Wednesday, October 20, 2004
ok yeah im pretty fucked for cts
my triple science is in dire shit. shit so bloody deep that i cant see my trip science -_-
bio----50%
physics---55%
chem----44%
i mean that has got to be the worst you can get for any cts, save for maybe yap or plk.
i really dont know. all these were second papers, so yeah all my second papers were pretty screwed because i couldnt concentrate.
ss----17/20 everyone got that. but 85% is good stuff
geog--- 28/50 WHY THE HELL DID I TAKE THIS BLOODY SUB WHEN HIST IS SO BLOODY EASY
english---22/30 im sore man, but nvm
math----38.5/60 65% hey its not bad la seriously, considering my math standard
chinese---80/120 pretty good actually
so here are my predicted gpa overall for the subs
eng---3.6 (4.0 is a remote possibility but it IS possible)
chinese----3.2
math-----3.2
physics----nabei like i know. 2.4?
bio----hmmm, thats a toughie. i say 2.8 hopefully
lit---3.6
chem----2.8
ss----4.0
geog----hopefully 3.2
philo (not counted)----3.6
yesh, so we see a big gap between all the subs. but one thing is for sure, my trip science is fucked!
so yeah wadever. its pretty shit. but i'll prolly work hard to bring it up next year. yeah.
you know i messed up lit. 16/25 is quite screwy. i knew i screwed it up but it really sank in when i got the script. arunna was screwing the cohort for not handing up work etc.etc. and you know i got back my film assignment. 15/25, and she started off the remarks with good job...blah blah blah should show how to remake a scene. i did show how to remake a scene. how the fuck is 15/25 a good job. i dont even know what the fuck she wants. and i dont know what it takes to get high marks for lit.
on the other hand. i used my erp as my crp as well. kuang gave me 18/20. arunna gave me 6/10. yeah i dont know.
you know for about 15 minutes as she ranted on, i kinda lost the passion for literature. donno just kinda lost it for a while. just thought there wasnt a fucking point in it anymore. yeah im better now, but i seem to have lost the line of standard somewhere, and i just cant find it. i just cant find it anymore. its sad, but i just feel so uninspired, as if i just cant do it and im really not hitting the top.
seriously who cares about having an exciting film module of modern movies. i was hit bad my this years one. got 28/50 for a-lit film module test. i cant see it the way she sees it, i cant see her crux of success that a lit student needs to grasp to get high marks.
yeah i have lost my way. i really have. im not a fucking good lit student. im just fucking screwed.
yeah wadever. im a little down. yeah so ...yeah.
my triple science is in dire shit. shit so bloody deep that i cant see my trip science -_-
bio----50%
physics---55%
chem----44%
i mean that has got to be the worst you can get for any cts, save for maybe yap or plk.
i really dont know. all these were second papers, so yeah all my second papers were pretty screwed because i couldnt concentrate.
ss----17/20 everyone got that. but 85% is good stuff
geog--- 28/50 WHY THE HELL DID I TAKE THIS BLOODY SUB WHEN HIST IS SO BLOODY EASY
english---22/30 im sore man, but nvm
math----38.5/60 65% hey its not bad la seriously, considering my math standard
chinese---80/120 pretty good actually
so here are my predicted gpa overall for the subs
eng---3.6 (4.0 is a remote possibility but it IS possible)
chinese----3.2
math-----3.2
physics----nabei like i know. 2.4?
bio----hmmm, thats a toughie. i say 2.8 hopefully
lit---3.6
chem----2.8
ss----4.0
geog----hopefully 3.2
philo (not counted)----3.6
yesh, so we see a big gap between all the subs. but one thing is for sure, my trip science is fucked!
so yeah wadever. its pretty shit. but i'll prolly work hard to bring it up next year. yeah.
you know i messed up lit. 16/25 is quite screwy. i knew i screwed it up but it really sank in when i got the script. arunna was screwing the cohort for not handing up work etc.etc. and you know i got back my film assignment. 15/25, and she started off the remarks with good job...blah blah blah should show how to remake a scene. i did show how to remake a scene. how the fuck is 15/25 a good job. i dont even know what the fuck she wants. and i dont know what it takes to get high marks for lit.
on the other hand. i used my erp as my crp as well. kuang gave me 18/20. arunna gave me 6/10. yeah i dont know.
you know for about 15 minutes as she ranted on, i kinda lost the passion for literature. donno just kinda lost it for a while. just thought there wasnt a fucking point in it anymore. yeah im better now, but i seem to have lost the line of standard somewhere, and i just cant find it. i just cant find it anymore. its sad, but i just feel so uninspired, as if i just cant do it and im really not hitting the top.
seriously who cares about having an exciting film module of modern movies. i was hit bad my this years one. got 28/50 for a-lit film module test. i cant see it the way she sees it, i cant see her crux of success that a lit student needs to grasp to get high marks.
yeah i have lost my way. i really have. im not a fucking good lit student. im just fucking screwed.
yeah wadever. im a little down. yeah so ...yeah.
