Thursday, April 22, 2004
i am pissed and tired.
after that marathon 6-8 lit lesson i was so tired, partly from mental exhuastion and partly from my inability to understand her lesson. im pretty sure wad shes teaching us is beyond sec 4 standard. heck i cant even comprehend wad shes trying to bring across.
on to why im pissed.
my mum came to pick me up and i thot hey i can enjoy the ride home listening to power 98 or p10 and den she suddenly tells me to go home and study the textbook and not to watch tv, and that i must study chem. den after a momentary reply of no she goes on and on about how i cant even get my valencys right and stuff. donno, i jus got pissed off, real pissed off. even though i didnt say anything else to her we jus didnt talk much for the rest of the journey.
as if i dont know i suck at chem
just dont come to me when im blardi tired and go on about the need to mug and do well. jus makes me stressed out and irritated. thats one thing i could say i absolutely despise about my mum, she just lacks understanding for her bloodi son.
-_- seems like all she cares about are my stoopid marks. every conversation would probably end with how i need to study more.
yeah...career is important...but seriously (as a christian), i dont see the point of giving marks such a priority if this life is gonna decide eternity when yu die. might as well take the time to appreciate you frens and express your love anyhow.
dammit. how in the bloody world did the world degenerate to such a competitive black hole. i cant even escape because my mum is far too conformist.
you cannot imagine how angry i actually am. dam no one has really seen me really angry. oh well thank god ive toned down. used to beat ppl up real bad in pri sch when i was pissed ^^. oh well my muscle has wasted away over the past 5 months...lolz
haizz nuthin more to say...goodnite
after that marathon 6-8 lit lesson i was so tired, partly from mental exhuastion and partly from my inability to understand her lesson. im pretty sure wad shes teaching us is beyond sec 4 standard. heck i cant even comprehend wad shes trying to bring across.
on to why im pissed.
my mum came to pick me up and i thot hey i can enjoy the ride home listening to power 98 or p10 and den she suddenly tells me to go home and study the textbook and not to watch tv, and that i must study chem. den after a momentary reply of no she goes on and on about how i cant even get my valencys right and stuff. donno, i jus got pissed off, real pissed off. even though i didnt say anything else to her we jus didnt talk much for the rest of the journey.
as if i dont know i suck at chem
just dont come to me when im blardi tired and go on about the need to mug and do well. jus makes me stressed out and irritated. thats one thing i could say i absolutely despise about my mum, she just lacks understanding for her bloodi son.
-_- seems like all she cares about are my stoopid marks. every conversation would probably end with how i need to study more.
yeah...career is important...but seriously (as a christian), i dont see the point of giving marks such a priority if this life is gonna decide eternity when yu die. might as well take the time to appreciate you frens and express your love anyhow.
dammit. how in the bloody world did the world degenerate to such a competitive black hole. i cant even escape because my mum is far too conformist.
you cannot imagine how angry i actually am. dam no one has really seen me really angry. oh well thank god ive toned down. used to beat ppl up real bad in pri sch when i was pissed ^^. oh well my muscle has wasted away over the past 5 months...lolz
haizz nuthin more to say...goodnite
