Friday, February 25, 2005
well today me and liben sacrificed our precious friday afternoons to do another orchard poll for our re. it went far smoother, and me and liben did quite a bit.
but it was totally marred by one incident. i will never forget this incident, and it still lingers very subtlely in my mind.
well this woman and her woman friend were walking. then i asked them the usual. well you know im expecting a rejection. well she went a little crazy. she screamed
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
well i, umm and erred away because the look on her face was freaky.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!
well she was visibly infuriated and incensed by us, and she threw her handbag on the ground while screaming.
well she was obviously quite little bit wrong in her mind, but you have no idea how loud she was. people from 100m away were looking to see the commotion. i was really really freaked out, as was liben. we were relatively distraught, like donno what to do. its just a mixture of embarrassment and frustration and helplessness.
on hindsight, im still quite startled, but quite pleased that me and liben didnt take it too much to heart. but still we were quite freaked out.
anyway weiling is turning into a monster, every lesson tell people to go normal chinese, every day curse people, every day read out people's marks, every now and then call parents and command lau mei choo teh boring minion bio teacher. quite discouraging and all. at the moment kangwei and beta are planning on dropping coz of her. i mean kw is understandable, but beta? bullshit man. betas standard isnt that bad. always think about the future. its damn troublesome to take normal chinese. im glad dick has different ideas.
but it was totally marred by one incident. i will never forget this incident, and it still lingers very subtlely in my mind.
well this woman and her woman friend were walking. then i asked them the usual. well you know im expecting a rejection. well she went a little crazy. she screamed
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
well i, umm and erred away because the look on her face was freaky.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!
well she was visibly infuriated and incensed by us, and she threw her handbag on the ground while screaming.
well she was obviously quite little bit wrong in her mind, but you have no idea how loud she was. people from 100m away were looking to see the commotion. i was really really freaked out, as was liben. we were relatively distraught, like donno what to do. its just a mixture of embarrassment and frustration and helplessness.
on hindsight, im still quite startled, but quite pleased that me and liben didnt take it too much to heart. but still we were quite freaked out.
anyway weiling is turning into a monster, every lesson tell people to go normal chinese, every day curse people, every day read out people's marks, every now and then call parents and command lau mei choo teh boring minion bio teacher. quite discouraging and all. at the moment kangwei and beta are planning on dropping coz of her. i mean kw is understandable, but beta? bullshit man. betas standard isnt that bad. always think about the future. its damn troublesome to take normal chinese. im glad dick has different ideas.
Monday, February 21, 2005
hey all!
well our re so far is pwnzor. jee nee is damn impressed with our work and we are rumbling on like a leet steamroller. but its hard. its like now we need to do lit review and define 'beautiful' for like the 20th time. its kinda irritating.
anyway we did a poll in orchard on sunday. we were definitely expecting more optimistic results. in 2 and a half nb hours we got ONE HUNDRED RESPONSES. WTF.
interesting happenings at orchard while we did the poll
-some 5 year old boy was busking by playing the drums. now we are 10 m away from him. if that puny little ninny can attract one hundred people in 3 min. why issit those pockernadens arrogantly evade us in 2 and a half hours! even then some of them showed incredible tactics and flanking skills.
-saw my maid in her off day at orchard. utterly degrading when she saw me.
interesting answers to our questions
primary question: hi mam/sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
secondary question: and why would you say that.
_______________________________________________________________
peck: hi mam
woman: NO!!!!
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peck: hi mam, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
trio of bimbos: 1) my house!
2) my house!
3) earth!
of which they all giggled uncontrollably in piercing high pitches. AHHAhahhHAHAHhahHHAHAHah! before walking off with an ostentatious air around them.
not even a beetch! mongrels! bimbotic answers only showcase their immaturity and blankness.
well you know seriously speaking. bimbo fever has infested majority of singaporean girls. most of them deliberate for 30 seconds, before telling me with a spastic smile or in solemn stupidity "i really dont know" -_-
of course im not saying that singaporean boys are any better. the sad sods are also giving me bimbotic answers.
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peck: hi sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
boy in a group: TPMC church
peck: okay....and why would you say that? (expectantly)
boy: because god is in it.
giggle giggle grin grin smile smile
haha so funny. illogical again. liddle pocker.
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hi mam/sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
typical reply: sorry ah, i got appointment to go to. (its lunchtime)
hi mam/sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
typical reply: sorry ah, now is my lunch break.
wowwwww!
awesome dudes.
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anyway today was CEC council day. boring again. tomorow is geog test.
well our re so far is pwnzor. jee nee is damn impressed with our work and we are rumbling on like a leet steamroller. but its hard. its like now we need to do lit review and define 'beautiful' for like the 20th time. its kinda irritating.
anyway we did a poll in orchard on sunday. we were definitely expecting more optimistic results. in 2 and a half nb hours we got ONE HUNDRED RESPONSES. WTF.
interesting happenings at orchard while we did the poll
-some 5 year old boy was busking by playing the drums. now we are 10 m away from him. if that puny little ninny can attract one hundred people in 3 min. why issit those pockernadens arrogantly evade us in 2 and a half hours! even then some of them showed incredible tactics and flanking skills.
-saw my maid in her off day at orchard. utterly degrading when she saw me.
interesting answers to our questions
primary question: hi mam/sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
secondary question: and why would you say that.
_______________________________________________________________
peck: hi mam
woman: NO!!!!
________________________________________________________________
peck: hi mam, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
trio of bimbos: 1) my house!
2) my house!
3) earth!
of which they all giggled uncontrollably in piercing high pitches. AHHAhahhHAHAHhahHHAHAHah! before walking off with an ostentatious air around them.
not even a beetch! mongrels! bimbotic answers only showcase their immaturity and blankness.
well you know seriously speaking. bimbo fever has infested majority of singaporean girls. most of them deliberate for 30 seconds, before telling me with a spastic smile or in solemn stupidity "i really dont know" -_-
of course im not saying that singaporean boys are any better. the sad sods are also giving me bimbotic answers.
_________________________________________________________________
peck: hi sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
boy in a group: TPMC church
peck: okay....and why would you say that? (expectantly)
boy: because god is in it.
giggle giggle grin grin smile smile
haha so funny. illogical again. liddle pocker.
_________________________________________________________________
hi mam/sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
typical reply: sorry ah, i got appointment to go to. (its lunchtime)
hi mam/sir, can i ask you a simple ques. what do you think is the most beautiful place in singapore?
typical reply: sorry ah, now is my lunch break.
wowwwww!
awesome dudes.
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anyway today was CEC council day. boring again. tomorow is geog test.
Saturday, February 19, 2005
hey guys. havent blogged in a long time.
anyway track and field heats started. i, as the patriotic moorian took part in teh discus! well i didnt qualify -_-. bah. the qualifying distance was reasonably far and basically i cant throw the discus. oh well. my one point for the house. couldnt do javelin coz i was packing oranges and had alit. i doubt i can do shot put either on tues because ive a-lit again.
well you know, i have bloged about the sec ones. they were uber-enthusiastic on house day. and i thought they were simpletons who loved and revelled in moor house. BUT NO! WE WERE FOOOLED! those cunning bastards dont take part in track and field at all. and those sad sods who actually do (kudos to them, commendable but in vain) are teh fatsos who get last! its tragic. and like you see the sec 4 comm spamming their asses off in events la. and i cant help thinking those sec 1s were just like us in sec 1s. unmotivated.
Anyway saw the HCJC dramafeste. awesome stuff dudes. esp the last play. brilliant script and everything. according to my sis it swept every award.
anyway. yesterday was chinese lunar new yr dinner. quite memorable. but i was really tired after that. like in the evening me and payson had to go and fetch the old folk from SAGE home and apparently we got there at 5.15. but never did we know that some half-witted deficient organiser had asked the bus to come at 5.45. to make things worst, those poor old sods had been told to get ready by 5 so there they were in anticipation with their colourful purple outfits in unison, makeup and all. to cap things off, it was raining like hell. such things make for a melancholy atmostphere for payson and me. -_-
anyway we wished em ALL xin nian kuai le and then they just went back to their convos. me and payson talked cock for half an hour.
anyway the dinner was quite good. i didnt eat anything, neither did nivek. those old folks really got their digestive system overloaded. sharks fin! wow. even though it looked reasonably thin thats expensive stuff man. nivek could only speak cantonese which none of the old folk understood -_-. one spoke english. that dude cant stop talking. about his jobs (more than 20, including nurse, teacher, tutor, secretary etc.) , while the rest of em just stone and eat more. its really hard to communicate when i dont understand them and they dont understand and dont give a shit about me. and 2 poor ladies in wheelchairs just daoed me.
anyway the perfomances were alrite. benson was a blast as cai shen ye. but after that geenee made us clear up and prepare for cec investiture. wtf she wanted us to tape the bottom of the legs of the chairs on level 2. it supposedly made it quieter. bullshit man they make the same sound. by that time i was having gastric.
so me dad brought me to bk, and i bought some good food home. yay!
my math and physics is pwned. i totally suck. im fucked for math test. totally.
anyway track and field heats started. i, as the patriotic moorian took part in teh discus! well i didnt qualify -_-. bah. the qualifying distance was reasonably far and basically i cant throw the discus. oh well. my one point for the house. couldnt do javelin coz i was packing oranges and had alit. i doubt i can do shot put either on tues because ive a-lit again.
well you know, i have bloged about the sec ones. they were uber-enthusiastic on house day. and i thought they were simpletons who loved and revelled in moor house. BUT NO! WE WERE FOOOLED! those cunning bastards dont take part in track and field at all. and those sad sods who actually do (kudos to them, commendable but in vain) are teh fatsos who get last! its tragic. and like you see the sec 4 comm spamming their asses off in events la. and i cant help thinking those sec 1s were just like us in sec 1s. unmotivated.
Anyway saw the HCJC dramafeste. awesome stuff dudes. esp the last play. brilliant script and everything. according to my sis it swept every award.
anyway. yesterday was chinese lunar new yr dinner. quite memorable. but i was really tired after that. like in the evening me and payson had to go and fetch the old folk from SAGE home and apparently we got there at 5.15. but never did we know that some half-witted deficient organiser had asked the bus to come at 5.45. to make things worst, those poor old sods had been told to get ready by 5 so there they were in anticipation with their colourful purple outfits in unison, makeup and all. to cap things off, it was raining like hell. such things make for a melancholy atmostphere for payson and me. -_-
anyway we wished em ALL xin nian kuai le and then they just went back to their convos. me and payson talked cock for half an hour.
anyway the dinner was quite good. i didnt eat anything, neither did nivek. those old folks really got their digestive system overloaded. sharks fin! wow. even though it looked reasonably thin thats expensive stuff man. nivek could only speak cantonese which none of the old folk understood -_-. one spoke english. that dude cant stop talking. about his jobs (more than 20, including nurse, teacher, tutor, secretary etc.) , while the rest of em just stone and eat more. its really hard to communicate when i dont understand them and they dont understand and dont give a shit about me. and 2 poor ladies in wheelchairs just daoed me.
anyway the perfomances were alrite. benson was a blast as cai shen ye. but after that geenee made us clear up and prepare for cec investiture. wtf she wanted us to tape the bottom of the legs of the chairs on level 2. it supposedly made it quieter. bullshit man they make the same sound. by that time i was having gastric.
so me dad brought me to bk, and i bought some good food home. yay!
my math and physics is pwned. i totally suck. im fucked for math test. totally.
Monday, February 14, 2005
hey all.
you know, chinese new year was a real blast. i felt really relaxed and quite happy. but you know when everything just suddenly comes to an end and everyone leaves, im kinda left with a really weird kind of void. its like im still expectant of a semblance of chinese new year week but i have to keep reminding myself that its not. bah. now that you think back on the whole week, it seems like just an ephemeral moment of joy. its so fleeting and short.
anyway it was quite a sharp drop down to earth the day my relatives left (sunday). started piahing like crazy. slept at 4 doing physics report (actually quanz ended up doing most of it ^^). today was quite alrite. had double chinese at first. thank god she didnt go thru anything because me and yao slept for at least half the lesson. math was lame. i dont understand anything at all. lala was screwing ppl supposedly doing duty, poor posef was one of them so he died again and has to do duty for rest of the week.
re was alrite. gee nee let us go to stb library in orchard. got some info ate macs then went home. ah yar. just finished my ying yong wen.
oh yar. wormynated is flaming me in seal forum. he says i cheated in et, and then he has pb log to prove it. he labelled me ex-cheater, implying that i used to cheat. but even as i think back i cannot think of even one instance where i cheated. -_-
bah. but the real question is wtf is wormynated doing in seal private forums.
you know, chinese new year was a real blast. i felt really relaxed and quite happy. but you know when everything just suddenly comes to an end and everyone leaves, im kinda left with a really weird kind of void. its like im still expectant of a semblance of chinese new year week but i have to keep reminding myself that its not. bah. now that you think back on the whole week, it seems like just an ephemeral moment of joy. its so fleeting and short.
anyway it was quite a sharp drop down to earth the day my relatives left (sunday). started piahing like crazy. slept at 4 doing physics report (actually quanz ended up doing most of it ^^). today was quite alrite. had double chinese at first. thank god she didnt go thru anything because me and yao slept for at least half the lesson. math was lame. i dont understand anything at all. lala was screwing ppl supposedly doing duty, poor posef was one of them so he died again and has to do duty for rest of the week.
re was alrite. gee nee let us go to stb library in orchard. got some info ate macs then went home. ah yar. just finished my ying yong wen.
oh yar. wormynated is flaming me in seal forum. he says i cheated in et, and then he has pb log to prove it. he labelled me ex-cheater, implying that i used to cheat. but even as i think back i cannot think of even one instance where i cheated. -_-
bah. but the real question is wtf is wormynated doing in seal private forums.
Friday, February 11, 2005
yeah hi guys. happy chinese new year!
well im not happy because im celebrating a whole damn new year, but instead im happy because i get monies and food! hmm, chinese new year doesnt really mean anything does it ^^
well, my relatives from malaysia are here, and suddenly the floodgates to my parents wallets have mysteriously opened. woooooooohoooooooooo! suddenly we eat gosu food at like 4 seasons hotel, sheraton hotel, crystal jade, and my auntys shen cooking! then suddenly my dad buys 10 conettos OMG! GOOOOOOOOOOSSSSUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
PLUS CHINESE NEW YEAR GOOOOODIDIIIIIEESSSSS! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
oh well the food has been awesome. i daresay we will be going to swensons soon, pluS JUMBOO SEAFOOD TONIGHT. AWESAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMEEEEE! OMGOMG JAMBO!!!!! JUMBO!!!!!! AWESOEMEEE! I LOVVVVEEE JAMBOEEE!
oh yar the reunion dinner was quite delicious too. home steamboat. got the whole family there. awesomeeee! abalone, shabushabu beef (for frying and steaming) , straw mushrooms, quails eggs, some famous fishballs, prawns, eggs, scallops. AWESOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMEEE!
and its nice to have the whole family there. my cousin was sending photos back to usa where her husband was working, and she brought her newborn baby thats damn cute.
oh yes. we have been gambling as a family every night. like my uncle is dealer and we play blackjack. yeah the past 2 days hes been sapping us dry of all our damn money. pool is a little more interesting. you get a pool of 10 bucks, then winner take all style. with 3 cards, you must aim to get an 8, 9 or 10. 10 is the best lar. so e.g. 28 (means you score 8), 19 (you score 9), 30 (you socre 10!). yeah!
oh well, my pesky cousins havent been so irritating. my younger one is hooked onto et. which is great. wahahahaha.
well im not happy because im celebrating a whole damn new year, but instead im happy because i get monies and food! hmm, chinese new year doesnt really mean anything does it ^^
well, my relatives from malaysia are here, and suddenly the floodgates to my parents wallets have mysteriously opened. woooooooohoooooooooo! suddenly we eat gosu food at like 4 seasons hotel, sheraton hotel, crystal jade, and my auntys shen cooking! then suddenly my dad buys 10 conettos OMG! GOOOOOOOOOOSSSSUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
PLUS CHINESE NEW YEAR GOOOOODIDIIIIIEESSSSS! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
oh well the food has been awesome. i daresay we will be going to swensons soon, pluS JUMBOO SEAFOOD TONIGHT. AWESAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMEEEEE! OMGOMG JAMBO!!!!! JUMBO!!!!!! AWESOEMEEE! I LOVVVVEEE JAMBOEEE!
oh yar the reunion dinner was quite delicious too. home steamboat. got the whole family there. awesomeeee! abalone, shabushabu beef (for frying and steaming) , straw mushrooms, quails eggs, some famous fishballs, prawns, eggs, scallops. AWESOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMEEE!
and its nice to have the whole family there. my cousin was sending photos back to usa where her husband was working, and she brought her newborn baby thats damn cute.
oh yes. we have been gambling as a family every night. like my uncle is dealer and we play blackjack. yeah the past 2 days hes been sapping us dry of all our damn money. pool is a little more interesting. you get a pool of 10 bucks, then winner take all style. with 3 cards, you must aim to get an 8, 9 or 10. 10 is the best lar. so e.g. 28 (means you score 8), 19 (you score 9), 30 (you socre 10!). yeah!
oh well, my pesky cousins havent been so irritating. my younger one is hooked onto et. which is great. wahahahaha.
Friday, February 04, 2005
hotel rwanda was pretty awesome. the atmosphere of horror is quite palpable. plus i added don cheadle to my best male performances list!
best performances list
don cheadle--hotel rwanda
mel gibson---the patriot
liam neeson---schindlers list
marlon brando---the godfather
sean austin---lotr trilogy
tom hanks---forest gump
tom hanks---philidelphia
ah yar shd have tons more, too lazy to think of them.
anyway, mrs lim gee nee very very sportingly treated the class to drinks and popcorn. it was a very pleasant surprise actually. i know shes a nice teacher, but i didnt think she was THAT nice! awesome geenee. obviously when kindness is shown to me i appreciate it. gee nee has skyrocketed above teh rest on my 'nice teachers' list.
in stark contrast, our beloved g8 leader carried out a public chastisting today. poor innocent unknowing posef and yao were just talking when our g8 leader marched over with gusto, astro trembling, teh air stood still, anticipating the g8 cyclone of bullshit.
"STANDING BACK AND TALKING DOES NOT HELP. SO SHAAAT AAAAP!!!!!!
woooh. scary. oooh. ahhh. oooh.
tennis was lame today. i realise sth. all pe teachers are simply jacks of all trade. they know a bit of everything. a bit doesnt go a long way. one example is tennis. our teacher mr lee is teaching everything wrong. he says racquet face flat and then when he demonstrates it its completely open. anyway today i banged my bloody head on the metal door (bet tennis court and basketball court). was picking up the ball and unknowingly clanged my bloody freaking head on the handle thingy. wtf damn damn damn damn painful. i dont remember the last time i got a freaking balooku. its huge.
anyway went for the moor houseday thing. sec 1s are uber enthu. wow. really overpowering. screaming, doing the mama sign, cheering. wow dont remember our batch being like that. i guess thats the diff between having a house as the reigning champs and the reigning last. after that watched some ri vs pioneer sec rugby.
best performances list
don cheadle--hotel rwanda
mel gibson---the patriot
liam neeson---schindlers list
marlon brando---the godfather
sean austin---lotr trilogy
tom hanks---forest gump
tom hanks---philidelphia
ah yar shd have tons more, too lazy to think of them.
anyway, mrs lim gee nee very very sportingly treated the class to drinks and popcorn. it was a very pleasant surprise actually. i know shes a nice teacher, but i didnt think she was THAT nice! awesome geenee. obviously when kindness is shown to me i appreciate it. gee nee has skyrocketed above teh rest on my 'nice teachers' list.
in stark contrast, our beloved g8 leader carried out a public chastisting today. poor innocent unknowing posef and yao were just talking when our g8 leader marched over with gusto, astro trembling, teh air stood still, anticipating the g8 cyclone of bullshit.
"STANDING BACK AND TALKING DOES NOT HELP. SO SHAAAT AAAAP!!!!!!
woooh. scary. oooh. ahhh. oooh.
tennis was lame today. i realise sth. all pe teachers are simply jacks of all trade. they know a bit of everything. a bit doesnt go a long way. one example is tennis. our teacher mr lee is teaching everything wrong. he says racquet face flat and then when he demonstrates it its completely open. anyway today i banged my bloody head on the metal door (bet tennis court and basketball court). was picking up the ball and unknowingly clanged my bloody freaking head on the handle thingy. wtf damn damn damn damn painful. i dont remember the last time i got a freaking balooku. its huge.
anyway went for the moor houseday thing. sec 1s are uber enthu. wow. really overpowering. screaming, doing the mama sign, cheering. wow dont remember our batch being like that. i guess thats the diff between having a house as the reigning champs and the reigning last. after that watched some ri vs pioneer sec rugby.
if your lucks gone away just like mine
you feel like crying
sing along maybe once
maybe twice lets try it together
sum sweet day no one knows you'll return and you'll be happy
shouting sweet in a song
listen to your heart it is singing
my heart goes shalalala shalala in the morning
shalalala shalala in the sunshine
shalalala shalala in the evening
shalalala shalala just for you!
wow...just for me?
nothanks biyatch! ^^
Thursday, February 03, 2005
hey all. no cycling today. reeling from the aftershock of the squats we did on wed during pe. cant even walk properly now, much less go up and down stairs. its really weird how your after-pe-body falls into the abyss of doom when you sleep. -_- was alright at 1am. woke up and died. -_-
sad.
anyway read posefs blog. something about not being vulgar and call being screwed by lala as being 'lalaed'. sad to say i like to stick with the conventional cursing. like simply labelling her as a bitch.
oh well, today she screwd me for not cutting my hair. well honestly speaking, i was busy on mon, tues and wed. bah. _|_ . and concurrently she scolded posef as well. then in the start to the math lesson she suddenly told lawrence and jiahui to go around and check for all the ppl with low socks.
totally uncalled for. i mean dont bitch around with this kind of stuff. its what totally makes her detestable. not only that, its in these moments that you see just how unreasonable she is. she just asserts her skewed views and asks rhetorical questions which she then answers. i mean... just get on with the damn lesson.
i dont even know wtf it had to do with anything. baby or not, the woman is a monster! MONSTER!!!! even wally was not happy! bah.
looking on teh brighter side of life, i finally know what north koreans feel like under teh kim jong dude.
when lala comes in, the downfall of pecky starts. didnt know how to do quiz.....got 13/20 for portfolio.
its these daily experiences that make me appreciate the nice teachers more. like tang swee noi, shaun yap, cai. but actually its also these experiences that let me see how low people can get, how manipulative and abusive of their power they can get. it also lets me see the ultimatum that we have, whether we want to wreck her and make her lose her job by complaining or accept her condescending comments. i dont know if i was wrong in condemning the article alwyns mum wrote last year. it troubles me to know that when it really comes down to the real thing, i cant bear to see people getting ruined by such means. i guess its weakness. its my weakness. and i am ambivalent about taking apart the person that makes your life hellish. i dont believe in an eye for an eye. neither do i enjoy this really repulsive experience. but i also think that its not plausible that a balance can be struck anywhere. oh well, this kind of vile stagnation can only lead to my own suffering, and that of my poor classmates.
HOTEL RAWANDA TOMOROW!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sad.
anyway read posefs blog. something about not being vulgar and call being screwed by lala as being 'lalaed'. sad to say i like to stick with the conventional cursing. like simply labelling her as a bitch.
oh well, today she screwd me for not cutting my hair. well honestly speaking, i was busy on mon, tues and wed. bah. _|_ . and concurrently she scolded posef as well. then in the start to the math lesson she suddenly told lawrence and jiahui to go around and check for all the ppl with low socks.
totally uncalled for. i mean dont bitch around with this kind of stuff. its what totally makes her detestable. not only that, its in these moments that you see just how unreasonable she is. she just asserts her skewed views and asks rhetorical questions which she then answers. i mean... just get on with the damn lesson.
i dont even know wtf it had to do with anything. baby or not, the woman is a monster! MONSTER!!!! even wally was not happy! bah.
looking on teh brighter side of life, i finally know what north koreans feel like under teh kim jong dude.
when lala comes in, the downfall of pecky starts. didnt know how to do quiz.....got 13/20 for portfolio.
its these daily experiences that make me appreciate the nice teachers more. like tang swee noi, shaun yap, cai. but actually its also these experiences that let me see how low people can get, how manipulative and abusive of their power they can get. it also lets me see the ultimatum that we have, whether we want to wreck her and make her lose her job by complaining or accept her condescending comments. i dont know if i was wrong in condemning the article alwyns mum wrote last year. it troubles me to know that when it really comes down to the real thing, i cant bear to see people getting ruined by such means. i guess its weakness. its my weakness. and i am ambivalent about taking apart the person that makes your life hellish. i dont believe in an eye for an eye. neither do i enjoy this really repulsive experience. but i also think that its not plausible that a balance can be struck anywhere. oh well, this kind of vile stagnation can only lead to my own suffering, and that of my poor classmates.
HOTEL RAWANDA TOMOROW!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
hey all.
cycling is really quite liberating. at least for that bloody fleeting moment. even on a flat pavement. it makes heavy people like me feel light. awesome i say. not often i feel that way. yep that was yesterday night where i just went down the road with my sis to a flat stretch where i cycled the furthest in my short illustrious career.
well before that we went out to dinner to celebrate my mums b-day. yeah we went to eat jap food at some place in river valley. nice, quiet. and the food was pretty good. good dining shd go with quiet atmosphere i think.
bah. i actually feel quite guilty. its like my mums b-day doesnt come close to the spoilt status that i had on my b-day. i mean b-days are special. and im feeling quite bad that i didnt make it that special. pangs of self-induced irritation. bah. hell she didnt even want a cake -_- to save money. but we insisted so we ate ice-cream cake from swensons ^^
oh well on to today. well i did ss until like 3 am so there were mixed feelings when i learnt that tang swee noi didnt come. well firstly i was annoyed because my arduous efforts were kinda like unnecessary and i ended up sleeping for alot of the lessons, yet i was pleased that i had finished it because usually i would have stretched the deadline. oh well left for muthu to bullshit and edit.
well surprise surprise, lala was busy so cai came for lesson again. honestly, it was a welcome relief. immense relief. its weird to say that because lala has held just one lesson this year. but really, to get away from the self-righteous ego, the caustic remarks and the impending doom that permeates the damn classroom. its great. a bitch-free day always makes me happy. always. appreciate cais teaching effort. she also treated us to chocolate today.
this may sound spastic, but i have never learnt anything from a math classroom lesson before. its just not my thing.
my english is bloody fucked, just to let everyone know.
diagnostic test 1 ----35/50
philo essay----18/30
diagnostic test 2 ----23/30
essay on gandhi-----im gonna fail because to put it plainly i chose the essay that was entirely the opposite of what the question was looking for.
cheers!
cycling is really quite liberating. at least for that bloody fleeting moment. even on a flat pavement. it makes heavy people like me feel light. awesome i say. not often i feel that way. yep that was yesterday night where i just went down the road with my sis to a flat stretch where i cycled the furthest in my short illustrious career.
well before that we went out to dinner to celebrate my mums b-day. yeah we went to eat jap food at some place in river valley. nice, quiet. and the food was pretty good. good dining shd go with quiet atmosphere i think.
bah. i actually feel quite guilty. its like my mums b-day doesnt come close to the spoilt status that i had on my b-day. i mean b-days are special. and im feeling quite bad that i didnt make it that special. pangs of self-induced irritation. bah. hell she didnt even want a cake -_- to save money. but we insisted so we ate ice-cream cake from swensons ^^
oh well on to today. well i did ss until like 3 am so there were mixed feelings when i learnt that tang swee noi didnt come. well firstly i was annoyed because my arduous efforts were kinda like unnecessary and i ended up sleeping for alot of the lessons, yet i was pleased that i had finished it because usually i would have stretched the deadline. oh well left for muthu to bullshit and edit.
well surprise surprise, lala was busy so cai came for lesson again. honestly, it was a welcome relief. immense relief. its weird to say that because lala has held just one lesson this year. but really, to get away from the self-righteous ego, the caustic remarks and the impending doom that permeates the damn classroom. its great. a bitch-free day always makes me happy. always. appreciate cais teaching effort. she also treated us to chocolate today.
this may sound spastic, but i have never learnt anything from a math classroom lesson before. its just not my thing.
my english is bloody fucked, just to let everyone know.
diagnostic test 1 ----35/50
philo essay----18/30
diagnostic test 2 ----23/30
essay on gandhi-----im gonna fail because to put it plainly i chose the essay that was entirely the opposite of what the question was looking for.
cheers!
