not kill both twins. a ceremonial slaughter to commemerate the closing of the yr. then i will tickle posies neck until he rolls about.

then i shall have a ear-biting contest. whoever who can bite both of posies ears will get free lunch! :D posie is too cute man. this will be thorougly enjoyable.

wong siew hoon is leaving. so byebye moustache man. its been ok with him around. we mind our own business and he doesnt intrude. lets hope bob koh is like him. i dont want a principal breathing up our necks all the time.

tomorow is last day. tomorow ill go thru the class one by one.



Friday, October 22, 2004

heh yesterday was rafflesian idol.

ky won. yeah he got an ipod. he sang amazed very well i have to say. excellent.

yeah the next guy, mohammad nabil or sth liddat had a screwed up day. the guy voice is bloody sharp and piercing. if pulled off, it would be good. however, sadly he screwed up. now when poor little nabil screws up, he sounds like hes squealing or squeaking or both. he went off tune on second part of 'open arms' and boy oh boy, BLOODY CRAP. the guy sounds like hell, ouch. and he dint know he was singing like a soprano version of eechong. nuff said

well the guy who sang mandy was pretty good. and the guy who sang 'angel' was pretty good too cept he sounds absolutely like a female. its freeky to say the least. it gives you goosebumps.

derrick screwed up. yeah.

polo bolohs were damn funny. yeah they got first.

eechongs and yaps band. now i donno whether it was the sound system or sth, but something sounded damn weird when they played. eechongs voice was not fitted with teh music of sth. so it sounded pretty crappy for 'first date', 'accidentally in love' was better, spiced up by eechongs antics.

but anyway 'first date' and 'accidentally in love' are absolutely horrendous songs to choose >.<. first date is really a song for retards if you look at the lyrics, and accidentally in love is just not a nice song -_-, i thot she will be loved by maroon 5 would have fitted eechongs range better.

yeah wadever, h cube screwed up.

wang didnt screw up, we just didnt catch teh jokes i think.

yeah voted for all of the guys in the open category coz all of em had geppers. so yeah, it is true that friendship brings the core number of votes.

well for result verification semester 2.

2.76 for ct. bloody shit. it sucks. it really does. nabei it really sucks. sucksucksuck. f*ck. trip science in deep shit

3.32 for ca. decent lar considering i dont understand trip science. math, physics and chinese pulled it down. could have been a 3.4 or 3.5 i think if i had handed up hw early. lost marks from there.

yeah. inter thrashed valencia 5-1. im damn happy.

milan derby this weekend. hopefully inter can pull it off





Wednesday, October 20, 2004

ok yeah im pretty fucked for cts

my triple science is in dire shit. shit so bloody deep that i cant see my trip science -_-

bio----50%
physics---55%
chem----44%

i mean that has got to be the worst you can get for any cts, save for maybe yap or plk.
i really dont know. all these were second papers, so yeah all my second papers were pretty screwed because i couldnt concentrate.

ss----17/20 everyone got that. but 85% is good stuff
geog--- 28/50 WHY THE HELL DID I TAKE THIS BLOODY SUB WHEN HIST IS SO BLOODY EASY
english---22/30 im sore man, but nvm
math----38.5/60 65% hey its not bad la seriously, considering my math standard
chinese---80/120 pretty good actually

so here are my predicted gpa overall for the subs

eng---3.6 (4.0 is a remote possibility but it IS possible)
chinese----3.2
math-----3.2
physics----nabei like i know. 2.4?
bio----hmmm, thats a toughie. i say 2.8 hopefully
lit---3.6
chem----2.8
ss----4.0
geog----hopefully 3.2
philo (not counted)----3.6

yesh, so we see a big gap between all the subs. but one thing is for sure, my trip science is fucked!

so yeah wadever. its pretty shit. but i'll prolly work hard to bring it up next year. yeah.

you know i messed up lit. 16/25 is quite screwy. i knew i screwed it up but it really sank in when i got the script. arunna was screwing the cohort for not handing up work etc.etc. and you know i got back my film assignment. 15/25, and she started off the remarks with good job...blah blah blah should show how to remake a scene. i did show how to remake a scene. how the fuck is 15/25 a good job. i dont even know what the fuck she wants. and i dont know what it takes to get high marks for lit.

on the other hand. i used my erp as my crp as well. kuang gave me 18/20. arunna gave me 6/10. yeah i dont know.

you know for about 15 minutes as she ranted on, i kinda lost the passion for literature. donno just kinda lost it for a while. just thought there wasnt a fucking point in it anymore. yeah im better now, but i seem to have lost the line of standard somewhere, and i just cant find it. i just cant find it anymore. its sad, but i just feel so uninspired, as if i just cant do it and im really not hitting the top.

seriously who cares about having an exciting film module of modern movies. i was hit bad my this years one. got 28/50 for a-lit film module test. i cant see it the way she sees it, i cant see her crux of success that a lit student needs to grasp to get high marks.

yeah i have lost my way. i really have. im not a fucking good lit student. im just fucking screwed.

yeah wadever. im a little down. yeah so ...yeah.











Monday, October 18, 2004

yeah on saturday nite my family and I went to eat at teh famous jumbo seafood restaurant

yeah my parents know the owner, so we got a table in 1 min. i think the 10 or so families queing up were reasonably intrigued and annoyed. yeah then we got one whole round table to ourselves. thats 4 bloody people for one round table. no matter how fat my dad or mum or me are, there is no question that the table looked empty

heres the stuff we ate

1) fried baby squid DAMN NICE SIA
2) you tiao with fish MAMA MIA DAMN NICE SIA
3) chilli crab----now, i dont eat crab, but the sauce was bloody nice....however i got mouth irritation after a while from it, so i stopped.
4) deep fried mun tou (bun) HOLY MOLY MACCCCCAAROONNNNI! MAGNIFICENT!!!
5) kailan----i dont eat veg, so that sucked -.-
6) satay----not bad
7) yam and scallops----bloody nice but would be nicer if they had come earlier.

yeah i ate one bowl of rice as well which was pretty nice and had one cup of 7-up and about 2 and and 1/2 cups of cold water.

yeah so i was full and happy.


sunday nite was just as fulfilling. dad and mum had conference so they bought famous adam road nasi lemak for dinner. KNNB IT PWNS ! i had 2 boxes. its good stuff.

but todays dinner will be ginger chicken. that nabei maid gina know i dont like so she cook -_-

yeah, did i tell ya? the female dog sandy had sex with is Pregnant! thats good! coz we gonna get a puppy! and i shall usurp it and make it my bodyguard/servant/toy -.-

yes, i've been reading this bloody cool acclaimed comic my sis bought. its not your typical shitty paper comic stuff. its 30 bucks per comic and the guy is a chao famous writer. neil gaimon. its damn intriguing, its about the lord of dream, some really absorbing storyline. a little morbid too. its good stuff.

film appreciation today was ok. they got in some pro lit guy to teach us. it was reasonably interesting lar actually, but i fell asleep in the middle. >.<

gogo pecky





Saturday, October 16, 2004

yeah, its funny to read this, but et is getting sian >.<

after 2 days -_-

maybe its because im getting back the old feeling of being pwned even though you shoot well. and basically every map has too much field ops crap, gold rush and railgun are always a confirm rape of axis. seawall batt is mortar map and nothing else.

maybe its because i played too much on the first day of hols. 11 hours in total. believe me when i say it can mess up your head.

i dont know, but i am also getting the same feeling as i did last year hols. every day brings new desires in et.

but i tell you, the infrequency of my old pals like kw, tiong, chuntsen, adrian, beta etc. are hard to take. friends make it a hell lot more fun.

well i dont know what i am going to do these hols. i think ill read more, brush up my lit. if there is one sub that i put pride in, its lit. the teacher sucks. but this is the sub where anything happens. its not a daniao/gargoi/wenhao domination, but its quite open.

yeah i screwed up lit this year. i am not going to repeat the same screw-up next year.

i also know that next year im going to get my assignments good. my ca is more important than my exams. no more shitty marks from kuang coz of late work. of course it is in my lazy/prideful nature to hand in quality work in my interested subs, late or not. kuang, as usual has been minusing like crazy.

i really have no plans for the hols. really ill take it one day at a time. like try not to eat so much, or try to do one pullup >.<, or maybe try and pass 2.4 next year.

yeah but if one thing is for sure, im going to sleep more. alot alot alot of sleep. this year was worst than last year. last year 2 am was pretty damn late for me. this year its quite norm, i got a mountain of sleep debt to clear.

yesh, i think im going to eat seafood tonight. nice jumbo seafood restaurant.

then somewhere in the hols my family is going to thailand for a while.
then ill do sats for my personal record or just to gauge myself.
yeah, or maybe ill get a cca.

speaking of cca, mustafa promised us 4 attendence points ^^. thats after zhenghong talked to him about quitting. i donno what happened lar, but surely it would be weird if like 10 badminton ppl float around with no cca, while a top 5 prefect chooses to quit. i dont wanna think about it. hamid khan can kiss petes or sandys ass for all i care.

so yeah good for me. no more lala, no more badminton, yeah my lifes pretty empty.

or maybe ill try and get in touch with god. yeah? i know that theres something in being a christian. not as extreme as william but hey it gives you fulfilment.

yeah and maybe god can bless my results >.<










Wednesday, October 13, 2004

hey guys for me its almost over yar?

still got lit tomorow. but its non-studying, just poems.

of course there is another reason why nobody gives a shit. because its an almost guarantee that lit is gonna be moderated -_- . yeah ask arunna why. and ask the 3R ppl like kangwei and tiong who get 12/25 consistently ^^

anyway, for cts i am quite screwed.

ss---good
eng---pass
physics---pass
bio---screwed big time
chem---pass hopefully
geog---everybody screwed
math---will pass lar
lit---pass definitely
chinese----really not too bad.

when i mean pass i mean anything between 50-69
yes i fucked up the cts.

yes and there is the remotest of remotest possibilities that i might have failed all 3 sciences, and if that happens i am in fucking shit.

bio is a guarantee fail

i am such a bloody slow thinker/writer that im just not good under the circumstances of an exam. yes i suck at exams, unless im good at the sub. like ss? and thassit -_-

today shall be a day of flaming.

yeah fuck kuang. seriously. fuck her. fuck her. fuck.

what the fuck did she do to my fucking english portfolio that i was supposed to ace. 22/30 totally sucks.

i know i handed up late, but she didnt show me some dignity by marking everything. fuck her you know. i spent at least 5 hrs on one of the fucking short stories 'the destructors' by Graham Greene and she didnt even mark it. fuck instead she marked a shitty reflection i did 'the canterville ghost' by oscar wilde which i spent like 10 minutes bullshitting about.

yeah fuck you kuang. you are full of shit.

is that reflection that she put on the marks page? i got 6 for that. becauses 6 was the max for late people. i would rather she gave me out of 10 b4 minusing. because you can ask my sister. i spent a fuckalot of time on this bloody portfolio. and i am not happy with kuang fucking up my spent time.

yes im sore about it. that woman is bitch. i feel wronged. effort is not appreciated. absolutely not. neither is quality. that woman only likes early work and thassit.

and who the hell knew anything about documentation -_-

boon huat on the other hand minused off 3 from my plane report. 2 for being late, and 1 for wrong font. i got 10/15. that means i got 13/15, which is pretty good.

but thats different. because i respect boonhuat even though he cant teach. that guy really challenges. and i respect his unexpectedly good rapport with students. and the guy actually gave me the true mark. at least that wasnt too bad ^^. the font thing was my fault. it happened b4 and it happened again.

i just dont want to see kuang anymore. her bloody philosophical reasoning doesnt appeal to me.

anyway. sis dint allow me to play too much com. just 2 hrs. then she wanted me to sleep so i sleep lor. 5 hrs -_-
then ate macs. which was nice. watched cheesy xi ling men 2


haizz. you know at the end of the year, my relationships with the teachers have degenerated or really improved.

oei: yeah its not bad with oei. she respects me and i give her a little respect too.

boonhuat: yeah seriously me and quanz have a good relationship with boonhuat. the guy is nice lar, and sadistic.

arunna: degenerated coz i dint do anthology and i laughed about it in her face :D it was funny to see her blow up ^^ . b4 that was pretty good

lala: she dont give shit about me and vice versa

chia woman: nothing much. but i sleep in class most of the time. so nothing much to see or notice lor. but score high for ss!

court: he doesnt know my name. nuff said

neo: i really respect her for her remedials and all. i mean that woman looks like shes going to collapse into a pile of bone anytime. cool analogies. think she likes ppl like me and quanz and posef.

kuang: she respects me coz of my oral and maybe assignments. but i dont listen in class. quite blatant and obvious. stoning and watching the clock with shaun liu.

kuang philo: stone. nuff said

geog: nothing much in there. i suck at geog

well if theres anything else to blog about, ill blog about it later




















Saturday, October 09, 2004

yeah seriously. it would be nice to see the bitching stop.

yeah, i think everybody knows, the bernard thing.

its cts, everyone needs to mug, so how bout taking it off the air for a while. everybody wants to throw in their 2 cents worth, in the end you are basically making the whole thing bigger and bigger. just not at this time.

yeah, so neither 3m nor beta want to budge in their views. obviously nothing will change.

yeah, i dont know what to say about it. so dont ask me. im mixed in my views. so many allegations of which no one knows what is true.

yeah. its kinda screwed up.

gogo pecky.







Friday, October 08, 2004

first day of ct was actually decent. hopefully i can get a1 for ss. english is in doubt. i think the gep lacks experience in writing to straits times forum. i think posef was one of the few published to write a long one. so yeah, im banking on posef a1 :D

yeah my english one i did the olympics crap -_- dont ask about it, it was quite shitty

ss was a little better lar. at least i know i have the same conclusion as wally. that cant be bad ^^

honestly speaking, im pretty damn good in ss when you give me time to think, but i really suck at tests :/

wally on the other hand, is god-like in every aspect of ss -_- 88 wtf. so i was happy to get the same conclusion as him ^^.

oh course, nothing is certain. there are certain tests which you take and you know you are going to ace, but i feel more uneasy than anything for todays papers.

but thank god anyway for the help. yeah!

anyway. today was tiring. had the tests, then went for a-lit with black blob arunna, and she did last minute crapping about sonnets. i was devastated for test. 17.5/25. bloody hell so damn low. -_- its damn irritating. anyway. me sarge dom and weisong did cheet a little in the quiz. i mean who didnt -_-

question: which actor was know as the man with a thousand faces?
sarge: ho sheng

rofl

in the 1930s, what was technicolour used for
dom: colour and technology

rofl

after a-lit had geog mind-map drawing with masayu, then dropped in for shaun yaps math remedial. yeah very tiring, but the math one was quite worth it.

yeah thank god tuition teacher didnt come today. slept from 5-8. refreshed. my hair looks cool and spiky :D

shaun lius laid back attitude is what makes me admire him. he doesnt give a shit for marks, and i dont know what he gives a shit about (maybe moor). but its so hard to look at him. its like he cares more for the braces protruding in his mouth than exams. you have my \pei fu/ liu.

yeah trying hard to keep away from the com. had a bust-up yesterday with my sis over the play of 30 min of com. yeah i guess i should be putting exams first. but its just so hardd. damn. its hard since you havent been putting down the lines of your limits for about the past one and three quarts years. and when you are so stressed you just want to play.

but hey, its just a few more days of eternity yeah? it'll be over b4 i know it. I made the resolve that the day after the end of my cts, im not gonna worry anymore. its painful if you know how i lament my ass off. ask ppl like kwt last year.

anyway yeah, maybe blog later.

'Negro de mierda' (that black shit) ---what spains coach called henry

you can guess who i am talking about

its not payson,
its not arunn,
ITS ARUNNA WHEEEEEE!

gogo peck!



Tuesday, October 05, 2004

oh well, apparently nothing happened to lala.

so the hype didnt live up to expectation, but i guess thats a good thing after all.

well i wasnt in school on monday...so i wouldnt know. dint sleep the whole nite, felt sick in the morn, yeah wadever, the usual. so i slept from 7 to 1230. good sleep.

but wtf my ama was so worried that she walked up the stairs to see me. wtf x 10000. that woman has not climbed stairs, in say...1 and 1/2 years? something must be driving her dude. so she came up, went into the room started shouting at me.

then i went down for lunch, and she shouted at me, for various matters.

-i should not be drinking cold water
-i shd wear a shirt (i dont at home, horrors ^^)
-I should not be eating egg
-I should give her my exam schedule so she and her prayer group can pray for me
-i should go up and rest
-i should drink barley water
-I should eat orange
-I should not bathe (horrors again)

good gracious, it was hectic sia. she even wanted to call her other grandson (my cousin) whos a grown-up doc to come and see me. i was seriously petrified by that thought. -_-

yeah the maids laughed their asses off -_-

you know the last episode of 7 pm chinese serial 'ode to life' was quite lame. lots of death and prison and crazy ppl. yeah the bad son was at the edge of the building. then this boy and his bicycle ran over a carton and made a loud noise. the bad son lost his balance and fell to his death

-_-

that is retarded. thats ridiculously anti-climatic. i was laughing alot.

well xi ling men II started today. i decided i wont be watching, because its a lame predictable show. and it insults my intelligence.

well today wasnt too good. dint hand up anthology (unfinished) which prolly means 0. that sucks. my fault. yeah but to add insult to injury we had a lit film test i had NO IDEA about. advanced module. yeah whats new anyway. i only study for lit on the day itself ^^. thank god, its not counted in gpa. arunna was so enthusiastic and me sarge and bong were just exchanging smiles that mean "I am very screwed, and i know you are too"

yeah my parents came home at 2 am this morn. brought back nice food. usa popcorn pwns. theres caramel and nice nuts. delicious! then they bought tons of chocolate. but 90% was peanut -_-. at least there are hersheys.

yeah but i also got a new shirt and berms (quiksilver) that actually fit me! woot. exciting! and a cool quiksilver wallet. so im a cool quiksilver dude now ! ^^ (cept for the figure).

yay, and i got my ipod today. like my mum fetched me back from school (on leave) and i went into my room and saw the magical box on my table. IPOD! HELL YEAH! its beautiful and sleek and it pwns.

but the weird thing is -_- my com got reformatted so i dont have any songs :/

so yeah. an ipod with no songs. anyone want to listen to silence -_-
wadever looks cool anyway. yes i feel fortunate.

new shirt, berms, wallet (no more ellen kan vandalism!), ipod. and soon im gonna get new phone! coz the old one sucks ^^. i do feel fortunate :D

thank god for such a coolio mum and dadddy and sis and ama (-_-!!)

yes, exams coming soon. late nite studying! must study for dan yuan ba ce yan tomorow! go go pecky!

et.....yeah, i play et.....dont laugh.....i play et......
after exam, im going diehard again....till maybe hl 2 ?








Friday, October 01, 2004

lala destruction: special report

well, alwyns mums post got in to st forums. spectacular i have to say.

its like obliteration

and i dont know if lala is gonna get out of this mess.

they'll prolly find out somehow, and shes going to get flamed. and she will be burnt, very badly. and i know that if that happens, shes either going to get fired, or shes going to get out barely alive.

i mean there is an obvious link to ri. top independent boys school with philo.

siew hoon must be rubbing his moustache very hard....or pulling it out in frustration. if there are follow-ups i think ri is going to be severely bashed...yeah?

she had it coming, i think everybody knows that. whether it was now or sometime later, she did. my sis spoke to one of her friends. a few years back someone did a similar complaint in the straits times about her. apparently she cried.

i wouldnt know what to do if she cried in front of me. i think i would stone or sth.

theres this air of ambivalence surrounding my thoughts. i mean, shes 101% bitch and all, and she deserves it. but making it public (esp third finger incident) is a hard blow. shes pregnant. yeah. its like a nuclear bomb. she wont know what hit her.

well someone had to do the messy grimy stuff and alwyns mum did it.

i couldnt, im weak. maybe on a school level. but i couldnt screw someone up so bad on a national level.

anyway, whats done's been done. Ill slip into the seat of the spectator.

and watch her fall.

how hard will she fall? thats up to siew hoon




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