Tuesday, December 28, 2004
hey guys, todays my b-day.
but you know, i was thinking about playing et on my b-day. but i promised god i wouldnt and ive been cold turkey since friday. its been just really hard. but i cant even chance it coz the last few times i chose to chance it i lost control again. so i really gotta stop thinking about it. just deleted the installation file from the recycle bin. its really hard to stop the 1 and 1/2 yr addiction. but i know sec 4 is important so im trying hard not to get hooked onto any game even though i have a new com.
its tough, but its for the best.
even on my bloody b-day.
but you know, i was thinking about playing et on my b-day. but i promised god i wouldnt and ive been cold turkey since friday. its been just really hard. but i cant even chance it coz the last few times i chose to chance it i lost control again. so i really gotta stop thinking about it. just deleted the installation file from the recycle bin. its really hard to stop the 1 and 1/2 yr addiction. but i know sec 4 is important so im trying hard not to get hooked onto any game even though i have a new com.
its tough, but its for the best.
even on my bloody b-day.
